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| Hum |
| 04.28.05 (4:47 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Under Control by the Strokes
I don't want to waste your time,
I don't want to waste your time.
I just want to say -
I've got to say,
We worked hard, darling
We don't have no control
We're under control
I don't want to do it your way,
I don't want to do it your way.
I don't want to give it to you, your way.
I don't want to know...
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I looked and then I turned.
I saw disgust in her face.
And right there I knew I wasnt alone.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Wednesday Is Over, It's Over Again |
| 04.27.05 (10:33 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-The Way It Is by the Strokes
Someone with cancer
who was supposed to
have surgery today
died yesterday
in her husband's
home.
She died
by a shot
in the chest.
Or-
suicide.
I knew that someone
quite well.
She was the daughter
of my dad's
boss.
Who took him in
when he came to
America.
So if I
seem weird
or down
or silent
or out of place,
dont mind
me.
She was nice,
nicer than her sister.
She was 22.
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My dad told me that if I truly loved him Id always pick myself back up from pain.
The scar on my chin is supposed to remind me that.
And I guess thats right.
In second grade I danced on a newly mopped floor with socks on and tripped. I landed on my chin. My mouth was open and I bit my lips. So my chin and my lips were bloody. I picked myself off the floor and went to the bathroom. Calvin and my mom heard me fall and followed me to the bathroom. I washed the blood off and dried my face with toilet paper. I didnt feel any pain, I just knew I had to get the blood off. And so I was rushed to the emergency room and got stitches on my chin. The doctor was pretty nice. He gave me an extra rainbow sparkly bandage.
It was Halloween, 2nd grade. I had socks on not because I was going to go trick-or-treating, but to go to a wedding party.
He said to always pick yourself up. And that you couldnt cheat destiny.
Because if you cheat, you come back and face it all over again.
People are like trees. The tree's goal is to live as long as it can. Sure theres parasites and beavers and humans and fire buts thats just part of killing trees. Trees cant live forever.
To live as long as you can...
Sometimes its good to have someone think what you think.
An earlier post had my thought about people and trees and there goes my dad telling me about it.
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Humm...side thing that doesnt matter.
[Saturday, getting into the car from the library]
(Parents talking about my friends and their boyfriends)
Dad-So Lisa has friends who have boyfriends huh?
Mom-They also wear make-up
Dad-Hmm, maybe she should get a boyfriend too since her friends are allowed to have them.
Mom-She doesnt need any, she has school.
(Parents talk a little more than go mushy and all sweet on each other)
In time, after I prove Im a good student, a good person, cant go wrong, and am totally 100% responsible, sure I wont pierce my tongue (like I will, you cant understand my brother), my parents will let me do anything.
Course, if they dont a couple of years early, Ill do everything in college/by myself.
Pierce the cartilage part of my ears.
-Twice on the left, once on the right.
Definitely do hockey during high school.
Learn how to play the drums or piano.
Get a job at Barnes and Noble or Albertsons.
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Quick summary of day:
L. Arts-Wrote.
Algebra-Did math I dont understand.
Lunch-Worked on tech stuff and talked to Ms. Mullins.
CIM-Worked on science while people gave their speeches.
Tech-Valued people's web pages.
Science-Did final touch ups on science then helped some people. Read the newspaper. Devon sorta tried to lick me while giving me a hug.
S.S.-Finished reading the newspaper. Read about Lyddie. Firedrill.
Advancements the whole day man.
First Devon (which was cute though).
Then Kitty the 7th grader asking me for a kiss. And James didnt do much (thank you).
Its nearly twelve and I havent done any math homework.
Shit.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| This is Stupid |
| 04.25.05 (9:11 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-
I havent listened to anything today.
Right so this is stupid.
Everything like soo dumb.
L. Arts-I think we read..no we had a test. And then we read.
Algebra-Froze. I believe me and Mr. Doyle had a quick talk but I cant remember.
Lunch-Ate?
CIM Prep-Was allergic to Ms. Pittock's flowers so I sat the farthest I could from them...in my usually place in the classroom but in the corner on the counter breathing out the window. And then I gave my speech. Was one of the best, not to be egotistical or anything but it did rule.
Tech-Oh how I hate sitting by Mac...
Mac, would you like the know the real reason why Im so "bitchy"? Act like I have some retarded form of "PMS"? Just flat out "mean"?
Because I hate you.
