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Ah, Lisa exemplifies the process of disowning the true self.
With puberty she went from being a whole, authentic person to a diminished version of herself.


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Follow Up
10.31.04 (6:12 pm)   [edit]

:D


This moment's song-Ocean Avenue


Today is a special day, and you can tell because this day has TWO posts.


Oh, I bet you all can't contain your excitement, lol.


Today started off normal, turned happy, turned below depressing and then up to cloud nine.  Its like the stock market!  But its not going up just yet.  A shame since our family needs some more money


Buried A Lie sounds like an exellent song, its by Senses Fail


Good thing Nataly found someone to go trick-or-treating tonight.  I felt so bad that Leslie got sick.  Allergies maybe.  But, excellent thing that James got on.


We have so much chocolate candy, its not funny.  I wanted some fruit stuff.


I just looked into this one kid's candy bag (Im passing out candy) and she had some nerds and I so want some.


I love The Cure.


 


I know everything.
I knew censored was gay
I knew trouble would come out of censored when we befriended censored again.
I knew censored was turning gay and what happened today was proof
I knew James liked me but it never actually hit me in the face.


Yeah, it was you.



Well, Im just going to like sit here and do stuff.
I could do homework but I dont actually have to, I can turn it in on Wednesday


 



Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Silence As A Weapon
10.31.04 (12:28 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Somewhere Only We Know only because Im listening to it.  Now everyones all hyped up about it when its been out for like ever.


Today's Halloween, happy Halloween everyone.


Tonight I will actually go trick-or-treating with my cousin and NATALY!  Woot.  First time, which is really deprived.


Im going to like do some extra credit.



 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


EDIT


I cant go trick or treating
My life is wonderful
Locking a child indoors is just fabulous
Not letting a child go to a best friend's party is fucking great
Everything is positively the best ever

 
Pathological Liar
10.29.04 (4:08 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-I want limewire back but nooo people just have to jack into my computer.


I dont tell little white lies, I dont lie to get my ass out of trouble, I lie for the fun of it.  Im a pathological liar.


But, it wasnt fun today, I'll tell you that.  And I want to thank you.  Thank you for getting into it and tying the strings.


Some people use the wrong people to get imformation and it's sorta sad.


I know everything.
I knew censored was gay
I knew trouble would come out of censored when we befriended censored again.
I knew censored was turning gay and what happened today was proof
I knew censored liked censored but it never actually hit me in the face.



Before School-Natalie's dress was awesome, Michael WAS confusing, Big Jim came back from the dead, Chris has some major guts, Nataly kept on hitting me on the head with her wand.  Val had some nice shoes, it was sparkkly.
L. Arts-Ok, I guess.  Ms. Mullins had a shiney top.
Algebra-Mr. Doyle has no imagination.  It was alright.
Lunch-Natalie should have won the Most Original.
SSR-..Hopefully it works out on whatever happened
CIM-TIM IS AN ASS!  Tyler and I were sitting by Mr. Anderson and Tim came over and started to piss us all off and he made me throw a colored pencil at Shelby (terribly sorry) so Ms. Vanden Berg (THANK YOU) had me and Tyler move to our original table and made Tim sit there and Sawyer came over.  He looked so pathedic just sitting by himself BUT THATS WHAT YOU GET!  I TRIED TO MOVE QUIETLY AND TRIED NOT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS BUT THIS IS WHAT YOU GET!  You should be happy your not in OSS for the rest of the school year because I dont tell.
Gym-Fun.  Gym teacher pretty cool.  I was a murderer and I didnt know how to kill people.  Lol, I finally got it though.  I killed a few people but not all, Im good.
Science-I really dont like that movie.  The test was normal, I dont understand how 2nd period all failed but whatever.
Social Studies-We went to the gym!  I tried shooting hoops for a while but my basketball went away.  So Val and I were hunting people.  Was fun.
After school-Jon hit me with his cane.  I got a sucker that I gave to Tyler and chips that I ate.  Thanks a lot for ruining the most important stuff person above.


Today I wore James' fleece sweatshirt, his hat, Jon's hat and Natalie's crown.  Im a klepto.


I dont think Mr. Doyle likes me, must make him like me somehow.


If he doesn't wear a bunny suit on my birthday Im kicking his ass.



 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


I would.

 
Big Fake Smiles
10.25.04 (7:57 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Dont Panic by Coldplay


My friends have lost each other and all I can do is smile to whoever Im with.  In 6th grade we had me, Natalie, Nataly, Leslie, Marie, Yoshie, Katie, Val and Ellen.  We all were in the same classes.  I finally had more than two good friends.  We were the smartest we had ever been in our lives.  The only friendship I lost was Boki.  But time made it up and we're buds again.  Time took Marie.  Ellen went away shortly after.  The school year ended and then began.  Katie got moved to C Hall.  The people left were barely in any classes together.  A new addition came along.  The guys came more attached.  Depression settled over our heads.  We got distant.  Birthday parties were small hopes for fun.  The school year thankfully ended.  But, soon, another began.  We're getting more distant.  Intelligence is slowly draining away.  Our group is getting sheared.


I think I suck up too much when Im with the guys.  But whatever.


