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| Wake up at Ten, Take a Four Hour Nap |
| 10.29.05 (5:19 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Friday Nights by the Click Five
WAHOO!
I LOVE THE CLICK FIVE!
ID WRITE ON MY ARM WITH A PERMANENT MARKER IF I WAS COMPLETE IDIOT LIKE THAT ONE CHICK ON THE MUSIC VID FOR JUST THE GIRL!!!
Lol.
Ive noticed a lot of people are like currently obsessed with the song Dirty Little Secret.
Er, hello? Way to be a couple months late.
Thats so old.
You guys should listen to Stab My Back, I like that one.
And I bet the people who just bought the all-american reject's third cd paid like 12 dollars.
Sucker, I got it for seven.
And right on the date it came out.
Hardcore fan.
(refer to post titled THE LOSER I AM, dated July 19th)
Anyway.
I went to places today and then took a long ass nap when I got back home.
Im still tired.
And I didnt read Family Happiness.
This post was mainly complaining in a non-complaining way now that Ive just reread what I just said about the people who now love Dirty Little Secret, the All-American Rejcts and Move Along.
At costco, we bought a giant bag of Brachs candy.
And they make peppermints.
I bit a hole in the bag and took three of em.
Oh how I love peppermints.
How I really, really, really like peppermints.
So much, if like some dude gave me a bag of them, Id fall in love.
I think I might go get another.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| This Dead Feeling Everyone Shares |
| 10.28.05 (6:02 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Soma by The Strokes
It's not enjoyable.
I had just passed out on my moms bed like twenty minutes ago. Why didnt I stay asleep there?
But one, I had to take my med and I have to eat food with it (plus dinner at five isnt dinner at all) and I have this weird thing about going to bed at like eight thirty.
Also if I was gonna get up and brush my teeth, I might as well do other stuff.
In Cambodia I went to bed at 8 to 9. Why cant I do that here? Why must I always go to bed at 11? WHATS WRONG WITH ME?! I KNOW IF I GO TO SLEEP THAT LATE I'LL GET A LESS THAN SIX HOUR SLEEP THINGY.
I cant even think.
My lips hurt.
Like seriously.
I found out yesterday that my skin problem is also on my lips.
Hey, explains a lot.
Argh. Tomorrow Im reading Family Happiness. Sunday Im reading The Death of Ilych. The three days after Im reading Master and Man. Ill write the paper that weekend or the next week. Type everything up at home, email to self, correct it at my cousin's and use their printer like, sometime.
Why the hell would that guy who directed Lord of the Rings make a three hour long King Kong movie?
Even the Harry Potter movie isnt that long.
IM SO GOING TO THAT!!
Even though I didnt highly enjoy the fourth book.
My cousin is standing on the computer desk, no, wait, she jumped onto my head and I pushed her away.
I made a new friend this week.
Michael in Chemistry who sits behind me and likes kicking my chair, poking me, swishing my hair around and taking/using my "most super cool awesome" pencil.
And Brent who sits next to him is tight. But we're not exactly friends yet.
I hate Ms. Casteel.
She speaks to me like Im a complete idiot.
Well shes a complete idiot.
"Ok...guys..make way for Lisa...she needs to find her box and put her tools in it"
-Lisa gets the bottom stupid box and puts the goddamn tools in it
"Wow...that..was...fast"
Not that she talks slowly, but like loud and clear so I..can..understand...her...eeeeenglish.
Yeah lady, well, fuck you.
I feel like a fatass when eating bagels with cream cheese.
Bagels have as much as fat as like four pieces of white bread.
And then cream cheese?
Ugh. I feel fat.
This week Ive been averaging five hours of sleep every night.
And no naps in AT either. Ive been working on global studies honors.
Ah, global studies.
Good class.
You do nothing.
Today, I was late, and I met my class when they were walking to the tech lab. Mr. Dellerba hadnt taken role yet. We had to write our autobiographies.
Mine was four pages.
And not done yet.
Man do I talk about myself a lot.
But hey, Clinton took over nine hundred so whatever.
I may not do the science fair thing.
It took my three days to talk to Mr. Geren.
How am I gonna talk to him regularly when doing this project if I like cant.
I walked to my cousins house with a backpack over twenty pounds.