I never thought a person could trick me so well. Before I had my doubts on you but you seemed ok so I was ok to you. You needed help on your music video and I helped you and praised you like some fucking 5 year old. I liked doing that, pretending you were some severly stupid little kid that I could manipulate.
But since starting web pages and I stopped helping you in hopes of you actually learning something from Tech, you acted like the biggest idiot and didn't do anything. And I hate people like that. They dont do anything and they act like assholes doing nothing. Do you know how many times youve pissed me off from doing nothing and being damn useless to the point where I want to strangle you with my mouse cord? No I dont think so.
Tim, god help us, is even farther than you. He likes Tech. He is doing something and he's actually doing it well.
Youve become useless, stupid, a fucking asshole that I dont want in my life. And Ill keep this information away from you. You need to somehow find out how useless you are but not this way. Not the way where even unbiased Lisa hates your guts.
ARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good thing though is that I figured out how to put songs on our webpages and I tested it out on mine for Tyler's song and it worked! So I gave the code to Tyler and then it was just awesome. Boki was trying for a long time and I got it like that! Hee hee. And so I told him after class and he was like "Arr Lisa do you want to suck the floor?!" I love doing that to him. But somehow I gotta give Michael and Boki the code from my computer to theirs without getting onto their accounts and that.
Science-Jon, Nakia AND FUCKING MAC is in my group. Im like the damn leader or something.
S.S.-Aaron's pretty nice. He gave me some spicy cheese-its and a Reeses SWOOP! Thats like a lot. Hes a nice fellow.
James comes back tomorrow!
I think.
So far I dont like the month April.
I hope May is a lot better.
Even though its probably not gonna be.
We're all gonna be sad and restless and its gonna be really warm.
My uncle is changing the carpet in his room so theres nothing on the floor but bare dirty planks of wood and the smell coming from the room reminds me of pokemon.
I dont know why.
Calvin agrees though so Im not entirely psycho.
Ah, third grade was awesome.
By the way Val, I already knew I was like Holden.
Ive known since 6th grade.
But, I dont want to be him.
Im like a mix of him and Princess Mia and the Princess Mia part is fine but I dont want to be like Holden.
Just a little too much.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Updating |
| 04.22.05 (10:40 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-I Cant Win by the Strokes
By demand, I shall update. Course I was thinking about doing it today anyway.
Today was a pissy day.
With James gone, my sugar coated days are over and I see glimpses of the ugliness of reality.
Honestly, I should be like a hermit.
L. Arts-The day Nataly gets taller than me is the day Hell freezes over, lol.
Algebra-Watched a movie. I must be some weirdo since the teenagers in the film arent me. I never shop for clothes and I think three sweatshirts and five pairs of jeans is all a person needs. But nooo my family doesnt think that way. Heather spent like 150 last month...I barely spend 30 a year (excluding birthdays and christmases and holidays). I disagree with the film and Mr. Doyle. We dont have the power to change the world. We wish we had but we dont. Two people will want something so much theyd start a fund for it but no one will donate. One person will make a useless fund stronger and then the "world changes". Absolute shit. And if we had to power to change the world, why arent we being taught how to? Id like to know how to start making companies stop spending so much on cotton and destroying forests. Id like to change the people with so many pieces of clothes minds. But how?
Lunch-Nataly and I went outside for "air"
CIM-Adam's cool, Tuesday Im so working with Octavo.
Tech-Mac pisses the shit outta me. He acts so worthless and it pisses me off. And then he gets all smart-alacky. Someday I will beat the shit out of him. I should have brought a blank cd.
Science-I didnt finish my inquiry lab because honestly, no teacher gives enough time. Or well, not enough time for people with like OCD.
Social Studies-Bored.
After school I went to Doern Becher to go see my cousin. My baby cousin Nay-nay. Shes there because shes the smaller than a one year old and shes 20 months. Calorie counts and all this other stuff. I missed her, shes been there since Wednesday. Shes coming back home tomorrow. Im making sure she never eats cheese, milk, butter, fish, shrimp, seafood of any kind and peanuts ever again. Calvin stole gloves and got tons of food and I went to the playrooms with my cousin. Our favorite toy were the rockable ponies. And the South Playroom had jigsaw puzzles and she was really intested in those. She's my key back to childhood.
So no sugar coating James and no childhood key. Man was this a great week.
Not.
I hate mankind. Like the thinking and how easily distracted we are.
Commercials are full of crap, I never pay attention to them. I can barely recite the new lime coke commerical...you put the lime in the coke you nut and you drink something something. Whatever.
