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| Finally, A Decent Post |
| 05.25.05 (5:00 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Give Me One Good Reason by Blink 182
Hate the jocks, the preps, the hippie fucking scum bags
Heavy metalers with their awful pussy hair bands
Counting seconds until we can get away
Ditching school almost every single day
So give me one good reason
Why we need to be like them
Kids will have fun and offend
They don't want to and don't fit in
The last meaningful post I posted was on the 10th...I suck, I lost my skills and was slightly sad.
Ill make it up in this one though.
It'll be super long.
I would have done this like before, but too much homework.
Hm, todays homework...CIM Prep (that I stupidly forgot in Mr. D's room).
The C Hall 6th graders only went to the Ape Caves, who the hells spends more than a school day there?! We spent like 20 minutes, granted we went to school at like 6.
Currently eating-Fat Free rasberry yogurt, half a burrito and 10 chedder lays chips and watery apple juice.
I WANT SOUP! I WANT TACOS! I WANT SOMETHING UNBELIEVABLY FATTY YET NOT A HOT DISH!
Dim sum with chow fun noodles (mein is the skinny kind, fun is the FUN! FAT! ONES!) and seafood combination soup...aw man.
I want food and for the weather to cool down so I can do some decent running without dying of thirst. My thighs are huge, my calves suck.
Hum, what have I done in the past two weeks?
Well, more like, what has happened in the past two weeks?
My cousins (Amanda age 10, Matthew age 11-Fifth grade) were on TV cuz they were doing the DARE march, I let one of them borrow two books, they know about amazon.com, they are on their last day of camping. Its a school camping trip for 5th graders, know what Bethany got?! A pool party and these two other gay things.
My uncle now has a wood floor in his room. We're gonna do that to the whole house during the summer.
My family has slowly killed me. But, I fought it by writing a stupid useless four paged typed letter to James about it. Well, it wasnt entirely useless, while writing the letter I realized that my family were the stupid ones and I wasnt, also, James became more of an excellent boyfriend.
Not that he wasnt excellent before but he got even more excellent. Like, super excellent.
I want to know, who represents the school? All of the students? I dont think so. The preps take control of anything thats at least the tiniest bit social. The academic rulers do MathFest, Pentagames, band, test scores, anything "smart". But then, what happened to the Summas? Why are our state test scores so shitty? Why are there preps in our math class?! Today, I wanted to shoot two of them. Who the fucking hell cares if they listened to the teacher for something utterly ridiculous?! So what if you guys labeled your stupid vertexes and roots. You guys were three out of a whole class who cared. I say they shut their fucking mouths and sit down. I bet, if we didnt have them in our class, we would learn something. Oh! yippee! you guys know what a graph is! The whole class fucking knows and wants to know what we need to do with them. T-charts! Oh man! Shit, its called A CALCULATOR AND YOUR BRAIN. I hate learning this way. Its like Im not in advanced math, Im in a math class where the loud people shout out the stupidest remarks and the people who want to learn the simple easy way to a certain lesson dont-They learn the retarded way.
You can graph system of equations?! Good-fucking-job.
You can do substitution?! Even better!
What, whats this? You dont understand subtraction?! SHIT!!
Thomas smells like mushrooms, the bad big kind from Oregon forests that people pick during hunting season. Like my dad and uncle. Im sorry, but like if I were to sit normally next to him, Id die of suffocation. When our house was filled with those mushroom smells, I stayed in my room with my Glad plug-in working FULL POWER! When he leans over to check out my homework and breathes through his mouth, I just want to run outside of the classroom so I could have air. Only, only problem I have with him is that he smells like mushrooms.
I have a problem with hot weather, it means SHORTS! And I love shorts, but the ones I own are just way too short. And my legs are hideous. I want to wear shorts...but I havent worn shorts until this year for PE. Thats right, Ive never worn shorts to school before. Short overalls during 4th grade, but like, they were overalls with pant legs that went to my knees.
Teachers always say "make sure you guys drink plenty of fluids!"
We're in school for like 7 hours every weekday. Thats 35 hours a week. We're like usually awake for 98 hours a week.
So when the school doesnt provide decent water and theres no time to get deserved drinks, we like, die. Or get dehydrated until after school.