Two binders, two textbooks, two notebooks, my extra crap, four regular books, and PE clothes.
Hot. My back. It hurts.
You know whats a nice thing about being sleep deprived?
You only care about yourself.
You dont think of other people.
You dont think of your problems because your brain's so fucking fried.
My B in chemistry doesnt matter.
James is just another guy and not a heartache.
Jared is worthless just like Ty.
Honors? who cares. Do whatever.
I havent learned anything from the last two weeks of Japanese doesnt faze my behind self.
My ache problem is a blur.
How I need more potassium isnt important.
I talked to Bucket whos in two of my classes finally yesterday.
Val was supposed to come back on the 14th.
If she still has that court date, prepare for it love.
Youre getting your ass back in Beaverton wheres its freezing cold.
Freezing cold.
I had two jackets, my hat and a scarf.
Scarves are amazingly warm.
Lots of heat around the neck area if you cover it.
Argh.
My lips.
I sound like Napoleon.
Gosh.
Your lord and master who will get enough sleep this weekend but wont be enough,
Lisa
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| Follow up... |
| 10.21.05 (5:27 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Stars and Boulevards by Augustana
Thank you thank you thank you Natalie, and thank you Ian for giving Augustana to Nat.
Late nights won't do me justice
cause when I drink
I just get so damn depressed,
and its not like I ain't trying to get over you.
It's just hard to look at the seasons, pass me over too.
Oh, seems like I'm always on my own,
seems like I'm never coming home
seems like I'm always on my..
All the stars and boulevards ain't close enough for you.
[My favorite song has to be Bullets though, even though like, lyrics are like wack]
[But Wasteland, his voice is so shexy shexy sexy]
So yes.
Right.
Before school-I tried coming early, didnt work. Recieved something from my cousins that was broken, yeah thanks for you know, giving me a whole thing. Tried finding Jared (found his brother pretty quick though, without trying), and didnt find him until five minutes until class. We walked around the south side twice even though both our classes are in the north. Find out that he also had PE and geometry today. So, acting, PE, geometry, global studies. I love walking around with that boy. "The superintendent is coming to see our play. You know, super makes him sound so important and official. If we just called him the intendent, people would be like 'oh'. *some other example most likely about Super-principal*" Me-Ha ha, SUPER-Jared. *Jared laughs*
Lit and Comp-Somewhat enjoyed the class. I didnt make a face at Ms. Ray. And I was the best reader in my reading group, also we were next to Ms. Ray's desk, so she's gotta know Im smart now. And I sat on the stool instead of a desk, thats right, Im superior to those bitches. Everyone is below me.
AT-Read three stories out of my GRIMM'S FAIRY TALES book (yes, mine, first time I bought a book for myself for a couple of months now). And then fell asleep for the rest of the period. Honest to God, I fell asleep and I woke up when the music started playing and the people in my class were being loud about packing up. But my foot was asleep because I was like in a half criss cross pose thing.
[passing time, Nat told me about honors stuff for chemistry and extra credit GODDAMN MS. HESS FOR NOT LOVING OUR CLASS!]
Intro the Child Care-We had a sub, and the five loudest and bitchiest girls in my class got all loud and pissed off the sub so much that she called the security guards, the principal came to our class and talked to us and she yelled at everyone for twenty minutes in front of the guest speaker we had. Excellent. The principal was pretty stressed, he said something about homecoming friday, assembly and he's expecting a call about a baby that was due. Hot, he's like, getting a kid.
Lunch-Bad. I was all hurried. I was supposed to go to Dobashi's to get pizza but no, fat ass Algebra II ate it all. And I tried getting tickets to Aladdin but they were sold out. Goddamn first lunch!!! They get everything first!! I was pretty sad. HOLY SHIT, THE PLAY IS STARTING RIGHT NOW! BAD! FEELINGS! I WANT TO GO! And I tried waiting for Jared to finish eating his "pizza" but he was too slow and he walked the opposite way with Jacob. Second A day where we didnt roam the halls. And like, no pizza, but Dobashi was doing some sweet card tricks.