We're killing trees, I love trees. Why kill trees if theyre so pretty?
Clothes suck. A simple sweatshirt does fine with me. Its like a really heavy comfy shirt. I hate those complicated combinations of three layers.
We know nothing about animals.
Now I sound like one of those faggots who dont mean it.
Well I mean it but not exactly in those words.
Since I cant word anything right for shit.
I need to stop reading books like Frankenstein and Fahrenheit 451.
By the way, I havent died from the lack of Jamesyness.
Just realized how stupid we all are.
Not to make me sound like a certain someone or anything.
Music nowadays suck.
Course Ive already found my all time favorite bands. Even though Ive had their cds for years.
[Strokes, Rooney, John Mayer, Vanessa Carlton]
(Dashboard Confessional, All American Rejects, Snow Patrol)
Love the Strokes too much.
Who cares if bands sound alike?
One of them is always better than the other.
Lets try to perfect the impossible-to-perfect music.
Theres this friend of mine, whos unbelievably fake and I cant believe Im friends with em.
But something always draws me to them.
Does anyone know why?
Everyones totally fake.
Some more fake than others.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| I'll Murder Someone For Sure This Time |
| 04.18.05 (7:34 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Yellow by Coldplay
Love Coldplay, love the song Yellow
James will be gone for a whole week. I will like die.
L.Arts-I was in the library and I dont know.
Algebra-I had James's blanket of a sweater on so I didnt freeze. I have the sweater upstairs so if he were to die, Id have a piece of him. I finally understood math though! And I had to teach Saywer it.
Lunch-Screw all of those preppy stoners from A Hall. And I know them all personally so Im not stereotyping. Jon painted his nails and if anyone puts both eyeliner and nail polish on him, Ill attack them. He gets quite a response from his dad when he shows up with that stuff on.
CIM Prep-There was a new girl named Kendra, I hung out with her.
Tech-"Lisa" "Lissssaaa" "LISA!" Liiiisa" "Lisaaa" Holy shit I almost went insane. I almost killed Michael, scratched Jeff C, cuss out Mac and I made Tyler get on his injured knees and beg.
Science-Karen to Jeff:Your face is ugly
Me:Oh its true, its true!!
*Karen laughs*
Melissa:Youre so mean Lisa...Lisa's a bitch
Oh how true.
Social Studies-James has better looking nails than me and its pathetic. Im a chick! Arrr, I cant imagine watching boring s.s. movies without him.
After school-James is bringing 40 dollars to DC. Fooorttty dollars *wink* Lol, he wont ever pay. He wont even try to make fake twenties just to try me. I want more kisses.
lArrYnAmEddEsIrE (7:47:46 PM): so tyler is your james?
SHIT!
NO!
I expect this from my other friends, the ones who dont know me that well. But not from my friends who are really close.
I
DONT
LIKE
TYLER
OR
EVER
WILL.
Sometimes I hate his stupid ass so much I want to beat the shit out of him.
But then he's just there and I love him for that.
He's like my gay male friend but not gay and totally stupid about females.
But damnit, no. No, no, no.
I wouldnt go out with him if I had to, or even for my $30 Tiffany stained glass butterfly lamp.
If he were to be in a car crash with a cow and lost his memory everyday, I wouldnt try to make him fall in love with me.
Id make James fall in love with me everyday.
I couldnt replace James.
He was always there first.
He was my first real male friend, the first to hold my hand, the first to try to sleep next to, the first to force a kiss out of me, the first to "crawl back to me", first to go to the movies with even though it was impossible, the first to make my asthma act up lol.
Yeah, I am gonna die sometime this week.
When I think of James, totally turn into goo.
Or like fucking crazy.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
Goo, goo, goo..
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| Someone Please Wash My Brain With Soap |
| 04.15.05 (10:12 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Sweetest Thing by U2
...Blue eyed boy meets a brown eyed girl
Oooh the sweetest thing.
^^Another song from "Tyler's Amazing Kick Butt Mix For Lisa" lol
L.Arts-Did horribly on the latin stems test, 26 out of 30.
Algebra-Michael and Natalie are like the special needs kids.
Lunch-Interesting. James smelled my hair and said it smelled good, I dont know why he did it but whatever. Jon wouldn't tell me secrets and he was about to but James came back from where ever he went and I went "DAMN YOU!!" I want to know the secrets. And Tyler that ass should be beat up. No its not time of the month. I hate him. I barely got to hurt him, I tried stabbing him with scissors but no Jon had to defend that ass.