Someday Tyler will tell me that he loves/luvs me and I will dance around.  Because I know he does.  Just that he doesnt want to admit it.  My goal is to have him say it before the trimester ends.


Before school was interesting I guess.  I ran away from Natalie and Mattie, started following Jared around, hung out with Tyler, Jared, Jon and Jacob.  Woah three J's.  Jon was telling about the weekend and then started hitting his head on a locker.  Really loud bang.
L. Arts-Was awkward.
Algebra-I hugged Boki goodbye.  Now I sit by Jack in the front.  Youd think sitting in the front would mean instant knowledge of whatever Mr. Doyle's teaching you but no.  All I heard from what he was talking about was birds talking.  It was like this, Ahhh awww ahh *chirp* *caw caw* awwwwww *cheep*
Lunch-Whatever for the beginning.  *sigh-whats-going-on-with -is* for the rest of it.
SSR-I really want to rewrite Charlotte's Web
Gym-Why couldnt I be a guy?  Then I could play basketball instead of standing there doing nothing.
Science-Lol, its Erik's mom!  Let's wave!  Lol, Karen, that was great.
S.S.-This class could die.  We are joyfully changing seats tomorrow.  Maybe I'll sit by someone happy.  Like James!  And in the front too!  That'll be fun fun fun.  Or just better than now.


I have this whole tuna sandwich and Im not hungry.  And I want to watch Gone With The Wind but no, I have to do the homework I never did



 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Something by Muse
10.24.04 (1:38 am)   [edit]

Today's Song-Blue Eyes by the Cary Brothers


Fess it up, dot on the palm of your hand
I can help you to stand
Saved it up for this dance
Tell me all the things you can
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna be the one that's true
Cause blue eyes
You're the secret I keep


There are two songs by Muse that I dig, and I want to know what theyre called.


Words I Shall Use More Often-
Dig
Nuts
Unfathomable
Redunant
Resent
Mediocre
Dependant


What I have to say-
Bullshit.


To everything.


Im speaking in broken sentences again.  Maybe I can write a book like that like Making Lemonade or the sequel to it.


Maybe I can write a book about what middle school is REALLY about.  Lots of people are writing books, why not me?


YOU KNOW YOUR KHMER WHEN..


1. Your parents wear clothes that don't match.
2. When you eat rice with just about anything.
3. When everyone thinks you know karate
4. When you think you know karate.
5. You think 5'6" is tall. **Lol, my mom IS considered tall**
6. You have a 40 lb. bag of rice in your pantry **Actually, we ran out so we barely have any**
7. Your parents enjoy comparing you to their friend's kids.
8. You drive asian cars.
9. If your house smell like pohoc **I beg my mom not to cook it**
10. When your parents tell you to speak khmer at all time to them. **Like I can say it**
11. Your parents are overprotective
12. You hear (your name+eee or ah or yah or me)every time someone calls you **Im only called Sah and Sah-SEE**
13. You have alot of mings or poos.
14. You are almost taller then your parents. *Two inches to go*
15. You have been to Long Beach at least once. **Nope**
16. You have relatives in California.
17. When your parents lecture you about anything for hours, but its seems like days. **Days is an underestimate**
18. When your parents got alot of khmer movies, chinese movies, kung fu movies, just piling in you living room and its about to overflow.
19. When you get good grades your parents don't give you anything but saying "good"
21. Your parents would tell you that you are lucky because you are not in cambodia because they walked from here to there.
22. Your parents tell you in cambodia they have chores and if you don't do it, you get a whoop. **Ive avoided chores for so long they dont bother**
23. You have hella chopsticks everywhere. Well you might as well use them to make a small house with them.
24. The girls always have to wash dishes, clean the house, take care of younger siblings. **Same as chores**
25. If you go the a department store and you go straight to the name brand clothing center and your parents go to 50%-75% section. (not anything bad) **I dont go to the name brand places**
26. When you have anything leftover from dinner, for example, leftover rice you give it to them. **I make sure I dont have extra food**
27. You must have tasted pohoc once.
28. Every khmer food you eat has to at least have some fish sauce. **Thatd be cool**
29. When someonce cusses you at another language you cuss in your language. **Ha ha, thats funny.  I dont even know how to say stupid**
30. No matter if you are khmer...peeps still think you are chinese.
31. Every khmer friend you have...you at least call one of them your cousin because you known them for along time. besides peeps say you guys look like brothers and sisters.
32. your khmer if u can say khmer.......
33. When you was young you use to eat rice with soy sauce. **Thats nasty**
34. You are not that light complicated...you are somewhere between medium or dark. **Say what**
35. When your parents tells you that they are going to hit you...but you are just wondering why you haven't got any bruises yet.
36. Your have pictures of your past and present everywhere.
37. When your parents care about what other people will think about them.
38. For example, you go to a khmer person's house to visit...and you are hungry for pizza and that khmer family order pizza and you want some...they say that is disrespectful. **Its annoying, especially when Im hungry**
39. If your mom carries a name brand purse (doonie..coach)
40. You own, have relative who owns, or know someone who owns a DONUT SHOP!!!  **Dude, thats not even funny how thats undoubtably true**
41. You have a life time job at a donut shop. **I might**
42. You still work at a donut shop on weekends even if you have a full time job outside.
43. You HATE Donuts!!
44. You live in Long Beach and/or you have relatives who live in Long Beach, or you go to Long Beach every weekend.
44. You can't live without steamed rice. **Watch me man, I can live on noodle and tacos**
45. You're darker than all your other Asian friends. **I am so white**
46. You kick it with black people and other people think you're black too. **Val**
47. You hate the name Pol Pot
48. The first cool thing you learned in America is how to break dance.
49. You hate it when people think Cambodians are the dirtiest Asians.
50. You get mistaken for being Laos
51. You are tired of Cambodian stereotypes, so you say that you are "Kampuchean" instead
52. You want other Asians to stop meddling in your country.