[passing time, met with Jared, went into his class. His teacher talked to me a little and said I was welcomed in his class even if he didnt know me. I WANT HIM FOR GLOBAL STUDIES!! WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE ONE OF THE FOOTBALL COACHES?!?! Yeah, then I left. But before that, James gave me and Jared the look again, and this time I got pissed. Thank you God for letting me be angry. But then I started complaining to Jared and he said something along the lines "Are you only hanging out with me because you want to make him jealous/angry?" That made me speechless. I wonder where he'd ever get that. Goddamn, Id never do that. Its been seven weeks, what kind of idiot would hang out with another guy for 7 weeks to make another jealous? Im a Duckie who isnt in love. Cept, like, you should always fall in love with Duckie. Duckie is just too hot. [Watch Pretty In Pink]. Idiot. I love hanging out with Jared, its like hanging out with Tyler but better because Jared doesnt have to hurt himself to make me laugh. And its amazing how much the boy knows. And how honest he is.
Assembly and after school-Crowded, but better than the last. And the dance team didnt dance with their ass to us that much!! Wonderful improvement. Tim got prince or whatever. Yay! Alex Johnson got the crown too, did not want her to get it. She was so nice in 1st grade then she lost brain cells. To think she used to be my best best friend. And then we got out and I saw Ellen! Goddamn is she like, not like the person she was in 6th grade. Good I guess. I love her voice now. Man does she look like a goth though. Oh well, EXCELLENT! I HAVENT SEEN HER SINCE 6TH GRADE!!
And now Ive realized, Jared is in a nice part of this post.
Sorta like how James was sorta the topic of the last.
Not that Im boy crazy or something, but I have an issue.
I think I like James but I desperately dont want to.
And here's this other guy whos gorgeous like his older brothers but for some odd reason I just cant, just cant like him. Well, I can, but, not now.
Yeah, this is sad.
I cant go to the game or homecoming.
Im gonna be alone for until Sunday.
Damnit, monday is a b day....
Things to do:
- Talk to Mrs. Hess about extra credit
- Talk to Mrs. Casteel about honors for math?
- Ask for the honors sheet for Global Studies
- Talk to that guy in N127? about the science fair
- Come up with an experiment by next Friday.
- Update Japanese notes
- Finish late Japanese homework
- Find all books and notebooks
- Copy down whatever from Japanese notebook to lit and comp notebook since I forgot it
- Talk to Bang Sensei about honors for Japanese?
- Download Red Light School District songs off of myspace
- Create my own myspace just for Ellen
- Ask Nat about art club, if I can still go even though I missed two of the meetings and the KEY club people about joining the club even though I missed four meetings.
- Take a shower right now
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Tired, again |
| 10.20.05 (8:04 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Something by Daphne Loves Derby and doesnt have mushrooms in it
Ick, this asian bun thing has mushrooms in it...And not the good kind
This weekend, I went to bed at one and woke up at 12. Then schoolday, I went to bed at 10:30 and wake up at 6. Its now Thursday, Ive been doing that since sunday..and I still cant get the hang of it. And I take an hour doing shit so I finally get into my bed at 11:30 but then I lie there for quite a long time.
Theres this little thing that keeps pestering me.
Its not even little anymore, its not huge, but it's worth a nice 4 dollars.
Now I have like a little packet of rice crackers wrapped in seaweed (size of the stuff given by airplane people) and two lychee jelly cups. I like how the cups arent a retarded heart shape anymore.
Ugh. My eyes.
When seriously tired, I get those lines on the eyelids. You white people have em, lol, but asians usually dont.
Hey, hot, I havent had them since 2nd grade. You know, before I got fat.
Faaat.
Tomrrow Im gonna watch Aladdin. Exciting. The homsley brothers and a wykowski.
Ah, Tims so hot.
I nearly fell asleep 8 minutes ago.
Watching 1940 films about WWII isnt so exciting. Theres a lot of people marching.
Ok.
You know whats really fucking goddamn hot?
That the only thing on my mind the past two weeks is James.
You know, the guy who dumped me 48 days ago.
I still like him and I cant believe myself.
I honestly cant believe myself.
A couple of weeks ago he wore this hot blue sweater and I ran away to find Jared. Or maybe I was with Jared.
And maybe it was then that I knew that a tiny small part of me still liked him.
Sure James was an ass for dumping me on the second day of a new school but hey, I wasnt the best girlfriend that summer.
Thats what you get with an asian.
I dont know why I like him right now.
