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Ah, Lisa exemplifies the process of disowning the true self.
With puberty she went from being a whole, authentic person to a diminished version of herself.


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I Dont Know
12.30.04 (4:54 pm)   [edit]

Todays Song-Fuck A Dog by Blink 182






I wanna fuck a dog in the ass
He wants to fuck a dog in the ass
I wanna fuck a dog thats right kids
I tried to fuck your mom in the ass
Tried to fuck your dad in the ass
Could only find the dog and his ass

We wanna fuck a dog in the ass
We wanna fuck a dog in the ass
We wanna fuck a dog

I tried to fuck a fucking pirate in the ass
(Argh me and me first mate you scurvy cure!)
Tried to fuck a fucking pirate, but I found the dog
Ah thats was no pirate man that was my own sister!
Its a mexican pirate

We wanna fuck a dog in the ass
We wanna fuck a dog in the ass
Wanna fuck a fucking dog


Fuck you






Theres gonna be a lot of Blink 182 songs for the daily song.  I now have their entire discography.  And Im gonna listen to them for the next week.



I need to go back to school.  I cant sit here any longer and not do something.  I need a book or a person.  Just any person who wont judge me.  And who also knows everyone in B Hall and certain people in A Hall and C Hall.



I also dont want to do to whoevers house tomorrow.  Their kids hate me.  And they dont appreciate my weird humor.  So if I can, I will spend New Years Eve with my grandma and Calvin popping apple cider bottles.  Mm, apple cider.


I just found out that this girl's mom has cancer and I feel bad about not liking the girl now.  (Different person)



Heh, my brother asked me and Calvin those weird questions like "would you rather eat shit or drink piss" and other stuff and one of them was something like "would you or Calvin kill someone" and I said me and he asked why and I said some people need to die and he said something about it not being right about me wanting to kill people.  Or how hard it would be to imagine me with a pistol.  I think its pretty easy.  Im one of those psychos who would have people killed if it was allowed.


We also had a disscussion about how middle school is so easy and why I need a site to post about crap.  Middle school is easy.  College is gonna be hard.  How am I going to keep control of two majors, the butt load of homework, reading books, having a constant thing of food and having a job?  My brother has starved for 4 days because he was too lazy to go buy food and the only thing in his fridge is ketchup.  Sounds like me but instead of ketchup, jam, maple syrup and mayo.  Maybe some really old moldy bread.


But I have a plan, stocking up on tv dinners and juice.
What can go wrong?  Other than becoming amazingly huge.


If my ass gets too big Im shooting it off.


 


Im really close to being bored enough to clean.
If only my shirt was done being washed.



Everytime I mention someone to someone else he gets off aim pretty fast.  So I will try to stop...later, its not Jan. 1st yet.


 


I need to do my resolutions.  I got some stuff to work on.


 


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
I Want A Drink
12.28.04 (10:06 pm)   [edit]

Todays Song-First Date by Blink 182

EDIT-Yeah, I was talking about Tuesday but it was 12:06 so thats why its on Wednesday


I hate drinking stuff.   Some people hate chewing and eating but I hate swallowing really liquidy stuff.  I swallow hard so it hurts when I drink sometimes.  And drinking the suggested amount of water everyday sucks.  Thats a butt load of water.


I also went to the movies today.  My brother took me and Calvin to watch Lemony Snicket's Unforunate Series of Events.  It was a kick ass movie.  Its based on one of my favorite series and thats nifty.  I never thought of Klaus as a nice looking guy..*cough*  And I didnt care about it not being exact.  Unlike Harry Potter movies.  I like Harry Potter.  But, if you take out some of the coolest parts out of the movie then you suck.  With The Series of Unforunate Events I didnt care if the wedding was the ending.  But if you dont get the story right for Harry Potter then it ruins the movie.


Yes..and, James, Val and Andy went too.  That was a really big cup.
Nice nice movie.



No ones as random as Blink 182, except maybe Queen.  They sing about Depends of all things and fucking a dog.