I say they do something about their drinking water. And add more drinking thingys to the classrooms. Ms. Mullins is the only one who has a slightly decent one!
Clothing nowadays are factory made, why do they cost so much money? 100 dollars for a stupid plastic jersey?! What happened to simple ten dollar cotton shirts?! They disappeared. Or got killed by stupid stores like Abercrombie and Finch, American Eagle, Hot Topic, Pac Sun and that one other store from California. Sure their shirts are soft and amusing but $20 for just one little one?! 36 for a slightly thick cotton one?!
Bullshit. Even Gap is cheaper.
Mr. D has that picture with that 124 pound catfish, there's a man in the news who got a fish that big in Mississippi. The fish broke the world's record of largest catfish. Did Mr. D go to Mississippi for his spring thing? Or did he just get that picture off the internet?
To think Mr. D knows anything about the internet, he thinks his iBook is hard to work. The thing is like 7 years old.
Sitting in the front, next to James and talking to Mr. D during s.s. cuz we have nothing to do is pretty cool. Like today. I dont think he thinks of me as a useless A student anymore.
"Alright, one more assignment"-Mr. D
"I dont like you!"-James
I laughed at that, hilarious.
Our inquiry lab for the pendulums grades are due by the 27th. Who's not done?! LISA! Who's had hers since her conference? LISA! But, who cant work on it out of school?! LISA! Who will fail miserably? Lisa.
Conference...had to go to school at 6 since Calvin's was at 6:20. I talked to Nataly, James and got formally introduced to his dad (his mom already knows who I am) got a secret hug from James. Saw Leslie. Hung out outside of Mr. D's door since he was the only one with chairs and talked to him went he went out the classroom. Talked and found out about Calvin. Went to Calvin's room and put my drink away in my locker. They were done. Waited around for like ten minutes for Ms. VB to come out of Mr. D's room and let us come into the room even though I wasnt supposed to have mine for like 30 minutes but mom decided to just go in. I showed my mom my grades, my work, my art work and got praised by Ms. VB when she came back. She sat with us for like 15 minutes. She said I was one of the most awesome students she's ever taught in her teaching years. And that I was a great kid. My mom was happy and told her that I read a lot. I talked to Ms. VB about the Da Vinci Code and Angels & Demons since she was reading those books. Then my mom told her about my library problem, she asked Pardon? and I said "Normal teenagers have parents who force them to go to the library yet I have to force my parents to go the library." She laughed.
END OF CONFERENCE TIME!
Then went to Taco Bell and THE WEINER WENT TO TACO BELL WITH HIS DAD WHO LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM IN THEIR OLD SCHOOLED HONDA!!
Friends, I apologize for my past behavior. I was depressing and zombie like. But, Im not anymore and please be the friends I had during the fall.
It sucks that school is going to end so soon when I just got better and full of life again.
Aaron told me that he was gonna miss me during gym, Im gonna miss that "GODDAMN PUSSY FUCKER!" too. He was a cool locker partner and was the first guy to touch my boobs, lol, and one of my first guy friends.
Sunset doesnt need him as much as I do.
Oh well, he still has my number.
Today-
L. Arts-Scored 13/15 on the messed up quiz we had today. I couldnt find the quotes easily and there were 6 more quotes than last time.
Algebra-Thomas smells, the preps piss me off, the pop quiz shouldnt have taken so long to correct. With Ms. Bailey, we would have been done in like 15 minutes tops. Answers first, questions after, understanding last. Like, um, two people were, like, really loud today and, like, really, like, annoying. Scored a nice 8 1/2, not so bad when I didnt understand what the hell I was doing. When you stop listening until the last ten minutes when its really important isnt that bad. But I bet itll bring my 102.6% down.
Lunch-I had gum since my breakfast was an amazingly sugary cinnamin bun. Then I kept on doing quotation marks to Tyler, youd think he'd be smarter.
SSR-Tyler's fat! Finished A Year Down Yonder after three days.
CIM-Shit.
Gym-Hot.
Science-Bill Nye, James blew into my ear like three times and was very evil. But he had soft hands again. Damn his perfect hands.
S.S.-James and I finished everything and had like forty minutes to blow off. I organized my binder, updated my planner, talked to Sawyer about Animal Studies, talked to Natalie and Mattie about shirts and then did a commentary on James' actions.