Before, I didnt want to see his face. And everytime I did, I usually walked around with Jared and he'd give us evil stares. Stares where its like he wants me and Jared dead even though Jareds innocent.
And Id get super pissed and start yelling about it to Jared.
But then I didnt get the stares when I wasnt with Jared and hey, I realized how like he doesnt like me and Jared walking around together.
[Im attracted to Jared like how Im attracted to coffee tables]
And everytime he gives us the stares now, Id get sad.
Super sad.
And an incredible urge where I want to throw Jared into the glass of the classroom and give him a hug and make him forgive me for what Im doing wrong.
And I want to sit outside of his math/spanish class and wait for him but I cant.
It wouldnt be right.
Goddamn myself.
Ill be kicking my ass in the morning for this post.
But hey, if Val can write about Bucket, Mike and those other guys and Natalie can write about Mike and Ian so extremely fucking freely, what the hell. Sure I waited quite a bit of time to say this shit but whatever. Im going crazy. In global studies today, I wanted to yell to my super quiet class about this secret liking for James Wykowski.
My hearts gonna burst.
Oregon weather is colder without him and his four jackets he'd give to me.
Or, Id stash from him.
This is it.
Ive gone mad.
Maybe this is what he felt when I had quit the relationship back in March for three days.
Hell, if he wanted ten cds, Id give him those ten cds.
Im mad crazy. Its been 48 days..plus the summer.
Why now?!
WHY?!?!
WWWWW
HHHHHH
YYYYYYY
?!?!?!?!?!
!?!?!?!?!?
?!?!?!?!?!
!?!?!?!?!?
?!?!?!?!?!
I went to Meadow today because of Calvins conference.
Vberg and Doyle were busy and so I walked around the school in hopes of talking to Lytle and Ms. Minten but he was too busy and I couldnt find her.
So I talked to Ms. Bruning for twenty minutes and then went to the book fair to buy Ms. Vanden Berg a book off of the wishlist.
Finally she saw me after I walked by Doyle's classroom three times and came out some time later.
I gave her the book and she hugged me twice, the 8th graders waiting for the conference looking at this weird girl in a weird hat.
Mr. Doyle was too busy with this harassed looking lady with awful hair to come out.
Ms. Vanden Berg told me I should come back at a better time and she wanted to talk about high school and Val.
How she knows so much is beyond me.
How great she is is beyond the moon.
I say, we all go to Meadow on a staff day.
We all as in..
Natalie, Val, Mattie, Leslie, Nataly, (Katie), Rachel, Megan G and Shayla, Karen and YOSHIE.
And then Tyler, Boki, Jared, Aaron, James, Mike and Jon.
Roam the halls, talk to the teachers.
Maybe try to get Ms. Mullins ass over at Meadow and have her bring mcdonalds like she did that one time.
I gotta talk to her about music.
My sleep deprived self is gonna go to bed now since its 11.
Ah, A days, only hard class I have is Japanese. Not even.
I get to sleep during AT..yessss.
Ellen is coming over to see me after school!! Yay!!
I should bring her something asian. Like the rice crackers.
Your crazy and gonna regret this post later lord and master,
Lisa
Forgive me, but I can't be everything you deserve
And I know it's too late to crawl back to you tonight
But theres a few things that I just need you to know
The way I felt when we were close
And how the stars explode everytime you are near
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| The Modern Age |
| 10.14.05 (3:33 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-The Modern Age by The Strokes
The Killers are killing me.
Words are killing me.
How my baby cousin is allergic to cake is killing me cuz Ive got a piece of vanilla cake and cheesecake in the fridge just for me and I cant eat it when shes around since she loves cake.
You guys viewed my blog 70 times since last night.
Excellent job.
My thigh is annoying the hell outta me.
I get to go see my dermatologist on the 27th...finally.
Nothings like getting some steroid cream for me skin and getting told my acne problem is a real actual problem.
Someone remind me to tell him about betadine. Excellent stuff that I had to use in Cambodia. Its a thingy that heals wounds AND is an antibacterial. After a week of using that brown stuff, my feet look lovely.
Today is the 14th, couple more days until Halloween and then Thanksgiving and my birthday.
Holidays are great.
I dont get homecoming.
I dont want to go.
Or well, lets see.