 


Does The Chocolate Factory or Roald Dahl freak anyone out other than me?
I hate that story.  I hate the oompa loompas.  I hate Willy Wonka.  It just freaks the crap out of me.  I mean, Willy Wonka is a psycho whos like homocidal.  And Dahl, hes a freaky freaky man.  I never liked Matilda or that one story we read in l. arts.  Freaky freaky person with a messed up mind.  He scares me more than Stephen King.  We should ban Dahl, I wouldnt care.


We need another computer.  Im getting pissed.  It was fine before when I was the only one who actually knew how to operate this thing pretty well but now everyones caught on how its soo easy to use the internet and its driving me mad.  This has been like my computer for three years and now everyones using it.  Everyone.  As in six other people.  Six other people.  And people are constantly smacking me about them using it and how I stay up so late.  I used to stay up until 2, is 12 late??  Ive stayed up until 5:37 am before.  With my cousins from California watching movies and talking normal.  Now I can like barely sit here in the dark listening to music at the same volume Ms. Vanden Berg uses.  Which is pretty low.  Ok, movies, normal voices and brightly lit rooms.  Now, darkness and no sound.  How can you do that to a person??


My daddy thinks we should get a new one.  A dell.  Frankly, as long as it has at least 60 gb I wouldnt care.


I could have gotten a laptop if more people from school had one.  My parents compare my stuff with other peoples.  I only know two people who have laptops.  I just need my own computer.


Because Im a nerdy nerdy nerd.


I also need some plain dark shirts.  Maybe I can convince my mom to take me to the Rack so I can get some.


After the movies I went to Barnes and Noble and they didnt have the book I wanted for three months now.  The library most likely doesnt have it and the book store doesnt have it.  They also dont have Sloppy Firsts which is a kick ass book.


I should have asked Val and James if they wanted a ride.  But, even I cant fit in the tiny car.  And it smells.  So if you fit like 5 people in the back that would suck.  Especially if its only a seat and a half.  But my brothers girlfriend has fit 8 people in her back seat before.  And theyre all fully grown.  And whoever Jeff is was in the trunk.  I would have been in the truck if I had to ride a car with 10 other people.


A week more of Winter Break.  And I still need to do stuff.


My to-do list for me so I dont have to create another file:
-Vacuum upstairs 
-Decide what to do with Christmas money
-Check for homework and clean out binder and pile
-Organize clothes again
-Clean out junk from the bed table thingy
-Draw on binder and write on shirts with new wonderful fabric pen
-Read all books given as presents
-Play Sims 2
-Lookup prices for drum sets because I am so getting one and I dont care if I dont know the proper stuff, Ill just jam




SMACK EM JACK EM MY MAN!
Shit...



 


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Merry Christmas
12.25.04 (9:57 pm)   [edit]

Todays Song-Wouldnt It Be Nice by the Beach Boys


I should get that cd..



Merry Christmas everyone!!


Man, yesterday was a blast.  Except that small thing where I got LOTRs stuff even though Ive never seen the movies and havent read the books.
But, I am so loaded now.


I love all you people!