This is who I am sorta.  I added some comments, its in ****  I dunno where my cousin Leslie (piecesofme) got this but its funny.


Mad TV and then Saturday Night Live *YOURE A CHUBBY CHASER!!*



 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Stuff
10.21.04 (6:17 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Slow Dance on the Inside


Bold Those That Apply To You-


01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 3 and a half years
02. I still watch cartoons
03. I've never seen The O.C.
04. I love almost all music.
06. I want a tattoo.
07. I wear glasses.
08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
09. I want piercings.
10. But I can't get any
11. I love to watch the rain.
12. I want to walk around with someone special and talk.
13. I didnt't believe in true love when I was younger.
14. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
15. Sometimes I cry for no damn reason.
16. I cry about stupid things.
17. I hate being walked all over and treated like crap.
18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.
19. I love music.
20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But I think I believe in a higher power.
21. I often feel alone.
22. I'm a sometimes loud and funny person.

23. A boy in school shattered my heart into a million pieces.
24. I get depressed sometimes
25. I get annoyed when people critisize me for what I like
26. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.
27. I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.
28. I'm a weird person.

29. I consider myself pretty unique.
30. My eyes are brown.
31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
32. I am a disappointment to myself.

33. I love sleeping.
34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
35. I have a few close friends.
36. Okay, I have like 2 friends.
37. I need to get in better shape.
38. I like popcorn.
39. I love watching TV.
40. I like malls.
41. I like cold weather better than hot.
42. I really dig Depeche Mode
43. I love Winter.
44. I'm addicted to AIM.
45. I have trouble trusting people.
46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
47. I love my family.
48. I loathe hot weather.
50. I hate shaving my legs, but I do it anyway.
51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.

52. I like to listen to music everyday.
53. I love white tigers.
54. I love dancing.
55. I don't always like the way I look.

56. I used to cut myself.
57. I'm a daydreamer.
58. I feel lucky I met the right guy.
59. I like when my friends write me stuff, it makes me feel special.
60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.
61. I love all my LJ, DJ, and GJ friends.
62. I'm allergic to milk.
63. I wish people would stop making me cry over their stupidity.
64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.
65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school
66. I love all candy, well, most.
67. I get my feelings hurt easy.
68. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.
69. I wear pants a lot.
70. I wish I had more money.

71. I want to say what's on my mind more than when I do.
72. I hate blue jeans
73. I'm online a lot.
74. I have 2 goldfish
75. I am for the most part happy with myself.
76. I need to work out more.

77. I like being alone at certain times.
78. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
79. I wish I could spend more money on friends/family.
80. I hate shallow people.
81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic
82. I ponder life way too much.
83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.

84. I wish my brother didn't die.
85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants.
86. I need to be showed I'm loved.
87. I wish I was better.

88. I hate discrimination.
89. I hate guys who like only preps.

90. I have a cute car.
91. I love glitter
92. I sometimes wish I was more social.

93. I love my close friends.
94. I love to have fun.
95. I get amused easily.
96. I'm a lazy ass. I really am.

97. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
98. I love to be me.
99. I like wearing hoodies.
100. I'm graduating college in June!


Im graduating middle school in June.  Im really mad about it too.  Now, I have to see the people who went Stoller who I really hate, the bitches will still be there, what I do will affect my life, I wont see Tyler, Boki or Nataly at all and there's a posibility that I wont see ANYONE at all.  But whatever, everyone go to Stanford or Penn State.  Or somewhere in New York.


Do you know what I want to do right now?  Go take swimming lessons, go take hockey lessons, run around my neighborhood, and lay outside watching the birds fly off and onto my roof.  But, I have to wait until summer, I have to find a way to play hockey, its the middle of the afternoon and there are like cars driving by so it's all GAHH THEY'RE GOING TO TAKE ME!  I could probably do all that in Ohio.


Vitamin R is starting to piss me off.


I need to delete some songs.  Damn Tyler.


There's a painting in our living room, its like 5x3.5 feet.  Its a painting of that castle thing in Cambodia.  When I was young, I thought it was a painting of my aunt's wedding sorta.  I remember going to a temple like it but extremely smaller.  And there was just this one building and a giant statue of a female god sleeping.  Everyone at my aunt and uncle's wedding dressed like the people in the painting.  My sister and my young foster aunt wore white shirts with red skirts, and in the pic they are holding the hands of a tiny girl which would be me.  My dad would be the person in front in the orange and green.   My mom was in the hospital having Calvin.  My aunts are behind him.  My uncle and new uncle would be behind them.  My brother would be the guy in the white and black and other people would be the others.  But now I know its just a painting and it's like someone threw a rock to my heart making it off balance.  Which could explain me now.