After, we were stuck in school for twenty minutes. Got a nice kiss when we got out though, Shayla witnessed it. I dont think she enjoyed it though.
Teenymonkee (10:36:25 PM): And, if you're pregnant by junior year...I'ma shoot you and castrate him
I love how much she cares about me.
Sex during junior year..um, yeah right, sure that could happen.
Not.
Theres a carwash on Friday at Sunset High School.
Carwash for AIDS.
Somehow, the B Hall 8th graders from Meadow-frickin-Park Middle School did the impossible and is now helping out the world.
Sure its a carwash and the way Doyle's homeroom is gonna give it to the AIDS people is by giving Oprah the movie, but seriously, we're gonna kick some ass.
It'll be hot, cars will need to be washed since theyve been rained on for the past month and the money will be going to Oprah.
Yeah we'll fucking kick some ass.
Dude, Im done.
Oh wait, not yet...
I LOVE JAMES!
AND MY FRIENDS!
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Quiz Thing |
| 05.22.05 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-That awesome song in The Breakfast Club where they all start dancing their asses off
Oh boy, a thingy.
Ive watched two movies today - The Breakfast Club and Happy Gilmore.
"The price is not right, bitch."
I hate the color pink
I SPEND TOO MUCH MONEY
I’VE BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY BEFORE
I can play an instrument
I’ve taken Italian in school
I can speak at least one other language pretty well
I took Spanish and can’t remember any of it
I play paintball
I HAVE MORE THAN ONE VIDEO GAME SYSTEM
I have a job working in fast food
I HAVE A TABLE IN MY ROOM
I’d rather color with crayon than colored pencils
I WRITE ON MY ARMS AND HANDS
I have a garden
I’VE BEEN IN A FIGHT BEFORE
I’m short, but that’s okay
The world should have just one language
Multi-cultural is better!
Spider-man 2 was awesome, better than the first
NICKELODEON WAS BETTER IN THE EARLY 90’S
IT’S SAD TO SEE WHAT KIDS HAVE TO WATCH TODAY
I’ve dialed 911 before
I’ve saved someone’s life before
My first name is five letters long
My last name is seven letters long
I’M GOING TO BE IN COLLEGE FOR AT LEAST FOUR YEARS
I’ve never had a Boyfriend/Girlfriend before
I know how to drive a motorcycle or four-wheeler
I’ve gotten lost in the woods before
I hate math with a passion
I STILL LOVE READING CHILDREN’S BOOKS
I have cried during a video game
Hot Topic is awesome
I AM AGAINST ONLINE DATING, IT’S NOT REAL, AND IT'S STUPID!
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MY MAJOR WILL BE
I LOVE THE SONG, “TIME OF YOUR LIFE/GOOD RIDDANCE”
I HAVE MORE GUY FRIENDS, THAN GIRL FRIENDS
I have more girl friends than guy friends
I KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS MORE THAN EIGHT BROTHERS OR SISTERS
The walls in my house are a color other than white
I’m overly obsessed with another country, namely Japan
SAVE OUR PLANET, DON’T VOTE FOR BUSH
MY SCHOOL YEAR HAS BEEN VERY FUNNY AND VERY RANDOM-AT TIMES!