CIM Prep-My animal habitat kicks ass. Sawyer's too even though its empty.
Technology-I got onto the server for four different people. And I was the first person to make my WEB folders, tee hee. Beat Boki even though he moved his folder to before mine. Narr.
Science-I love the rainforest.
Social Studies-Watched another boring movie, it was about George Custer. I gave up at the last twenty minutes. James made it really really hard to pay attention. Plus all the people who were like yelling across the room. I say that was an excellent class though. Hummm...
After school-Aaron gave me two hugs and he wouldnt let go of me. Lol, its been a long time since I hugged him. And hes my friggin locker partner. And I believe my entire bus saw me and James kiss.
Ahh, tomorrow my aunts are going to a temple and leaving their kids over at our house in exchange for haircuts or whatever and Im gonna be so tired.
Cant get him out of my friggin head.
Arrrr.
This worthless post was written by...
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Old School |
| 04.14.05 (9:33 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Do You Really Want To Hurt Me by Culture Club
Do you really want to hurt me
Do you really want to make me cry
Dun dun dun dun
Im digging this cd Ty gave me, old school songs rock.
David Bowie, U2, Bon Jovi, Goldfinger...NO DURAN DURAN!? Ive just noticed that! Thats bad! I cant believe he missed that.
Oh well, Im really loving this cd.
Testing-Scored 250! Worked on tech stuff after that. Tried on Tyler's cast, its huge. And did stuff with Sawyer, Michael, Jon and Tyler.
Lunch-Those duty people are incredibly dumb, me and James went past them and they didnt notice a thing.
CIM Prep-My class went to the Special Olympics without us! Theyre so awesome, I love my class. Worked in the library on my l. arts story so I didnt have to hang out with Ms. Hay-Roe.
Tech-It was a hilarious class. Back in the day...things were rough. Slow computers, downloading Pong taking the amount of time it takes to download seven cds. Lol.
Science-Watched a sweet documentary. I miss those types of history stuff, I used to watch them for fun when we had satellite. Mummies excite me, Id be an archaeologist if I wasnt horrible in archeology, liked to dig stuff, liked to travel way too much and wanted to spend a year researching about just one body. Yeah, Im gonna stick to my Stanford pediatrician/family psychiatrist plan.
S.S.-Watched a really boring documentary about the transcontinental railroad crap.
Know whats adorable? James with his eyes shut trying to sorta sleep.
He asked me a funny question, I never thought he of all people would ask that question.
"Does Tyler like you?" Oh heavens no, if he wasnt a good friend he'd be dead by now. And if I wasnt a good friend, he'd be shooting stuff at my head.
Duxroc7 (9:18:56 PM): i want to thank u for helping me kinda like
Thats a good friend who realizes what I do. And he's male.
I feel kinda bad for him, but hes good, hes over it.
brainac2001 (10:20:47 PM): i've had a crazy night, and you make my crazy days better
And thats a sweetie boyfriend.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Dangit |
| 04.12.05 (9:17 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Change Your Mind by the Killers
It's started.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| A Little Too Wrapped Up |
| 04.11.05 (4:58 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Slow Hands by Interpol
Damnit, Im too mushy and sappy to post a real post.
Lets go to this filler...
L. Arts-Val's kid is FAT! FAT I SAY, FAT! Ms. Mullins read the freakiest ass picture book around. Jesus, it freaked the shit out of me. I was shaking, Natalie saw me. I hate Animal Farm and I hate that book. Baaa...who the hell lets little kids read about freaking cannibalism. I hate hate Animal Farm, I hate it. Whyd they have to do that to the horse?! And why did Tyler have to get the book with the illustrations?!
Algebra-Heather had this gooey stuff that felt so weird.
Lunch-Worked on S.S. and got shiney duct tape from Jon, very sweet.
CIM-Worked on S.S. again and goofed around the library with Sawyer. Ha! Joe Hackenschnmit or whatever pushed his computer off the table and it fell! And that librarian thought I was a 6th grade, screw her.
Technology-Freaked about the music video..*sigh* damn 4:30 song with a 1:30 gap in the middle.
Science-Devon didnt come. I dunno what happened, but like Val or was it Ms. VB talked about, I think my Vitamin D was low so I got a headache and was tired and it was dark.