To go to homecoming, I would have to wear the dress I got handmade in Cambodia for 12 dollars. And then Id have to wear those shoes I wore for theme park because those are like the only shoes that match the dress. Or I could wear my silver ones with the giant clear heels with flowers in them. But those are silver and my dress is a gothic red. With red flowers on them made out of beads. But, the dress is quite long so maybe I could wear my boots and no one would care since maybe they wont be able to see it due to the dress length. Also, Id have to buy a strapless bra. Cuz this dress is one of those dresses where theres a strap over one shoulder and the other is bare.
And then, what do I do if I need a coat? Is there a place to upt your coat? I dont think so.
Would I have to have a purse? Because I hate purses. But what will hold the chapstick (yes, no goddamn lipstick) that I would be bringing? Some guy with pockets? Put it on a pouch tied to my leg?
Yeah right.
I dont have a date either. Unless someone is gonna ask. But he should of last week. If he does this week, Im punching him. And like, what will happen then? Will he pick me up? Or shall I pick him up? Go off to the restaraunt where ever Natalie and Mattie's going. Who cares about what my parents think, theyll understand. Im not too worried about that.
Yeah, so without a date, what would I do? My friends will be off dancing. Nah, be off with their dates. And then when the slow song hits, what happens. Will I sit there and chat with other people? The celebration was so much easier, no one danced and there were places to walk around. Also wasnt formal. But homecoming is like, what only the cafeteria? With dresses and suits? Hm, I wonder where theyre gonna put the dj/band/dj.
I think I would be more into this if I had a date and I knew all of my friends were gonna go. I only know that Natalie, Mattie, Mike and James are gonna go. What about Leslie, Val, Katie, Rachel, and Heather?
If I were to go, I may have to go with my cousins. Argh.
And if I were to go, Id go to the game and then theres Aladdin that I want to go to. Three things on a span of three days...thats a lot to ask for. Usually I ask my parents about one thing every three weeks. This is Aladdin, football game AND a dance.
One thing for a football game, another for a birthday party but all of that?
Goddamn this dance, why couldnt it be in November?
My new geometry class...
Chris Knauer, Chelsea Caroll and Hailey DeMarre in it from bethany. And this nice chick named Ashley who Chris knew. And a guy named Johnny who cried watching Just Like Heaven and A Lot Like Love. A Lot Like Love because.."it was so sad! Like, the girl rejects the guy even though he played on his guitar! because shes engaged!" and he WENT to go see Just Like Heaven..."I went to go Just Like Heaven and theres this girl whos in a coma and theres this guy who lives in her apartment and shes like a ghost who hangs out with him and he helps her like lead herself back to her body and she forgets everything so like she doesnt know who he is anymore! But then they touched each other and then everything came back to her and they fell in love." And hes not queer, oh man is he not queer. Hes six six or something, I dunno, he's just SO GODDAMN TALL! I LOVE IT! And he had a green track jacket and jeans and brown hair and Johnnys his name. Chris was like "yep, ha ha, thats Johnny" and I went, "I think I may love him"
Because hes like hot, super tall and he cried from chick flicks. Oh man.
I think I may be ok with this. Sure I really liked Dobashi's class but hey, I havent laughed so much in a class since last year. And the teacher gave us cookies!
New musical/music related interests...
-Finding my new Bloodhound Gang cd
-The Bravery
-Augustana
-Red Light School District
-Next Door
I seriously want all of their cds.
Ah, right, Natalie, YOURE SO GIVING ME A COPY OF AUGUSTANA!!
Shall I give you a blank cd or do you have some?
Other things Ive been thinking about...
-The Format Starter Pack (t-shirt, four stickers, four buttons, a poster, three cds) for 30 dollars on theformatmerch.com
-Doing chemistry homework
-Doing other homework
-Finishing GRIMM'S FAIRY TALES and CHOKE by Chuck Palahniuk (he lives here, we must hunt him down)
-Dr. Robert Bell my dermatologist (must go check up my skin, seriously, its beginning to majorly suck)
-Finding all of my cds and putting them in ONE SPOT!
-Burning cds onto real cds so I can delete them (man do I have a lot of them on my computer)
-Taking a shower right now...
Ok, CHOKE is an excellent book. But extremely DIRTY.