I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE PRINCIPAL’S OFFICE LOOKS LIKE
I’D DIE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS
MY HAIR IS LONG
I HAVE A BROKEN APPLIANCE SOMEWHERE IN MY HOME
I STILL HAVE MY BARBIES FROM WHEN I WAS A KID
I’M STILL FRIENDS WITH ONE OF MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS
I CAN DRAW PRETTY WELL
I attend church every Sunday (Unless I'm out of town or sick)
I don’t collect Beanie Babies anymore, and never even bothered
I WISH I HAD A TIME MACHINE
I’d rather criminals have a lifelong sentence than the death penalty
I WISH I COULD PLAY GUITAR
I’ve been struck by lightening before
I’ve been to Europe
I can name every president in order
I’VE NEVER BEEN STUNG BY A BEE BEFORE
I’ve laughed so hard this week my stomach hurt
A fire ant has bitten me
I have red/orange hair
I wear contacts
I have dentures(not)
I LOVE CHILDREN MOST OF THE TIME
I’ve broken a bone before
I’VE HAD HOMEWORK OVER THE SUMMER BEFORE
I’VE READ THE HOBBIT AND LOVED IT MORE THAN LOTR
I KNOW SOMEONE NAMED CHAD
I’m interested in stamp collecting
I can’t draw non-anime people
I NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM
I’ve been in a fire before
I’VE NEEDED STITCHES BEFORE
I’VE BEEN ATTACKED BY AN ANIMAL BEFORE
I'VE WATCHED BLUE CLUES BEFORE
I’M LAZY SOMETIMES
ORANGE IS AN AWESOME COLOR
I've eaten over 12 bugs
I LIKE ROCK BETTER THAN RAP
I THINK THAT EMINEM IS HOT
I have a pink c.d player
I HAVE SEEN THE MOVIE PRETTY IN PINK
I love the song Holiday by green day
I hate to watch little kids movies
Its awesome to make new AIM screen names!
I LOVE TO OPEN PRESENTS ON CHRISTMAS DAY
I hate the song Warning by green day
Madonna is one of my favorite singers
I'M SAD THIS IS OVER
Ive got the entire Elvis Presley collection on my computer, and I gotta correct all of the song names..thats like 50 cds and an average 10 songs on each of them.
Then I gotta do science.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Going Insane |
| 05.20.05 (10:43 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Let It Be by the Beatles
Um, listening to it? No particular reason why its the song of the day.
Tonight I am much calmer than that last post I put.
Wow, that last one was a doozy. I would delete it, but later on Id like to read it just to see how insane I am.
But, now used to caffeine and sugar, Lisa is doing much better.
Bad things come from getting off drugs that a person has been on for more than a month, getting caffeine after 8 months, consuming so much sugar that youre like an inch away from being diabetic and not pissing like a race horse.
Because I so didnt Natalie, thank you.
And also, when your boyfriend wants his girlfriend to call him at a house not his and she doesnt have the number to that house, its very bad to have truck loads of caffeine in you.
Damn Val's number, I dont have it and I couldnt find the directory and was almost destroying the printer/thingy near phone/room.
On another note, NYU sent me a catalog showing off its colleges.
In the catalog was a note saying that "over the next few months, I will be recieving other things from NYU trying to get to enroll at their school"
Im like, only an 8th grader.
But I got quite interested in their school, figured out the difference between graduate schools and undergraduate schools and decided no matter what I will go to college.
So if I gotta become a hobo just to pay for my tuition and-
Bad news, Ive been downloading this Elvis Presley cd thing for the past two days and I cant find the folder for it.
So when it finishes friggin downloading and I get to listen to it, I wont be able to find it.
Im gonna finish my solitare spree, 4 hours here I come....
Your lord and very ADD master,
Lisa
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| One of Those Moods.. |
| 05.18.05 (10:20 pm) [edit] |
Todays Other Song-Love Me Do by the Beatles.
Im in one of those fucking moods where I drank a fuck load of caffeine and had like some fucking powerbars to eat.
CAFFEINE AND POWER BARS!
AT 11:36!!!!!
LISA WANTS TO CALL SOMEONE!
OR TALK TO SOMEONE!
CUZ SHE'S FUCKING LONELY TONIGHT!!
WHERE ARE LISA'S NO GOOD FUCKING FRIENDS?!!?!
Not that I mean that though.
LETS CHANT THE F-WORD!
Fuck!
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Oh, who's being really stupid?!
LISA!
Your lord and master who really needs someone here to help her lay down,
Lisa
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| Hum |
| 05.18.05 (9:57 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Help! by the Beatles
What I needed, the 60s.
Attention everyone, attention!
Lisa has died.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Test |
| 05.13.05 (7:52 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Aware, Rust and Repair by Daphne Loves Derby
Todays Mini Test/Experiment:
James' reaction to me when ignoring him.