Social Studies-James watches me. Watches, its a little freaky. Ill look up and there he is, watching me. Someday, I swear, he'll be on the foot of my bed and Ill wake up and freak. Or maybe like jump on him so it'll be even. I pulled THE grey hair from his head and I got a piece of his DNA on the root and I can now make a clone of him.
And afterschool I think Val has been single a little too long and tried watching me and James. Fooled her I say, fooled her.
CDs I pirated yesterday-
Bright Eyes
Coldplay (Parachute)
Franz Ferdinand
Guns 'N Roses (Greatest Hits)
Interpol (Antics)
Muse (Hullababoo, Origin of Symmetry, Showbiz)
Norah Jones (Come Away With Me and Feels Like Home)
The Flaming Lips (The Soft Bulletin, Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots)
The Shins (Oh, Inverted World)
I dunno about the Flaming Lips, Guns 'N Roses and Bright Eyes, but the others are cool. Especially Parachute and the Norah Jones CDs and Antics and Oh, Inverted World.
(Like Parachute the most though, kicks more ass than A Rush Of Blood To The Head.)
Lets do more stuff from yesterday!
Aunt:Lisa, do you need any undershirts? Your small gook-goo just bought you two undershirts with BUILT IN BRAS!! And they are so amazingly comfortable!! And they have built in bras!!
Lisa: Um, ok *HOLY SHIT!*
Aunt:So your small gook-goo will be driving by, watch for her.
Yeah, Im not all too proud of this family.
They didnt know those existed until my aunt went to Gap and they had some sale or whatnot.
By the way, I usually talk about these three aunts...
Aunt One AKA Gook-Goo (Not to be confused with Gok-Go, I call my brother that). She's my dad's oldest sister. Has three daughters (Amanda, Allison and Tifanny). Name's Nenna. Married to Uncle Mike. Has too many people living in her house and fianlly showing a mental breakdown.
Aunt Two AKA Small Gook-Go. She's my dad's youngest sister. Has two boys and a baby girl (Matthew, Mark Jr. and Hailey). Name's Jenny. Married to Uncle Mark. Kids practically lives at Aunt One's house. Also a hairdresser and is the one who buys me those stupidly expensive jeans.
Aunt Three AKA Auntie. She's my dad's brother's wife. Has a daughter (Renee/Nay/Nay-Nay). Name's Sorida. Married to Shee-Shoap (Uncle David). Thinks Im a superhero and can take care of Nay and do my homework and do laundry at the same time. Also has bad thoughts about money, even though Cambodia's poor like hell, it doesnt mean we're millionares.
One last thought until I play my game, read my book and then totally screw off homework until 9...
My collar bones have been poking out since 1st grade?
So my mom shouldnt worry about me being anorexic, yeah, whatever, Im not that crazy.
Oh, maybe another thought...
I love James.
Done.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
LND (2:27:56 PM): right now, he probably wants to marry you
Ohh boy.
Would it be a bad thing if I wouldnt mind?
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| Dave, Mark and that other guy |
| 04.09.05 (9:59 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-In My Place
MATHFEST WAS SWEET!
I dunno why I never went to the other ones.
Course back then I had to drive to Meadow just to get on a bus to get there.
So I came early but late compared to the other losers from the other schools. Except Tommy *wink* *nod* and that guy behind me who kept looking at me every time I looked at the door.
And I took my test and wrote a letter/long note to the mathfest people on the back of my booklet. Now they know how much my teachers rock and how much I hate Stoller people and that I wondering about the Geometry people.
And then we got into groups and talked to Dave, Mark and that other guy with the thing on his face. THEY ALL LET US DOWN ON THE SHIRTS! Dave and Linda. Mark the Plaid Crusader whos also the cool transportation guy. Hes just so cool.
And and when it was like snack time, I saw James and he saw me and he sorta ran towards me and gave me a big hug! One of those awesome hugs that wrap you entirely around and makes you spin. Good excellent totally mind turning into goo hug.
WE DESERVED T-SHIRTS!! WE EARNED THEM! WE WERE SO NICE!!
We wrote notes and talked to the official people!!
I wanna do that again, math is cool.
I went to the library after, I saw Theresa Sundan after all those years and she was wearing a Bethany shirt. A Bethany shirt, holy hell.
I thought Ive never see it again, but I did.
I really want to watch a movie, like The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Universe or Fever Pitch or A Lot Like Love. Why couldnt they come out during spring break or why couldnt my brother have a longer spring break or a different schedule.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Todays Truth |
| 04.05.05 (3:48 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song (first)- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn by Hellogoodbye
Ellen once told me she liked this band and I finally listened to them.