Anyone who doesnt want to read about sex addicts and them doing their thang, choking and Chuck Palahniuk's writing ways..DO NOT READ IT! OR LIKE DO ANYTHING WITH IT!
Sex addicts..round the world..oh man.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Another Day, Another Night, Another Year |
| 10.13.05 (7:17 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Jingle Jangle by Hot Hot Heat
Another smile, another tear.
This week was very exciting. Seriously, I pissed my pants so many times.
Not.
Highlights are new geometry class, walking around with Jared (cuz you know, its always fun to hang out with a Great One), not having homework at all, honestly not giving a shit about my 1st and 2nd period classes anymore and screwing up my cellphone, lol.
I should be a Great One, but Boki wont let me.
Yeaaah well up his.
So, I found my manual for my cellphone and I read through the first three pages and I read how nice passwords were. I decided that I should enable my password thing. Well, excellent, if I remembered what I put as a password three weeks ago. Not so excellent if I had no clue, and had to go to the store to get a new SIM. Taiku (honestly love this salesperson, honestly freaking love him..even if he could be gay/homoish) laughed at my greeting message, how I screwed up my phone adn the background I had. All was excellent.
Just that, because I couldnt use it for a day and a half, had left it on, and then played two games..it died.
Just like my mood for posting something.
I sound COMPLETELY stupid when talking to James.
Course you know, you gotta sound nice.. Nice..completely stuid. Ah ha.
Im not liking this conversation.
And now I shall dash from this thing cuz I gotta talk to Nat about her EXTREMELY HOT groping skills.
Lol.
*dance*
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Allergic to Dogs |
| 10.08.05 (8:37 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Homesick at Space Camp
WE MISS YOU! (We miss you, we miss you, we miss you)
Today..
My mom screamed at me and I woke up at 1:26. Nothings like getting yelled at when you were just unconsious. I ate half a chewy bar and went to Barnes and Noble. I spent 28 dollars on three books. Only on books I spend so much money on. But when the guy said 28 dollars, I yelped out What?! 28?! Oh well. One of them was for Nataly. Then I went to Winco and bought stuff. Went home at like 4, did stuff. At 5:50, left the house for Nataly's. Got there ten minutes late because my mom drove and we got lost four times in her neighborhood and there was traffic near Sunset.
Hung out, ate pizza, unwrapped gifts, had cupcakes and watched Robots. Kokoa the dog was sitting next to me and I was petting her since she didnt smell and if a dog smells, I know Im allergic to it. But, hey, I was allergic to her anyway.
Man, my whole family isnt allergic, why are me and Calvin allergic?!
Hes got it worse though. When he gets allergies, he gets allergies.
I just get red eyes that itch and a runny nose. But he. gets. allergies. Like hardcore ones.
Friday school-nothing. Except the announcements during 4th period. Oh man. That guy is so sexy for asking a girl to homecoming like that. Seriously hott.
If a guy were to ask me to homecoming like that, Id like him to play I Want To Hold Your Hand by the Beatles with suits and play like the Beatles.
Cuz they used to be so hot.
Fa la la la.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| 2nd Cousins? *twitch twitch twitch* |
| 10.06.05 (12:36 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Float On by Modest Mouse
Float on, float on, float on...
Ok.
So.
My 2nd cousins are unbelievably STUPID.
After school today, Natalie told me about the last honors meeting.
Thanks Mrs. Hess, for telling our class about it, seriously. I mean, I totally knew there was a meeting today.
So I started cussing and then my cousins showed up.
I dont want to say cousins, since they arent really cousins.
Theyre my 2nd cousins and we're not related by blood AT ALL. Theyre my (nurse also by marriage) uncle's sister's kids. They were born in fucking Cambodia. They lived there for a good 13 years plus more for the junior one.
Theyve been in the US for like two years.
Theres this girl in Japanese class who knows more English than both of them combined and she's been here for like two years too.
Good job for them eh?
So yeah, I tell them to wait, I had to do something in school for a moment and that I was gonna follow that girl (AKA Natalie) to do it. They told me that they could walk home. Whatever, idiots, who would walk when youve got a ride home?! Theres no use fighting them about that. I told them if they saw mommy on the way home, tell her to wait like ten minutes. Or go back to their house and wait for me there.
What they told my mom was that I went off to Natalie's house to do a project and that she should go back home.