Grade: C+
I repeatedly told him to move away from me in l. arts, then moved myself across the library. Got a look. Lunch time, I walked with him and Val down to the cafeteria, he talked to Val and stayed on her right (I was on her left) until she moved herself to my left. I walked a little quickly, didnt talk to him and told him not to talk to me. Sat away from him at lunch, he moved closer when Val left. Told him to move away from me and got another "What?!" look. After a couple of minutes of the cold shoulder, he got up and went somewhere. Unhappy moment. I left with Natalie, Michael, Chris and Brendan back to Ms. Vanden Berg's room and then came back after she kicked us out. Found Nataly and sat down on the ground and talked to her. Val came and asked "Whats up with you and James?" I dodged questions because she was James' messanger. Went back to homeroom and wanted my book back from James. He wouldnt give it to me until he asked questions. "Are you angry with me?" "What did I do?" "Do you hate me?" Gave him mostly truthful answers and grabbed book from his hands. I believe he said something when I was walking away but I didnt hear. When walking into the library for science alone, I spotted him at a table with Natalie and Michael. Sat by Val, Jon and Summer. Their table was constantly told to quiet down (they talked a lot). He came by and asked Val for a pencil sharpener, then asked me if "I was alright?" and "why are you ignoring me?!" so I told him "of, course Im alright, Im not ignoring you, now go back to your seat." Was given another "James' wide-eyed arr/what?!" look. Cold shouldered him, once again. He talked to the side of my face about him going back to his seat so he wouldnt "annoy me anymore". That angered me, he doesn't annoy me. Finished science, walked to my locker alone, then went to social studies. Noticed James' binder was already on the table and he was watching me get to my seat. Natalie grabbed him and "conversed" with him. Class started, more questions. Then, the long awaited talking. Then, surprisingly, he questioned me if "I was testing him to see how miserable he'd get if I ignored him." Not exactly, but the testing part was a little shocking, he got me slightly right on. I just wanted to know what he would do if I ignored him. Not how miserable he'd get. Frankly though, he'd get a B on that though. He appeared skittery and on the verge of going crazy, not miserable.
A results would have been him putting his arms around me like he did before and force me talk to him. Not obeying me and not talk to me. He took until the end of the day, where we have to talk to each other. Getting in control, being all powerful like. Would have been better if he got me all good-girlfriendy much sooner since I started this since language arts too. And it would have been better if hebickered to me than Natalie, Val and Michael [who even told him "to stop being a bitch and go talk to me" (as being told by Natalie)]. Extra points if he actually talked to the friends who I honestly talk to than the close friends to both him and me (who I candy coat some stuff to). Like perphaps...Nataly, Aaron, Leslie, or Tyler.
Oh well.
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I did this with Jon, he got pretty depressed or a little violent to the people who I was paying extra attention to. That made me happy. For him though.
But with James, if I see him sad when Im not making him sad where I enjoy it, I get more miserable than he is.
I dont even enjoy it with James.
This "test" was tiring and upset me too.
It didnt really start as a real test either.
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Small things I enjoyed-
Me: Im not like every other girl James.
James: And Im glad you arent.
Aaron: Look at my sexy man boobs!!
Me: Dude, his are bigger than mine.
Aaron: Lets show James Lisa!
*Both stick out chests*
Aaron: Arent they SEXY?
James to me: If it's any consultation, I like yours more.
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So lets make this clear-
I will not break up with James in the near future/this year.
I dont hate him, or ever had or will.
I never want him away from me.
I admit sometimes he drives me crazy, but it's the good-best, kind of crazy.
I love James with all my heart.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Back to School |
| 05.12.05 (3:18 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Im Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance
I came back to school after doing some passport stuff today after being absent and I practically came back to sheer disappointment.
And so I got irritated.
But I guess its my fault.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
I guess not enough huh?
Arr
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| All I Need |
| 05.10.05 (9:07 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Simple, Starving to be Safe by Daphne Loves Derby
Ohh, even when the world is breaking down, I know I have you, and it's all I need.
Im a horrid girlfriend.
Who would really like a pillow or something as cushy right now.
When in a weakened state, Lisa gets aggressive.
Today:
Um, I saw stuff I saw in 2nd grade.
Then realized Im in 8th grade.
EVEN NUMBER GRADE!
NO WONDER I FEEL LIKE SHIT!
I have bad luck,
Second grade-nearly died
Fourth grade-so hot, nearly died from heat
Sixth grade-better, but not my best.