There are small memories I remember of that day.  Like my sister and Bong Tida laughing in her room and shoving me out.  And me climbing the things on stairs and my brother taking me off.  Me sitting with my back on my bedroom door watching everyone.  Me going into my Uncle's room where people were blowing up balloons and getting the parents annoyed so I got shoved away.  And walking to the living room holding hands with that one lady's with the kid named Molly who lives in Washinton and is a bitch former husband.  That guy was cool.


The memories arent really for you guys to read, more like me writing them down so I dont forget them.  Someday I'll write them all down just for me.  It'll most likely be a two part thing.  But more detail the better I'll keep them.


Property tax is coming up and its chewing a hole into my parent's soul.  Screw taxes and the government.  We dont have money.  And God cant help the depression going around.  No matter what people says.


Im going to cry about the stupid things of life if I dont stop.


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


If I sound negative tell me anytime.

 
Over My Head
10.18.04 (9:28 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-I'll make you guess, here's clues


1) It's by one of my favorite singers
2) I got her CD for Christmas in 6th grade from Natalie
3) My subject is in the lyrics for the song


Today was an "arrga neha" day.  You have to say it Canadian.


Quick Summary-
Assembly-The first part was fun, I sat by James and we pointing out 7th/6th graders who should die.  I won, lol.  The movie or whatever was better than last year but the music sucked soo much.  YOU-GOTTA-FIGHT-FOR-YOUR- RIGHT-TO-PAARTY!  That and another song was alright.  But that's like out of ten different ones.
L. Arts-I hate writing.  I hate this week.  Two writing days and a book report.  Wonderful.  I havent done jack for my story.  I only wrote a paragraph this whole time.  And my book is high!  I dont know anything about it.
Algebra-Boki kicked me out of my seat again so I sat by Natalie and Michael  came along and sat by us.  I was the only person who knew somewhat about consecutive numbers at our table.
Lunch-Whatever..NASTY COOKIE!  Brendan has a problem with my apple juice.  I watched the guys play basketball, they are hilarious.  Makes me want to be a guy sorta.  But then I'd be gay, lol.  What they do everyday is waay better than what we do after lunch.  Boki and Tyler and Jacob fell and Jared yelled his head off.  AHHHHH!  It was great.  Just that Rachel Polumbo or whatever was like stalking me so Topher and I had to run for it.
SSR-Heather hit Mac on the head with her book!!
CIM-Tish wasnt there, I had to do math and l. arts.  Tyler and were talking the whole time.  We talked about the movie Thirteen, the Best of Jimmy Fallon, the Barry Gib Talk Show(It's the barry gib talk show, we talk about chest hair and gold medalions) "do you have anything to add to that?" "uh, noo," that one skit with the webcam college guys. "dude, are you high?" "uhhhh, yeah man" "but it's only 8 o'clock!" "ha ha it's 4:20 somewhere," and and stuff.
"Why do we call black bears 'black' bears?  we dont call polar bears 'white' bears do we??  youre racist!" "how can I be racist when MY WIFE IS A BLACK BEAR! *shows picture*"  Lol..
Health-Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.  I didnt suffocate Michael enough, which is not cool.  Guns are bad for you kids.
Science-Funny in a way.  Screwed off the period being quiet and staring around at the walls.
Social Studies-I cant say legislative.  Stupid word.  Screwed off the period like science.


Yeah, quick summary alright.  Oh well.


You know who should like be brainwashed?  One of my best friend's boyfriends.  He should be brainwashed like all the people in Brave New World.  The less stitches, the more riches.  Sterilization is something.  Everybody belongs to somebody else.  SOMA AND GAMMES!!


Ive just figured out something.  I actually like blue eyes more than green eyes.  Blue eyes are pretty.  Like James' and Tyler's.  Their eyes are all woooh.  Green eyes show mischief.  Brown eyes are just too plain.  I hate my eyes.  Id take orange eyes any day.  Like the ones on kiddonet.


Next week I shall be louder.  I said I was going new-er before but that was a little part.  I dont care.  Now I have to be loud and not caring.  Then I shall go to Im loud, I dont care, and you love me, me, me and you know it.


Calvin, I dont like it when you read my posts.  Back off.  Im keeping this in here so people will know how annoying you are.  Cant you stay out for a minute?!  Great, I now have one minute.  Screw you.


Freedom of Speech is one of the most important rights we have.  We can anything we want.  But, explain to me why you cant say "Gee, I should bomb this place tomorrow" without getting arrested.  Or, "I hate cambodians so Im going to be like Hitler and destroy them all."  Not that I hate my own -sorta- kind.  I dont know, Cambodians are Cambodians.  But my parents are chinese born Cambodian so screw you.


 


 


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The plan isnt going so well.  They're too happy.  And it's hard to ignore either of them.

 
Homocidal
10.14.04 (8:22 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Go bitch around for one


I spelled homocidal right right?


I want to switch my morning classes with my afternoon classes.  That way I'll leave the school happy.  Not freaking depressed.  I swear I will kill half the people in my science class.  I always thought it was the teacher's fault for my hatred for science but it's not.  Its a curse.  I like science but I hate science class.  I absolutely hate it.