Boki~You were the best guy friend any girl could have back in 6th grade but we sorta lost that.  Now its all coming back, not as strong as before but at least I still have your friendship and that means the world to me.  Youre a great guy, dont let anyone change who you are.
Ellen~Hey you!  Your opinions are so strong it changes my thinking sometimes.  I cant believe your not here at Meadow anymore.  Our start was rocky but were good friends now.
James~I love you more than you can think of but less than it takes to freak out someone.  Lol.  Youve been there for me forever.  And if you didnt know, Im repaying you by taking all of your possesions one by one.  I had two of your sweatshirts and now I have your necklace.  Mwha ha ha.
Jared~We had the best times last year.  The stolen Fishy Poker and the whole thing with G.  Its a really uncool thing that we only have one class together and our friendship is draining away slowly every week.  But, we will always be friends because you cant leave me.  No, no you cant.  Because youre my new son!  Or not...well Boki said you are.
Katie~Its not cool when your in C Hall and most of us are in B Hall.  Your like me, silent but strong.  Maybe its a good thing your in C Hall, you wouldnt get insane.  We're all mad crazy now.  Oy, lol, I love you lots.
Mattie~We've grown distant since 5th grade but you still continue on to kick some major ass.  I love you lots.  Hold your head up high, everyone is your bitches, know that.
Michael~I dont know if you knew this but I didnt like you at the beginning.  For classified stuff.  You could ask me about this but other people cant because it may sound mean.  But now that I know you and how drugged up you are, I love ya.  Lol.  Youre a very cool guy.
Nataly~You are the person who I could tell my opinions to.  And my fears without being judged.  And its great that I know you wont tell a soul anything.  I dont want you to go to Sunset, you belong to Westview.
Natalie~You and I are too cracked up for little things like these.  BUT I DONT CARE! Nor will I anytime soon.  You probably dont like that though.  I honestly dont know what to put here...Im strangely attracted to the Darkness.  Lol, random mucho I know.  Thanks for the fabric pen.
Leslie M~Hey cousin!!  Lol, you dont need to come back just to kick peoples asses for me.  You should come back to visit though!!  This summer was a blast.  One of the best summers Ive ever remembered.  Youre a cool person.
Leslie S~Youre so saint-like and sweet its almost insane.  You dont have any major faults either.  But, its great to have a friend like that.  And youre not being forced to be that way either.  I love you lots, your a really great friend.
Tyler~One of my bestest friends right now.  You make me smile like hell every time I see you and no one else but like three people can really do that.  You make my day sometimes.  Youve been there for everything.  Youve been my spy, my hit-man, my "little birdy," my trusty friend, the person I could say anything at all to-a true dork off friend.  I hate you...lol, you know I mean the opposite.  Never change at all, Id miss you if you did.  We will always be best friends and Ill make sure of it.  Someday we will go on a Scavenger Hunt while singing Scotty Doesnt Know on the top of our lungs.  Lol!
Val~Sissy!  I can never get pissed at you.  Youre views on the world blows my mind sometimes.  Whatever anyone says, you are a good person.  A great person actually.  Let no one change you at all.
Yoshie~I cant believe youre moving away from us to a whole different country across the biggest ocean on Earth.  I will miss you so much you wouldnt know.  Girlie, I love you lots and lots.



Ok, we seriously need to go over the family tree.
Jared, Tyler and Leslie are supposed to be my step siblings, Lorenzo is in it somehow and Chris doesnt belong to anyone!
I dont want them to be my siblings.  Leslie and Jared should be my kids and Tyler should be like one of Vals husband or my bitch, lol.



I need to buy a dark blue shirt and write out that one song.
I love this song.


My thing...dont pay attention....

























 $85 Moshi Pillow
 LORT Jacket Fabric Pen
 LOTR Shirt Little box
 Sims 2 Candy canes
 PD2 DVD Bracelets
 HP 2 DVD 
 HP 3 DVD 


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


Everyone have a nice year, because I know I will enjoy the next couple of days.

 
My Mind At It's Best
12.20.04 (5:15 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Everthing by Stereofuse


Ive just realized that I could post a new post.
Before, I was just looking around Neopets, doing nothing.


Oh, I also got a new keyboard.  Hee hee, score!!


I think my brother got a little pissed that my dad was too choosy about a new keyboard so he went out and got one himself.  Its a nice black thing that has a lot more buttons than our old broken one.  Who cares if the keyboard doesnt match the computer, isnt a Gateway keyboard and is cheap.  IT WORKS!!


 


Dont read the art section if you dont like cuss words.