Eighth grade-going to surgically remove my windpipe if nothing changes.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
..who desperately wants more apple juice.
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| Cancelled |
| 05.09.05 (10:04 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-High of 75 by Relient K
I bought their cd on Saturday. Fifth time Ive bought a cd for myself!! Then I found out that they were like christian punk, and I listened more to their songs and they sorta are and Ive never listened to christian music but whatever.
Course Im also like a catholic buddhist who doesnt strongly believe in anything.
Oh, me buying something over the weekend reminds me of something...
Boki-Tyler spent like 140 this weekend on clothes!!
Me-Wow, I spent 13 dollars this weekend...on a cd.
Lol.
Who cares if theyre going prep, I still love those idiots.
So today was all misty and sorta raining a little and when we got to PGE Park, the game got cancelled. Bitch! I sat in the rain for like thirty minutes, moved to the top, and got my hot dog. It was hella cold too. James put his arm around me and I just sat there. Course I would have done more if Ms. VB wasnt sitting sorta in front of us. When she was telling our homeroom about the rules at PGE, I swear when she was talking about PDA she was talking to me. She even said "so dont you guys start macking out" AH! Shes said that to James and me once! I was perfectly fine there, we didnt have to go back to school. So it was cold, it was fun and there was food. Or well, I thought it was fun.
A little disappointed I didnt watch my first baseball game though.
I had people on me all day.
Leslie, James, Val, my baby cousin.
Arrrr, Im still cold.
And my nose is all runny.
And I think Ill attempt to go back to sleep even though I woke up from my long ass nap two hours ago.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Never Get This Right |
| 05.06.05 (9:56 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Tennis Court Soundtrack by Daphne Loves Derby
Even though I hate tenns.
This song isnt about tennis.
Look up lyrics or whatnot Mista
You know, somewhere Id like to think that someone out there reads my posts and downloads every song of the day and puts them in some kind of folder.
But then, youd have to have like kazaa or limewire and both of them suck.
Today..was bad.
First I took meds again, didnt sound too hot, and wasnt aware of my surroundings and constantly spaced out.
And that damn letter, why couldnt I have written a stupid little one?
But no, I wrote that four page thing about everything on my mind.
FUCK MY MIND!
...Shit, sounding like Natalie there.
L. Arts-Finished To Kill A Mockingbird and got our books
Algebra-Watched Rachel and Nataly play chess and everyone do MASH
Lunch-I remember using my sneaky computer nerds to take away the computer from Natalie, putting on Daphne Loves Derby, turning around to see that Leslie put away our chess game (Im sorry I made you assume that I was walking away from the game), getting pissed at Furbs and sitting down. Thats it.
SSR-Had another make-me-cry-coughing-thin g.
CIM Prep-James started to piss me off. Damn, what the hell did I do in this class....
Gym-Ran the mile and personally proud of how well I did given my current problems.
Science-Stuff. Jon should sit at our table.
Social Studies-Upper Gym...I had a basketball and was Vals detective deputy person. Um, theres more I know it...
I shall disregard the past few days.
So, I had my passport papers completed.
Its really happening.
Im really leaving home.
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Dear Rusty,
Please dont mess up.
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Dear Dumbass and Dumbass' Bitch,
Stop your stupid nonsense.
You two act like the biggest fools Ive ever seen.
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*sigh*
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Oh So Very Hot |
| 05.04.05 (9:46 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-The One Im Waiting For by Relient K
Matthew Thiessen and half of the sunset lacrosse team are oh so very hot.
Oh, oh oh so verrrry hot.
(I love you James :wink:)
I want any Relient K cds.
Well, not any.
Maybe any after I get Mmhmm, cuz that one has Be My Escape in it.
Its like the first time Ive wanted a cd from hearing just one song badly enough to buy it for a long time.
(Previous-Room on Fire by the Strokes and Rooney)
Arr, I cant remember the day.
Im so like on antibiotics.
And it is so very hot.
Like today, scorching.
Almost like summer.
I put on short shorts the minute I got home and even wore them to school to pick up Calvin.
Yeah, he stayed after school for extra credit and when we got there to pick him up, he was all alone. I took off my shoes and skipped around the hall and sat on Ms. Lissy's counter. My mom was super pissed. A 12-year-old boy who has no common knowledge at all was absolutely alone in a school. I thought it was neat. Whatever, Sunset lacrosse team was out in the fields.