Ben's a pussy.  A dumbass pussy.  He's not even a true boy.  He cant be a guy.  And look up the words racist and sexist.  Maybe then you'll understand what they mean illiterate fool
Katie, dont you understand that Ive disliked you since 2nd grade


No, its not about the bus, it's all personal.



Why cant I be sitting in the front with Nataly, James and Mac?  Even though Mac's an ass.  He can be cool SOMETIMES.


S.S. why couldn't I be in a different social studies class??  Like Ms. Mullins.  I would like it mucho better if I was in Ms. Mullin's s.s. class.  Then I would have s.s. with Tyler and Nataly.  Not people who have their buddies.  Odd one out.


L. Arts is fine, Algebra is my best class,  lunch pisses me off, SSR feels long but good, Anatomy is my best class too, Reading sucks only when Tyler's reading, Health is beginning to suck especially now that Jon's gay.  It's not a ex thing, it's something personal.  The only reason we went out for so long was because I was too lazy to break up with him.  Cocky smartass.  Science is the class I hate enough to skip, and S.S. is depressing.


Lol..in Algebra, we were taking a pretest and Boki and I were arguing/talking about the stupidest things.  Like smells, if Buddha could float, girls he shouldn't like and his ass of all things.  And we were talking in third person.  Lisa had so much fun making thought bubbles about Boki's stupidity.  Lol! says Lisa.  We scared Natalie I think.  This is like 6th grade.  Lots of fun. 
Bring Calculatio-BOKI!  You made my misspell calculator!!  Ok, I can fix this..uh..Calculation device, yes Bring calculation device!


Lol! I am so good


Why is it that Im so hungry in algebra but really not hungry during lunch?  Its all psycho


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


PS. If you guys are together, I hope you guys have no trouble

 
Doubt Me, That's Why Im Here
10.13.04 (9:40 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-December


I honest to God, do not like him.  Alright, maybe I was slightly confused on my positition like a month ago but screw you.  I dont like him,  I dont like anyone.  But, someone does know who I enjoy being with the most.  Well, sorta the most.  Well, yeah the most.  That person is the person is the same person who learned that I wanted to break up with Jon first.  Well, not exactly the first, more like the third.
Seriously, Mattie, youre pissing me off.  And no Natalie, no, no, no.  No.


Ive had two walks with James today.  I love that.  "Lisa, let's walk"  lol.  I really like that.  Lol... the first one was in the morning and we landed up in Ms. Johnson's room freaking out those 6th graders.  I swear the room was spinning.  Or I could be high, BUT YOU CANT TELL!  Because my eyes are so dark that you cant tell if my pupils are dialating.  Or however its spelled.  And the second one was after lunch.  It was about the story.  Then he told one of the major characters I knew, and he told Nat and Nat told me so I had to explain how I knew but he was like I trust Natalie, she would only tell people who I wouldnt mind knowing about


Short one of those thingys Ms. Mullins was talking about today--
He shouldnt be so damn cocky.  Alright, just because we didnt talk before it doesnt mean I can get pushed away.  He doesnt know what Im capable of.  I'll beat you and your freaking hair.


Speaking about hair, Tyler got clay in his hair in CIM today.  It was slightly funny but mostly sad and cruel.  Tim, tim, tim the trash can kid!!!!! got this piece of clay and put it in Tyler's hair because Tyler got clay on his binder and it got stuck and he put more on the top of his head.  I got the one of the top completely off but the one on his side is still there.  It's only because Tyler couldnt see it and tried to take it off himself.  Dork.  I tried to take it off, Monica tried to take it off and finally the sub came over and looked at it and helped.  Lol, it was the first time Tyler's hair was done by a teacher.  His ears were so red.  And when the clay hardened, I got my brush and brushed his hair.  He has some nice hair, lol.  But, I cant believe Tim ruined it.  Its outrageous, you dont touch a redhead's hair.  Unless its a girl and she's a bitch.


I gave back Michael's necklace during health.  Lol, James asked me how he got it so quickly.  Well James, when you wanted yours back all you did was try to strangle me and Michael made a sad face.  Big difference.



Has anyone heard from Ellen lately?  Shes like gone or something.


Here's something Mr. Doyle said today.."Woah baby, give me one of those"  Lol, Karen's dad was passing out H1 posters and Mr. Doyle got a special H2 one.



 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


CEO of Intel/IBM/Nike

 
Constitution
10.13.04 (1:03 am)   [edit]

Today's Song-Sway


Make me high on lullabies, a melody for me to sway, say you would, say you could...



I should be editing my constitution but Im not.  I noticed an empty tblog, lol.   I just hope that when I finish editing Nick will still be on..



How can people be gay/bi already?  I dont understand it.


DAMNIT!  NICK SIGNED OFF!


We're only 13 for god's sake.  Its like insane.  But whatever.


I know everything.  I know the story, I know what people want, I know how people feel.  I just dont want to be a part of it.


K, here's something you will understand.  I have Michael's necklace and Im keeping it until his birthday mwha ha ha.  No jk, Im not.  I only did that with James because his was in like three days.  Its all metal and it cant hurt me, ITS SO AWESOME!  Lol...