Assembly-It totally went over my head to kiss James when he got awards.  Course, his mom was RIGHT there.  Like, RIGHT there.  RIGHT AT THE NEXT TABLE.  But then I got my 4.0 award!!!! and he kissed me and I was like woah neeeh.  Im the best person ever.
L. Arts-We got donuts, that was cool.
Algebra-We did work.  Also learned about something I dont really care about
Lunch-Um, stuff happened.
SSR-We made snowflakes and I made the crappiest snowflakes ever, I totally lost my skills
CIM (Logic Games)-Sawyer fixed my snowflake and now its all pretty.  Tyler and I were looking through the directory pointing out some awesome names.
Art-Jon and Tim majorly pissing me off.  Ok, it was great at the beginning and then I went to get my paint and Jon and Tim come over and take some of my things.  I dont get that pissed off, just slightly ticked.  But then Jon hands Tim my ruler and Tim goes over and puts it on the paper cutter and cuts it a little and I had paint on my hands and I told Jon to give me back my stuff and that I will put paint on him and he said "Thats not all you put on your hands."  I was fucking about to fucking kill that fucking son of a fucking bitch.  Ok, hes been so cocky lately I just want to slap him and tell Mattie everything.
How hes told me my nose was huge.
How he keeps going on and on about me trying to touch his "manhood."  We all know you dont have any.  You dont have a dick.  Youre a fucking pansy.
Crap about asians, or the chinese.
All those remarks about me being easy.
And of course the remark above.
Ok, I truly hate this guy now.  I thought we could be neutral when we broke up a million years ago but no, he has to turn into a fucking cock.
And in science I realized I always hated him.  I just had a small fear of being not wanted.
Science-I was still majorly pissed.  I almost threw my pencil at his head.  The next time he makes a remark Im going to slap that bastard.
Social Studies-We took notes.


Phantom of the Opera is in theatres on the 22nd, and and theres no school that day.  And Vals going.  And my brother with a car who goes to the movies all the time goes to the movies and has a car.
Val
James
Brother
Car
Movie


You see where Im going to?
But, my parents dont trust me and Calvin alone with him so I dont know.  And Im pretty sure my brother doesnt want me to be alone with James, if he knows about him.


The only thing I need to do about Christmas presents is ribbon a candy cane for Ms. V, wrap Aaron's gift and finish off James' gift.
I cant tell if the positions of the songs are ok.


Right, well my brother just told me why he bought the keyboard.
Something about being at the store and getting this thing for ten dollars because our old one was annoying him.  Same thing, my dad didnt buy a new one even though theyre all cheap and it annoyed all of us.


Whatever.


Why does everyone read what I write?
Everyone as in my family.


And damnit, my aunts a lazy ass.  Her child is eating shoes right now while I need to finish this and Calvin needs to do something on the internet.  You know what shes doing?  Watching football scores for my uncle.  Ok, he can look it up on the internet.  Jesus.


 


And, to anonymous IP# 24.22.85, I would like to say thank you for telling me that Im getting too sappy.  Thank you for calling me sad.  Thank you for not ignoring that one post out of four months worth.  Thank you for not liking the sappy, romantic people.  And one last word...

I.don't.care.



I need a shower now, Im getting pissed off again.


 


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa


I cant wait until the holidays are over.

 
Too Much Love For Me To Handle
12.17.04 (4:17 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-One More Sad Song


But, its truly My Paper Heart



My aunt wasted my hot topic nail polish on herself, the baby and a freaking doll.
Before she said it was evil and I shouldnt buy it but looky here, shes fucking using it
Now shes sleeping while the baby is terrorizing everyone, especially me


I dont know what the hell is up with these people who come from Cambodia to live here