And then at Taco Bell where I had my second part of my dinner (first was four crackers with seafood spread on em). Oh wow, were they easy on the eyes.
Right, so back to the no common knowledge part-
He has absolute none at all.
If I was all alone in the school I would have lied and said the teacher was in the bathroom but if I were to go before she left, that I should lock up the rooms.
But no, instead, he told our over-protective mother this, "Ms. Tran-Parta left a long time ago and Ms. Lissy left like five minutes ago so I was all alone."
ARRR!
And then after school while I was eating my crackers and my mom was making soup, she was lecturing me about not touching my uncle's stuff WHEN I WASNT THE ONE WHO DID IT! IT WAS CALVIN!
Thirty minutes of my time, gone like that. And shes just as redundant as Mr. D
And when I told her to lecture Calvin, which I told her she had to do when we were at Taco Bell eating, all she said was "Calvin, dont touch any of your uncle's or aunt's stuff. They arent the same as before."
JUST LIKE THAT!
I was like choking on my taco thinking HOLY SHIT!
And it was only so short because Mr. Calvin Chau here, is so simple minded and "honest" he doesnt need to have things told to him over and over.
I tell you this, HE JUST HAS NO COMMON SENSE!!
Or well, I have a tendency to watch peoples' behavior so I know just a little bit more than the average idiot.
Urggh, did anyone notice Jon during science?
I bet not.
I like this band...Daphne Loves Derby.
*purevolume.com and myspace.com/music best music sites ever*
Me very sleepy.
Me almost pass out during s.s. because my head felt suddenly messed over.
Why me?
Why must I be one of those weirdos who have colds when the sun is out??
LIKE LAST YEAR DURING SUMMER!
Right..voices, bad voices, sleep...upstairs.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
I bet no one cares about this post.
Just that politeness is making you read it.
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| No, Not Me |
| 05.02.05 (8:16 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-The First Single by the Format
I can't stand to think about
A heart so big it hurts like hell
Oh my God I gave my best
But for three whole years to end like this
Well do you want to fall apart
I can't stop if you cant start
Do you want to fall apart
Right so, I dont want to be one of those people who go "oh Ill miss you since I wont ever see you again but we still have those memories".
Thats crap.
I know I myself will see all of you guys more than once since I will try.
Tyler, Ive made promises to hop over his fence and sleep on his trampoline once Im old enough to travel outside alone.
Boki, hes gotta be at football games, or at least create his own band that I will definitely see.
Nataly, Costco, we got costco. Like July 16?
And Chris T will be around Natalie so much I dont need to try.
And all you westview cats, Westview isnt that big.
Not when you take away the people you dont care about and then look around for those you do.
Plus, I can walk so Ill be there late after school talking to you people.
Same as the mornings.
My brother never had classes with his best friend until college but it worked out wonderfully. They have a company together.
So, bullshit, we will see each other. We wont drift apart unless people let go.
Which is stupid, why would you ever let go?
And we live somewhat near each other.
I dont want to, I hope you guys dont want to. An IM once a week would be great if we had to though.
And we'd be like practically idiots if we dont spot each other on the first day.
We're all gonna be tense and looking for a friendly face.
(I mean, the first day of 6th grade, I spotted Katie like twenty feet away with like all of C Hall surround us.)
But, if we dont see each other for the next four years, theres always graduation. That one day where we're all gonna see each other walk up the stage and get their diploma.
Unless ha ha, they let out the huge beach balls out again. (My brother's grad)
So Mr. D is harmless.
Unless I give Natalie her scissors back.
Today:
Before school-Gave James his gift and letter and I wish I wrote more on the letter but oh well. And I thought he was blushing but he wasnt, he was just a tad sunburnt but Id like to still think that my letter reminded him all of the nice stuff and made a huge impact on him and that he'll stay "blushing" like that for a couple days. But, like, Im also crazy.
L. Arts-Started watching To Kill A Mockingbid. and found out about reading groups, ooooh no. I remember last year, Watership Down reading group *shudder* oh look! Im Fiver!