Ok. How can you not understand this?!/Our conversation-
Me-You! Ok! I have. To. Do something for school. Just wait. For like. Ten minutes. Im going to follow. That girl to do it.
Them-What?! Its ok Leeeeesah! We can walk home!
Me-*slightly angry* No, just wait here or go to my mom.
Them-We walk home!
Me-Ok, fine, if you see mommy, tell her to wait TEN MINUTES. Or or go to your house and wait there! No! Tell her to wait!!!
Them-Ok ok! Good bye!
So after the damn short meeting, I went to behind the tennis courts and I dont see my mom.
She called me. So she went back home because her cell phone was at home. I call her back since I accidentally closed it on her. She said shit about my cousins and I got even more mad at them.
HOW CAN THEY NOT UNDERSTAND THE SIMPLE WORDS OUTTA MY MOUTH?!
THEYVE BEEN HERE FOR LIKE A REALLY LONG TIME! OR LONG ENOUGH!!
Walk halfway to my cousins house then my mom showed up.
I told her what really happened and she said that was funny.
I started insulting and yelling about THE DAMN FUCKING CAMBODIANS!
But I didnt swear.
Seriously though, IM SO GODDAMN EMBARRASSED TO BE CAMBODIAN!
CAMBODIANS ARE THE STUPIDEST SHITS ON EARTH!
Why could I be full Chinese or something.
Damn this quarter of Cambodianess.
[All of my grandparents excluding the grandma living are Chinese born. They had my dad and mom in Cambodia. They moved outta there before they hit 17. Not even reallly since of the war and they had to be in Commie camps and shit. So really, Im Chinese but my parents are Cambodian born and only my dad speaks Chinese]
Now this shouldnt be a big thing.
But yesterday, I was over at their house, explaining what functions were for thirty minutes for the junior one. Oh, yeah, shes in Algebra I. So what if she just moved here. Its math. Math is universal. EXCEPT IN CAMBODIA WHERE THEY DONT KNOW HOW TO ADD IN THEIR HEADS!! [At the shitty markets, Calvin and I would total our purchases in a fifth of the time it took them to use their calculators. How hard is it to get the total price for 9 pants for 2 dollars each and a pair of shorts for 3 dollars?!]
Functions. Chapter Two. I told her what they were, went through four problems with her, told her to read the damn chapter and she still didnt get it. She didnt even read the chapter. Yeah, this is where my control freak aunt is going wrong. She solves the problems for her and gives her the answers. She *tries* to teach her the stuff. Im getting worried, um, she's only on chapter two. What happens when shes on chapter six about those like four formulas for finding points and slopes?! Even I had a problem with that chapter!
Before I went over to their house though, I had to suffer through a KEY Club meeting because they told me to wait for fifteen minutes. Hey, ok, they told me to go to the meeting which was horrid and forced me to do bad things for fifteen minutes. I just told them to get to the car and wait for LIKE TEN!
ARGH!!
And and I told them the first week of school that MY MOM WAS GOING TO DRIVE THEM TO AND BACK FROM SCHOOL EVERY THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. My mom even said if she couldnt, she'd tell them.
And and and and every thursday and friday since then we had to call them to tell them that.
Shits.
Hate Cambodia.
The n hundred people who went there before told me that they had a blast and they want to go again.
Sooo why does my family absolutely hate it?!
Or well, doesnt want to go back.
BUT I ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY HATE THE DAMN COUNTRY!!!
Before I went, I thought Cambodians were ok I guess. I still thought that it would of been better if I was full Chinese though.
Now after, I hate Cambodians, hate the language, hate the culture, hate almost everything about it.
Ripping off dumbass market people and the cheap stuff over there isnt that bad. Nor the desserts (that I didnt have over there, I mean the desserts my mom and grandma make over here).
But thats it.
ARGH!
Your angry lord and master who probably didnt make perfect sense,
Lisa
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| Latin Speaking Skunk and SUMMAS |
| 10.05.05 (7:09 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-The Good Times Are Killing Me by Modest Mouse
Kick butt buzz-cut dickheads
who didn't like what I said.
The good times are killing me.
Jaws clenched tight we talked all night,
oh but what the hell did we say?
The good times are killing me.