Before the assembly-I got James' necklace and I still have it.  I also found out that Karen broke up with Tyler but then they got back together, yay!
Assemly-I sat by James and Tyler, I sorta talked to Tyler more.  But you know, whatever.  Lol, I really hate Tyler (not really, he's my best friend )...
Tyler: HEY FUCKER!
James: What??
Tyler: Why dont you put your arm around Lisa or something?
Lisa: TYLER!  I HATE YOU!!  *hits Tyler* *laughs ass off*
James: *takes my hand*
Tyler: I know you dont
Lisa: *gets those special chills* and *mumbles something classified to Tyler*
Tyler shall always be one of my bestest friends, even if he's going to Sunset.
Mr. Strom shaved his head and Tyler and I yelled THAT'S HOT!!, when Ms. Hall was finished with him, lol.  Jon should have gone down to cut his hair.  So many guys need to cut their hair.  Except Jared, Tyler and Michael and James since he already cut his.
L. Arts-I really dig A Christmas Carol. Um, nothing happened?
Algebra-Our class was being bad.  Jeff and Aaron were praying-CHINESE STYLE! Lol!  And Mr. Doyle was like "Jeff, Aaron calm down there, your being noisy and sucking in Lisa"
Lunch-Im anorexic with drinks, lol.  I say we kill Roman!!  I hate his stupid Summa guts.  Hes like one of the Summas I hate the most.  Course, I love like four of them.  Alexander is my idol and my special friend
SSR-We made snowflakes and I made this one dog one one, it was screwed up.  I was going to fix it but Sawyer was like GREAT! *snatches it out of my hands*
CIM (Ethics In Science)-Arrgh, I hate this class.  I didnt participate in our new topic, I fell asleep instead.  Seriously, I fell asleep.  And while I was sleeping Mr. Schimit came in and when I suddenly woke up I saw him and went WOAH!  Tyler and Katie were like staring into space.
Art-Tish and I started doing our abstract pictures.  I seriously dont remember what happened
Science-Um, I did half of my picture and then Nataly corrected my drawings and started off the second half
Social Studies-I nearly fell asleep again.  But, Liz like sorta brought me back to life.


And then I couldnt do what I wanted to after school


 


I have a plan to be with James out of school and slightly alone.
But, I dont know if my brother will be willing to do it.
Or if my parents trusts him for two hours alone with me and Calvin



You dont know how much I want to be alone with him.


Some way or another, I will see him during winter break.


 


Which reminds me, I have to burn two cds.
AND WATCH ELF!!
And finish filling out my stupid SATs registering thing



My brother said I was a major prep.
Someone shoot me.
Tyler should have done it during the assembly but he didnt.



I love James.


Know whats a really nice dream I had?
I had it this morning.
I was talking to James on AIM and he had to go so we said bye and love you and all that and he didnt imediately sign off, he was typing this really long last message.  And it was a really sweet message that I didnt finish reading because my mom woke me up.  But if I could rememer the details it would melt my heart all over.


 


 


 


 


Your and master,
Lisa


My tongue is
tied to
a dream of being with you.
To settle for less
is not what I prefer.

 
WARNIG-I Might Upset You
12.15.04 (4:23 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-


I could put the song I really want to or I could dedicate something to a friend;


Either way it'll piss someone off.





Youre sweet just like the sun
But what happenes when the sun doesnt stay?
The night reminds me when you went away
Now my mind is pacing, heart is racing
comtemplating things that I lack
Even though you left me by myself, do I want you back?
Wil you stay or will you walk?
will you let go?
Leave me all alone
Im giving you one more chance
To make things last
Ring around the roses


The All-American Rejects




I thought this week would be wonderful,
But it has to crash sometime or another.


I feel like shooting three of my friends.
And running away with the person who made me happiest today.


And maybe bring Jared since I havent hung out with him for a while.



We'd hitchhike to Mexico and then go to Texas to earn enough money to go to London.


Call me insane.



L.Arts-Went fine
Algebra-Jack is still stubborn as a mule.  He still refuses.  And I argued about famous paintings with Zach.  Was highly amusing.  If he makes a really good picture, I will buy it from him for a dollar
Lunch-I wish I were a guy, Id play basketball after eating instead of sitting there feeling judged
SSR-I told Mac he looked only "hott" today.  He needs to red tie.