Your lipstick, his collar, dont bother Angel, I know exactly what goes on...When everything is what you get is everything you want, which would you prefer my finger on the trigger or me face down down across your floor?  Just as long as this thing is loaded


Ive been making a lot of those hand guns painting the walls with your brain signs lately.  No, Im not suicidal.  Just that its that kind of month.


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Who's Kayla from A Hall?
10.11.04 (8:02 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Cute Without the E (Cut From The Team)


Seriously though, who is she?  Is she that girl who  dyed her her whole head black?


Heey, lets talk about the weekend first..
Well, on Friday Calvin and I watched anime the whole day, lol
On, Saturday I woke up waay too early and went to a cambodian temple because it was thanksgiving in Cambodia or whatever.  Then we went to eat noodles AND I SAW ALAN!  Lol.  He was shocked to hear that I saw him today.  Hey man, they know ME there, lol.  That place is like McDonalds to us.  No, freaking Starbucks.
On Sunday I did homework while my cousins tore apart the house.


Today...today..


L. Arts pissed me off a little bit.  I got unbelievably grossed out in Algebra (thanks a lot Boki) but it was a good class.  I was a helpful person in lunch :D  I learned more about life in SSR (Fight Club) highly interesting book.  Health was fine, just that Ms. Bruenig or however you spell it got majorly pissed over.  She even went all military on us.  She was THAT pissed off.  Geh, science was alright.  But I dont understand why they were all laughing when I made my triangle.  S.S...um, whatever.


And and my bus sucks.  All the bus drivers were early so that means I dont get my seat so then I have to move up and  I didnt get to talk to Tyler and Jack.  But, mostly I wanted to talk to Tyler to find out what really happened to B.  Arr.


I want to live in Tyler's neighborhood.  Or have his neighborhood living in mine.  And then Val/James/Michaels neighborhood could be next to us.  Then I would have some fun.  You cant believe what they do.  Lol...*sigh*



Not caring is possible right?  I mean, we can do it for a week.  And if we do it for four weeks then itll become a habit.  But, its getting really hard.  Especially during science.  During science, I always want to bang my head against the table and punch the shit out of people.  Like Fight Club.  Angel faces can just freaking die.  They cant die without a scar.


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


Yes?  What?  Ok.  Go freaking light yourself on fire.  Because I know I seriously wouldnt care.  And your stalker, she should be transformed into a squirrel and get shot by air pellets.

 
Mucho Tired
10.07.04 (10:46 pm)   [edit]

Song of the Day-Everything You Want by Vertical  Horizon


I just woke up (7:21 pm).  I am soo tired.  *Yawn* 


If you just yawned then you have to post a comment, lol.


Today we got our school pictures and and Ms. VB put the pictures on the wall.  It was undoubtably "fantastic" BUT! I saw all the guy's pictures lol.  I want like Natalie's, Mattie's, Nataly's, Leslie's, Val's, Katie's, Yoshie's, Karen's, Michael's, James's, Chris's, Tyler's and Boki's, Jack's, SPENCER'S! and others.


 


Just like yesterday, Im posting stuff.


--You are such a lesbian
--Am I just not too preppy enough for you?
--Out of all of them you are the coolest because you actually have a mind
--I will shoot you if you dont shut up.  And then maybe use you for soap
--Ok, peeps are gross.  Who cares if it has chocolate.
--I know you just dont want to give it to me and its not cool just lie or something
--I cant believe you dont know my name
--Stop watching me eat.  Its not polite and I understand my lunch sucks.
--No man, stop the act, its extremely dirty in a weird way
--If I stop myself from laughing with you then my day sucks but I laugh too much.  And it makes me seem that I like you which I dont.
--I know you have a problem with me and I have problem with you
--Speak your freaking mind if you have a problem with our ideas


Its nice to do that.  Its like taking your hand out of freezing water from outside after 3 minutes.  *cough* not that Im a freak enough to do that


 


Small summary of my day..


Language Arts-One of the better periods
Algebra-One of the better periods too
Lunch-I had an actual lunch but people seemed like they had a problem with my broad eating tastes *cough*
Health-One of the worse class Ive had yet.  Usually its all good but this one sucked
Science-Good since Nataly hung out with me, bad because I didnt know where some of my group members were
Social Studies-I got slightly pissed off


Well, you can tell what mood Im IN


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Yes?
10.06.04 (8:21 pm)   [edit]

Song of the Day-Whatever youre listening to now


Ok, I either have a major problem or I seriously am a terrible person.


Today was fine.  BUT! I feel like posting stuff Id like to tell people but could never do...