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Me bitchy.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Lazy |
| 04.04.05 (4:07 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Scotty Doesnt Know and Afternoon Delight
For you Jon.
I got 3 awards! Plus my art one, four! Sweet. I knew the school would start loving me once it's MY FINAL STUPID YEAR!
So, art award, my art or whatever will be at the Washington Square Mall for a week sometime later this month.
I wonder if my aunts will look at them, see mine and finally realize how good I look..no how special I am.
And a worthless golden rule one, principal honor role one and perfect attendance.
PROOF I ACTUALLY GO TO SCHOOL AND ISNT SICK ALL THE TIME!!
Before School-Gave James his present. Lol, he cant open things for shit.
Algebra-I CANT DO IT!! I CANT DO IT! I DIDNT UNDERSTAND SIX OF THE STUPID PROBLEMS!
Tech-I didnt get squat done. I redid the length of my song and downloaded two music videos but most of the times I just sat there sighing at Mac and being bitchy. So bitchy I made Mac feel worthless and he put his head on my shoulder. I felt really bad for being so mad at him. Its bad to be mad at the..less intelligent.
Assembly-We were bad
S.S.-So bad, we got a lecture from Mr. Doyle and Ms. Vanden Berg in the band room. Yeah, and I think she really does want my head. Because she turned hers into mine.
NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High! - spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Can become good doctors...uncertain in relationships, oh boy.
I sat across Jared, Jon, Lorenzo, Chris and Boki. How I miss that. Their cleverness and everything like that about them. Sure..theyre not all too good but I missed it.
I think Mr. Doyle might actually get me now.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
I LOVE JAMES!! SO MUCH! ITS ALMOST CRAZY!!
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| Friday I'm Not In Love |
| 04.01.05 (5:22 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Labyrinth by the Cure
I think someone has a bunch of shit in their huge ass underpants.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOKI!!
I FUCKING LOVE YOU!
In my perfect world, I wouldnt be allergic to anything, my friends and family live in small villas on a grassy hill and there's a big oak tree in the middle of the tiny village. And everything would go by everyone's wants. My family would be ok about guys and me. Id sleep on James' chest under the oak tree instead of a bed. Id go to school early in the morning. Everything would be happy and queer and perfect. Id be so happy.
But since we live in a world like this, Im not always happy.
"Im always bitchy"-Tyler
So maybe he doesnt care.
I have nothing to look forward at school. Maybe just Peer Tutor, whispering with Heather during math and talking to Mac during Tech but thats like it.
I liked 2nd trimester so much more.
My wonderful logic games group, and well I guess we could have replaced Ethics in Science with Peer Tutor
Yesterday was such a better day.
I guess I maybe I know where Natalies rage comes from when she gets called a "best friend stealer" also
Assembly-Mr. Doyle sat to my left. James and me sat on the third row from the bottom. I got an Art award and went down for 3rd place for the entire 8th grade Iditaread crap thing. Illiterate fools. I didnt get to read enough to spray Ms. O'Neill even though Mr. Lytle should have let me since I was the only one who didnt get to do it.
Language Arts-Sucked on the test
Algebra-That tv math thing, we had an awesome group.
Lunch-I actually went down to lunch. And I have 105 dollars in my lunch account. How do I get rid of that?! Tyler and I had warm then cooled with water taco bell hot sauce, we're the best.
SSR-Tyler and Jon did a stupid april fools joke. It was hilarious in the beginning though.
CIM-I need to hang out with the other kiddies.
Technology-Holy shit my row needs to figure out tech stuff. I was out of my seat a third of the time we were in class. And Mac needs to learn. And I need to get less cracked out about my music video.
Science-Bored like shit.
S.S.-Bored like shit. Melissa's in our group...joy. Ahem. Fought with James about the stuff we're gonna take to Oregon. Ill force the invisible items fit in the goddamn wagon if I have to.
Fa la la, Im going to Cambodia.
Im gonna lose ten pounds due to the lack of food, Im gonna get sick, Im gonna get food poisoning if I dont watch it, Im gonna be richer than more than a third of the country.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
Nice comment James.
Well, so what if your friends think I'm crazy,
I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
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Emo & More | | 67% |
Indie | | 63% |
Punk & Pop Punk. | | 50% |
Britpop | | 46% |
Ska | | 42% |
Hip Hop & Rap | | 42% |
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Hardcore | | 25% |
Country | | 13% |
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