Red ties and black dress shirts are really, really, really, beyond really hott


CIM (Ethics In Science)-We did this one thing about animal rights.  I told Tyler what he needed to do.  And Katie and Tyler kept on looking at my paper!!  Lol, I wrote STOP GODDAM READING!! twice on my paper so Tyler stole my eraser and wouldnt let me erase it for like a couple of minutes.  He is so helpless.
Art-"These roses are as black as my heart" lol!  OH! TYLER FINALLY SAID THE THREE WORDS!!  Finally, I mean, its been forever.  I knew I would get him to say it.  James and Old Man but James with chick boots.  "You already gave him boobs dont give him chick boots!"
Science-I typed my report and hung out with this awesome Summa kid.  He was really cool.  But, lol, we're some major nerds
Social Studies-Got pissed, tried covering it up with talking to Carlos or "that brown South American kid," lol


What three words?  You ask Tyler, or search his binder.


 


"I have more fun with Lori and Nikki"
-"Well, they sorta LIVE BY YOU!!"
"No they dont, they live like near taco bell, lol"
-"Trust me, if I was able to go to your house you would see me everyday.  Id hop your fence and hang out in your pool until you notice Im there."


You know you love me.


 


After three years youd think youve fully developed an understanding of someone.
That would be the case if everything didnt change.


Its like starting all over.







I need to vent a little~


--People need to get over themselves.  We dont like each other and I dont want to lose you the same way I lost Boki.
--What ever happened to me?  Is the past better than the future?  Sometimes I think your one of the biggest liars.
--You cant take him.
--You need to get the fuck over yourself.  Its no longer possible
--Dump his dickless ass
--You need to wait for your boyfriend
--Sometimes a different place is better than your friends, but you cant always avoid the splitting
--Ive told you too much
--Your not crazy
--Im not a hoe, Im not a tomboy.  Im just a girl who doesnt fit with you people
--Youre my hero


Twelve different people
Eleven messages.
You could try to match them, but you most likely wouldnt be close at all.






 


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Needy Child
12.12.04 (11:46 am)   [edit]

I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I'll put it in a note, yeah
Cross my t's and dot my i's
Better say hello, don't you dare say goodbye
I'll write sincerely yours and sign my name
P.S. I love you forever and today


Today's Song-Drive Away by The All-American Rejects


I totally love this band



I got Christmas presents yesterday.
Im the worse person to get presents.


Im so hopeless.


And the smallest stuff costs like a dingo man.  I got three rings for myself and it cost as much as my pencil.


And I need to make a cd but I cant choose the songs.


 


What I want for Christmas, or what I want in general-


-A new keyboard
-Halter top
-Black jeans
-White jacket
-Big ass headphones that go around my head
-A skinny black wallet
-A window screen for my room
-Window blinds
-All grey t-shirt that actually fits
-Posters of the ands in that music page thing in my uddyprofile
-Hello Kitty Piggy Bank from that one vietnamese store
-Nail polish
-Skull thumb ring
-A new jacket
-Blank CDs
-CD rack
-A bookshelf
-One of those mösh pillows or whatever theyre called
-Stuff from hot topic
-That black The Beatles Yellow Submarine jacket I saw
-Black choker
-White board
-One of those portable air fresheners
-Fabric paint pens, the ones Ive wanted all summer but couldnt find even though Natalie's mom found them like that *snaps finger*
-Vintage tutu skirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Id make it myself if I knew how to sew the material


Im a needy child



Calvin's mouthing me something...it looks like "Homer," but I dont know


...


K, Im not paying attention to him anymore
STOP READING THIS CALVIN!!!!!!!!!!



Homework, homework what the hell did we have for homework?


 


Is it possible not to be mad crazy for a guy for like at least two days?



James, your driving me insane and your not even doing anything.
Seriously crazy.
Youve always always drove me insane.
But, in the best way


 


Im done, absolutely done



Im gonna go do whatever I have to do..


 


 


 



Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Christmas Couldnt Come Any Later
12.09.04 (4:37 pm)   [edit]

Today's Song-Chocolate by Snow Patrol


Im asking for a keyboard for Christmas.  This one is getting in the way of my posting.