--Keep on flipping your hair like that and you'll poke someone's eye out.
--Stop running away, alright if you have a problem about my sudden attachment then say something
--Why cant you be you all the time instead of being a butt around people?
--It sucks that we only have one class together, youre one of my best guy friends
--You know you liked it, cuz I enjoyed it lol
--Get over yourself, you dont need to know everything about everyone's lives
--Wear some freaking hoodies, we dont want to see your stomach
--Youre getting what you deserve.  Friends who dont like you much and guys who fool with your heart
--Dont you dare go back to the past.  The only reason I did that was to get your attention
--Days like these are great, do this more and I'll stop almost liking you
--I dont like the boy, get rid of him
--After school, dont try to talk to me and only me.  Theres a reason why Im there
--My fable was actually about you
--Bitch,stop eating my stuff
--You had your chance, so stop talking about me
--You steal my stuff, stop it, its not cool.  No one likes that
--Thats right, you cant do anything so stop being like Degman
--Maybe if you shut up then people will like you
--Dont talk shit about people you dont know, hes my friend and you should be shot
--I dont care about marshmallows.  Bring whatever
--I dont understand why you dont get that Id like it if you didnt try to get into any contact with me
--Youre married, get off of her
--Stop repeating yourself, if we dont know we dont know, if I dont care I dont care.



Try to match them with people.



 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Eat it out of my hand
10.05.04 (12:02 am)   [edit]

Todays Song-A Decade Under The Influence by Taking Back Sunday


My baby cousin, my only baby cousin (well sometime in January my other aunt is having her first girl so for now), only eats when Calvin or I feed her.  Sure she eats when her mom gives her stuff but she likes my food more.  She prefers chips, yogurt, chocolate, ice cream, cereal and stuff instead of rice and whatever.  Its insane.


And whats also insane is the responses I got from people today.  Youd think theyve never seen a girl in a dress or something.
LETS LIST THE RESPONSES!!


· 600 looks of "that girl is wearing a dress"
· 200 stares of "what the hell, shes wearing a freaking dress"
· 50 stares of "I dont like that girl, shes not normal look at what shes wearing"
· 100 stares of "woah man, thats a dress"
· 1 glare of "that 8th grader is so uncool I cant believe my best friend likes/worships (lol) her.  I mean someone should kill her or something.  Shes NOT cool"
· 3 glares of "Get away your a girl and youre wearing a dress we dont know you"
· 1 glare of "I dont want to talk to you in front of my friends even though your my WEB leader Im running away"
· "Hey, isnt that a like a little too revealing??"
· "That dress is hot"
· "Lisa, that dress looks good"
· "Lissaa" from Colin/Fred, lol that one is one of my top favorites


Its great.  But, I am never wearing one again.  I went insane holding up my dress so it didnt drag on the floor.  Doo doo doo do do the sky is gold.  The child is stepping on my feet and it hurts.  It hurts to have twenty pounds do a jig on your feet.


Make them ugly momma.  Make them all ugly.  I hate doing this to myself everyday.  Or maybe its just all his fault


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Too good
10.03.04 (8:49 pm)   [edit]

Todays Song-Far, Far Away




Different song


Can you hear it?
May the sky endlessly remain blue and clear.
May the sea infinitely remain vast.
May you always remain smiling.
Otherwise, Im going to cry.
You dont have to look around anymore.
Everyone is in this hand of yours.
When you want to cry, or run away,
Or when youve forgotten what happiness is,
Just sing.
Light was born, and then darkness was born.
The two are one.
Feel the harmonia.
Telephany.
Can you hear it?



The songs are from Naruto.  Calvin found out about it from my older brother and I started watching it with him.





Last night was the party and it was fun.  The people at the Four Deuces were..
Hostess Madame MeMe (Val)
Host Don Wannabe (Michael)
The REAL Host (James after being murdered)
Big Jim (James)
Big Jim's ex-wife Vikki Ravioli (Mattie)
Big Jim's daughter Rebecca Ravioli (Rachel)
Big Jim's wife Carrie Crooner-Ravioli (ME!)
Big Jim's mother Baroness Ravioli (Maureen)
Inspector (Val's bro Andy)
Capo Toto Tequila (Brendan)
Rhett Bumbler (Erick/Bucket)
Al Capone (Topher)


We were all a family of mobsters.  I was the "youngest" one.  Man was I slutty.  I supposedly went out with three of the guys.  Lol.  The Don, Al and Diamond Jim.  I seriously dont know how people were all talking and knew things.  Course, they all got the wrong answer because REBECCA WAS THE MURDERER!!  And I knew it!  So did Michael.  I won a huge box of Gobstoppers.  Mmmm.  I also looked hot.  I wore a silky black sleeveless dress that turned lacy over a red silk piece at the top.  Costume jewelry, a ring for my left ring finger, lacy white gloves and my hair was down.  I couldnt wear makeup which screws it sorta since I was supposed to be "floozy" DARN YOU VIKKI!  The guys were hot in their suits.  I loved their hats.  They are the coolest.  Everyone was their character and played it perfectly.  They were all nosy, quiet, dense like, loud, sneaky and had attitude.  I dont know about me though, lol.  I didnt get much imformation.  BUT I WAS RIGHT!  Lol.  Watching pointless movies will help you out in the end.


Life would be cool if we all pretended to be mobsters.  Everyone would say "NAME HERE a word" all the time.


Watch out tomorrow, the Family is coming


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
1920s
10.01.04 (11:48 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-THE POT SONG!!