Algebra-Hee hee, I once again understand the math crap and Mr. D doesnt! Maybe Im the opposite of what he's capable of. So, Im gonna be a master at probility and be an excellent disector. (I GOT PROBLEM C, #3!!)
Lunch-Um, Natalie didnt eat and I got pissed. Sleep deprived people are supposed to be hungier than usual because the brain releases a chemical that makes you hungry. But no, thats not her.
CIM-Um, played candyland (wrong though) for the first time in my life. I cant believe that game is for 3 to 6 year olds.
Gym-Played EXTREME! Four-square...poorly. And talked to Tyler for the first time in a couple of days. And found out that the Book includes Harry Potter in it...*shiver*
Science-Michael was nasty. Jeff was still black. Lol. THe whole period they were quoting out of the Simpsons, Family Guy and American Dad. And the sad thing was that I watched those shows too and understood them. "Christians dont believe in gravity" "GI Joe pops out of the bathroom stall when they take out the vodka"
Social Studies-Watched Lyddie. Made my finger a homie McDonald's worker. Complete with a hat James made. Well, techincally a cup, but still.
Then-Another memorable hug/kiss.
Arr, Im sick.
I have a cold.
I got it from a friggin 20 month old.
So, no one touch me.
I want ice cream.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Funeral on a 6th Month Mark |
| 05.01.05 (4:50 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Be My Escape by Relient K
Current bands on my myspace tabs...Blue Sky Goodbye, the Format, Relient K, Hellogoodbye, All American Rejects, Something Corporate, and Brown Eyed Deception.
Ar, yesterday was not so happy.
It was a funeral day and we drove up to Tacoma (3 hour long drive). We were all black dressed and I had a skirt and my stupid boots on. Went to someones house and ate noodles. The house was filled with asians in black clothing. After, we drove to the funeral place and the family friends of my cousin started crying and wouldnt enter the place. I walked in and we sat in the third row. There was like 40 minutes of "viewing the body". My mom wouldnt let Calvin and me go up and so my dad went with all of our roses. Shit, when the mother went up and then started crying hysterically and saying gon, gon, ma something sorry something something and all in cambodian. And all of the cambodian people started crying and the people who didnt understand just like sat there. I didnt cry... until people started talking about her. The english speeches didnt get me as much as the khmer ones. Like her husband...whatever man. And the mother went up again to talk and didnt talk about her daughter, she talked to her daughter. And about her death. No one wanted to go up. And my foster grandma came up and talked..and her friends and "Aunt" Bull. After speeches they moved the casket and my mom told Calvin and me to not look at it but my dad was so I couldnt resist. There cant be any bad luck from watching them move the casket. And the monks came out from their room and started chanting for 10 minutes. Dear god did I feel bad about the Caucasian folk. There they are in the back of a mass of Cambodians with their heads bent and their hands in prayer position. After, the police escorted more than 60 cars to the burial grounds. We went through 3 intersections and the people were mean and cut us off until the police drove and stopped them. There were two people who stopped and cut everyone off so we could go though. We drove past graves until we got to hers. More monks chanting, view of the gravestone..the family made us leave so she could get buried. Went to Jenn's house (this girl whos sorta like the booger, vomit, poop talking sick whos 13 and thinks of me as an idol since Im so much bigger and her bong.) Then Molly's and that was neat, we watched mtv2 and ate more. We went back to the first house to have desert and to say goodbye.
Man.
It was nice to see everyone in the family in one place though.
Even though this wont happen for a long time, I want a simple circle with a hole in the middle for my gravestone. And monks. And no yellow, pink, or light purple flowers. Or any flowers that would make me sick. And a simple casket. Id like a silk covered moshi pillow. And like more than two police people to escort people. And maybe be buried with a book about stuff about me.
Hum.
Now to explain the 6th month mark...
April 30 is James' and my six month anniversery.
Yes, six months.
No, I dont believe it either.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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Indie Rock | | 83% |
Classic Rock. | | 67% |
Emo & More | | 67% |
Indie | | 63% |
Punk & Pop Punk. | | 50% |
Britpop | | 46% |
Ska | | 42% |
Hip Hop & Rap | | 42% |
Industrial | | 38% |
Mainstream | | 33% |
Hardcore | | 25% |
Country | | 13% |
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