Uh, what has happened.  It's been what?  A week?


First off-Im really messed. Im friends with lots of guys, and when they get girlfriends who's a friend of mine I will either get closer to the guy without knowing it or Ill ignore them both.  I hate it when it happens to me though.  If another girl does that, it drives me mad.  I probably drives the girlfriends of my guy friends mad too.  Its like a circle.  I dont mean it all.  And others most likely dont mean it either. But I get so pissed off, its not even funny


Another one-We're 13 and older right?  And this is the age where we discover the power to hurt others.  Not physically, emotionally.  We talk about others behind their back and see each other up.  Sure, you find out something absolutely great, but does that give you the right to abuse it?  In a way, yeah.  You can ruin someone if you wanted.  You could make someone cry for the pure pleasure.
I cant stand seeing someone cry.  Especially if theyve been hurt emotionally.  But what can you do?  Pleasure is pleasure.


Man, I sound fucking sappy.



Mr. Lytle knows about James and me.
Lol.  Natalie told me he wanted to talk to me and I ran away and screwed her off so she wouldnt force me anymore.  And anyway, Chris was going to tell Jared the news, I couldnt miss that, and of course I watched it.  Lol, Jared, "Why didnt you just say he was gay and had the hots for me?" Youre the best.  But then I got bored since someone got out those magazines Ms. Vanden Berg gets to get news about Bat Boy, and all the guys were gushing about that one chick.  So I went to C Hall and talked to Mr. Lytle without anyone knowing I went there, I think.  Yeah, he cant ask any interesting questions.  And he still cant remember my name.  I went to talk to him again today.  I was just sitting there talking to him about B Hall l arts, nothing big.


Rachel's mom makes the coolest scarves.


L.Arts-Had another sub who didnt do anything.  Wrote a prewrite for our next paper.  I still need a topic,the one I might do is too eh-ish
Algebra-I saved Zach's ass, lol.  The class was...I dont know, not memoriable enough
Lunch-Heh heh, I got Nataly's tangerine and I put it in my chip bag thing and I smashed it with my drink but I was stupid and had the opening towards Rachel so I got some orange on her.  Im reaally sorry Rachel.  But it was just fucking awesome man.  It was amazingly fun.  I see why Hanyo and Michael do it all the time
SSR-Did stuff?
CIM (Ethics in Science)-I hate this class.  Well, I dont hate the class, I HATE the people in it.  Like Cameron and those other real pot heads.  Cameron can bite his stupid ass opinions and light himself on fire.  Are dogs superior to rats?  Yeah, but you dont have to repeat it over ad over.  That class is so full of dog lovers I just want to stuff all the stupid ass A Hallers ito garbage bags and set my dog on all of them.  I love rats.  This class pisses me off so much.  But the fact that Yohan and Katie and Sawyer A. and Tyler are in it, its ok.  Even though Tyler seemed as pissed as me on the first day.  He was so lucky to miss this class today.
Art-I did the spring picture.  And I need to color it.
Science-I dont know.
Social Studies-Im unlucky, I told James to pick question 17 and it was a messed up question with messed up answers so he got it wrong.  And we changed seats and I sit by Zach again.  Two classes by him.  It will be fun.


 


I downloaded the Snow Patrol CD and it kicks.  Im totally diggin it even though all the songs sound all combined together so I cant tell which song is which.  Course Ive only listened to it about four times.


I also now have By The Way by Red Hot Chili Peppers, Dashboard Confessional, and Whats the Story (Morning Glory?) by Oasis.


Its like I died and went to CD heaven.
I need Harmonium though.  People said this album sounds different from the first one and I wanna listen to it.


OH DAMN!  Eh nm.



Alright Im out.


 



 



Your lord and master,
Lisa


PS. James is super cool.
Ok, I said that slightly pathetic .like.

 
Back, back again
12.05.04 (4:40 pm)   [edit]

Todays Song-The Union by Taking Back Sunday


Lets see how much patience I have for typing with this fucked up keyoard with newly painted nails.