All I have is a necklace, a ring, and shoes.  I may have a hat, gloves and a purse.  I need to ask Val or James what my final dress color will be.  If its purple, blue or black then I can wear the hat.  Arr, they should like sign on or something.  Or I could call James tomorrow.  Go greased lightning, go greased lightning.  *claps to song* switch to Scotty Doesn't Know... the parking lot?  why not?  its so cool when your on top.  front yard, in the snow.  Laughing so hard


Two highly interesting questions were asked today.  I dont know where you guys get this idea.  Well, I do a little but come on.  Its not like I would.  *cough*


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Scotty Doesn't Know
10.01.04 (1:07 am)   [edit]

I am definitely not a go out with a best friend person. Or I refuse to. I hope.


Today's Song is-


Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me do it in my van every Sunday.
She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go.
Still she's on her knees

And Scotty doesn't know.
Oh, Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty

Fiona says she's out shopping,
But she's under me and I'm not stopping.
Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty
I can't believe he's so trusting
While I'm right behind you thrusting
Fiona's got him on the phone
And she's trying not to moan
It's a three-way call
And he knows nothing
Nothing Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know don't tell Scotty
Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty
We'll put on a show
Everyone will go
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
The parking lot
Why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His front lawn
In the snow
Laughin' so hard
Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know I did her on his birthday....
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty will know
Scotty has to know
Scotty's gotta know
Gonna tell Scotty
Gonna tell him myself
Scotty has to know
Scotty has to know
Scotty has to
Scotty has to
Scotty has to go
Scotty doesn't know (Repeat 6X)
Scotty doesn't
Scotty doesn't
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know (Repeat 8X)
Scotty's gotta go


I am totally digging this song, lol. I know its dirty but the singer is awesome and its hilarious. And its great to sing along to with Tyler.

So, I havent updated this thing for a bit...
Let's talk about Back to School night...

Well, me and Leeda went, I hung out with Tyler watching the free cookies. Gave the job to Chelsea because I got bored and Tyler and Karen kept on going to Mr. Lytle's room for candy without me. But I got my two mints anyway, lol. I stole Tyler's pepsi and he wanted it back but I ran through C Hall and slipped but Natalie saved the day and sat on the bottle, lol! Karen and Tyler went to Plaid Pantry, I should have gone man. Hung out with Natalie, Nataly, Megan G and Chris Thurheimer. It was great. And it was awesome when we were hanging around the student store saying HELLO! to everyone who passed us. Lol, we were like Hello, hello, hello, hello, hello HELLO! And we also did the sprinkler and freaked Rico (Karen's bro) out. That was sooo funny. He ran for it, lol. Oh, and this 7th grader from A Hall and 6th grader from C Hall kept on coming over to the cookie table taking two cookies at a time like 20 times until I like forced them to go away. They are mean cookie monsters. Especially the 6th grader since he was like I LOVE YOU COOKIE LADY!! I wanted to smack him or something.


It was a great night.


Just some random things you guys should know
-Burger King and Carl's Jr are the most dirtiest fast food resturant in the US. Got it from health. Dirrrrty
-EuroTip is suppose to be one of the funniest movies ever.
-My s.s. is very political. And Im against abortion. Have a problem? Live with a baby and see how you can kill it. Its like your dog got pregnant and you dont it to have puppies so you kill them. Thats what you guys want
-Theres a song called The Pot Song, lol
-The other 8th graders on my bus who sit in the back now have to sit in the front. Tee hee. Sorry Megan, terrible that you have to do that. The very front. I dont even sit there and I sit with the 6th graders. Hey man, theyre cool.
-Im attending a murder dinner this Saturday. Its going to be fun


Now for yesterday...wait I just wrote about yesterday lol. Ok now for today. Huh, well the 6th grader that usually sits by me on the bus is pretty cool. I just learned her name today. Its Katie, shes cool. She wore this BRIGHT yellow and white striped shirt I wanted to wear it. Omg, do you know how much that would piss off people?? Its bright yellow and white and isnt preppy at all. I loved it so much.
Hey, someone answer me this, if you asked a person if they knew a guy would it be weird if they said OH YEAH! THAT GUY'S MY POPPA! HES THE COOLEST! AND IM HIS DAUGHTER! AND THIS NECKLACE IS ACTUALLY HIS! Even though hes like younger than you?? Lol...Katie asked me if I knew James and I was like that. That redhead/blonde looked at me funny. Well, whatever. Ive seen you wear that shirt like twice this week. Black short sleeve with white longsleeves.

Poker pisses me off. Natalie and Karen would know. Or just Natalie.

"Dont you hate if when you pee on your hands?"
"Yes! I hate it soo much!" Lol.


 


Tyler and I were singing Scotty Doesnt Know after school it was great. OH! During anatomy since we both finished our poster we asked to talk to the consulor because of CIM and we asked her if there was any way to change our yellow days to guitar and she was like "sooo you want to get out of B-8 ok well guitar has 15 people in it so its pretty full for a music class and theres not much to choose. This trimester is the shortest this year because it started so late but next trimester you could probably take it. Lets see you want to quit out of anatomy (we so werent we LOVE that class its the greatest) well I can put you in reading for pleasure" I was like no! we wanted to quit out of that! and we said YELLOW days! Not blue! YOU HAVE IT OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR!! Oh well, at least she wont have an affair with another staff member *coughcough*

The janitor knows all so naturally, his neighbors know all too. *shudders*


 



Your lord and master,
Lisa

PS. Does anyone have big colorful feathers I could have?? I only need two! I love you all *wink*

 





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