I need more nail polish I only have three bottles.
I want green, blue, blood red and silver.


Last night I went to a wedding in Washington. It was loads of fun. I stole food, memorized the whole whatever of the Jesus Christ church and just sat there.
I refuse to have my wedding at a gym.  And it will be in January with a million Christmas lights.
And my dress will definitely make me look beautiful instead of a Barbie with her skinny top and puffy bottom.
My bridesmaids will have to match my flowers too!!  And the guys will have to match with themselves and the girls.


The groom better be loaded since Im a perfectionist.
Lol.


Arent I just the shallowest girl here?


Tyler-YES YOU ARE!
Lol.


Ar, if  Im not in any classes with some of my friends I will complain.
That would be so cool if Tyler and I were in guitar finally.


I have the biggest headache and one of the crappiest feeling throats.  Its really not cool.


I have officially slept in all sorts of cars except covertibles. And SUVS eat them all even they are bad for nature.


I read over some of my old emails and wow, didnt I sound fucked up.
Thats the last time Im ever going to say stuff that I will regret after something happens.


And Ive just lost patience.


I.hate.all.this.coping.and.pasting


EDIT


This.has.een.the.third.edit.I
have.done.to.this.post.arrrrr.

The.celeration-I was the first person of my friends to get in. Why? .ecause I didnt have a sticker unlike EVERY ONE OF THEM!! I hung around Nataly, Nataly, James, Leslie, Katie, Michael and Mattie when I didnt go try to enter the locked door with Val. There werent any slow songs which sucked like hell (See previous post) When we asked Mr. Lytle for his key to get into the room he smiled funny. Suspicious? YEAH! And we didnt have our gloves. Drat.


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
Tacoma
12.04.04 (12:56 pm)   [edit]

Guess where Im at?


My second cousins house using her computer.


Tee hee.


Right, well we're off to a wedding thing.


 


Good day


 


 


 


Your lord and master,
Lisa

 
At School Once Again
12.03.04 (9:17 am)   [edit]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!! I LOVE YOU! BEST SISSY EVER!
HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today's song-Hands Down

Hand's down this is the best thing I could ever remember, always remember..

Due to having a messed up cousin and a screwed keyboard, Im too lazy to type a new post.

My 15-month-old cousin with the brains of a 7-year-old, grabbed my water one night and spilled it all over my keyboard. And I thought I shook it all out but I didnt. So, now four of my keys dont work.

The N button doesnt work
The B button doesnt work
The space bar doesnt work
And then the delete key doesnt work.

So that screws me up.

Right, so this might be the last post for a while.

Ok, Im going to type really fast for Nataly. Lets see how many characters I can type without looking in a minute...

Todays gonna be the day where Im coming back to you
By now I should have realized what I gotta do
I dont believe anybody feels the way I do
About you now.

This would help if I remembered the lyrics.

I DID MORE THAN 35 WORDS IN THIS MINUTE!! And I even paused a lot!! Oh, BEAT THAT!. I wasted like 15 seconds. But, whatever.


O, I shall do this again...

Henry Highland Garnet, an African American minister and escaped slave, spoke these words emotional words at a meeting of women reformers in 1948. At the time, some African Americans were beginning to lose hope of ever winning full equality in the United States.

43 words in a minute. SCORE!






Your lord and master,
Lisa

I know you guys will miss me, but suck it up.
Lol, jk. I love all you people who read this.

Note-The DJ at the celebration SUCKED!! Megan told me that the only slow song he played was MY BOO. WHICH IS NOT A SLOW SONG! My boo, my boo, my OH!, my boo.... And, I really wanted to dance with James.

Its hilarious, when Nataly forced me to dance with Jon I wanted to run away, run far away. But, with James I wanted to grab his hand and hug dance. Its like a hug dance. *sigh*

If I ever become the girl in JESSE'S GIRL ever again, someone slap me.
 





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