Today I had duct tape on my chest (no big thing now) and MODEST MOUSE on it. WAHOO!
Global Studies-I cant debate. At all. But its ok. Cuz I was in a group of guys, and they asked me to be in their group. Good, a breakthrough. And Kyle was awfully nice. Man, how could I have ever been against skateboarders, theyre soo awesome. Except that shorty named Adam. Yeah, his hair sucks, hes not a proper redhead (not even a good shade, like he's stale or something) and he's short. You cant be short if youre a skateboarder!!! I believe Im the only girl in my class who doesnt have like some female partner. Cheryl and A..forgot name, Chelsea Allison and Caitlin in their group, beh. Anyway, about the debate-Sucked. We had to debate about "The Military should be the first response to a natural disaster" Of course Im on the against side. Military sucks. But, its also very hard to research that topic. Also very hard to put a word or two in when youre against this smart ass Indian dude who could kill with words. He remembered everything we said. And more. There were like three parts-Questions, answers and statements. I had to answer the other side's questions. Um, wow, why did I not see me failing terribly when I said "ok" for that part??! Im excellent at questions!! When Juan didnt have a proper question, I popped a perfect one! "What resources, GUNS?!" Blah blah theres a lot more (at this, I should of said Well yeah! the military does have resources but do they give them all to the people with needs?! Hell no! In an article on a military website, it said that "soldiers" had hot meals, showers and a place to sleep. Did they give those things to people who no longer had anything to call for their own?! Not all! Barely! Enough to make them fake heroes!) But I didnt. Damn Herish or whatever. I wanted to like pop him on the head with like a backpack. It was all good though. Alex said I did okay. Tommy said that I should of have done the questions part since he noticed that I was pretty strong with that. So he's a football player...he has brain cells.
Advisory-I sat there for five minutes. And then we had to nominate people for homecoming. I didnt bother, I watched Andy and that one other kid who I totally like more than Andy vote for people. They asked me for a guy, and I said CHRIS KNAUER! Cuz you know, Chrissy boy is so homecoming king material. And then they needed a girl, said Natalie since I thought Andy might of liked her. Nope. Thinks shes a lesbian. (I found out after school that at least two people voted for me, ha, yeah right) After, we had to do Career Ed shit. The other guy was quite nice, he had the paper to mostly my direction. And everytime Andy took it, he took it back and put it in front of me and him. Andy's dumb man.
Gym-Ok, I dont need advice from someone special. "Oh, it would help if you made your arms wider. You need to make your back straight. Youve got to go lower" Ok, you didnt do perfect push ups either Ms. My Ass Was In The Air and I Went Down Only Four Inches. Get away from me!! I dont care if we went to the same middle school! I didnt know your name!!
Chem-For the first class since my very first two classes, I sat somewhere not where I usually sat. Whatever. I finished the test before all the other freshmen.
Lunch-Good, I forgot to bring a lunch and people gave me enough food to be a really nice lunch. Sandwich, apple, grapes...mints
Geometry-Theres no downside to geometry. Ive got a friend (Shey!), its math and not some hippie dippy crap and Dobashi's cool.
Ha, Mrs. Wykowski loves the gift I gave to James.
Well, yeah, its totally asian, handmade and a table thingy.
Would of been so much better if I found a silk store and got the giant blanket I wanted to get. Oh well. Cambodia's damned.
Yeah! So like I got tricked! Damn those Angkor Wat sellers!! Man do they know how to trick people. They told me they were selling blankets and I saw a part of it and was like Oh awesome! It looks so cool! But then after I got it, the silk was awfully hard, and it was awfully small to be a blanket. And after I wrapped the gift, my aunt saw the other ones my dad and mom bought and was like "thats not a blanket, thats one of those things you put on top of tables"
Buut, I bought a medium sized "blanket" and my dad and mom got large ones. The large ones are big enough for king sized beds.
Hmm....
*slaps forehead anyway*
Aaaaand I couldnt find the other part of the gift when I was wrapping the "blanket" awesome organization skills I have. How do I lose a wooden statue globe thing?!
*slaps forehead AGAIN*
Tomorrow I get to participate in a Short Story Inquiry Chat for Lit and comp, read/sleep/draw/do homework in AT, learn about babies brains in Shitty And Slow intro to child care, have lunch and maybe walk around with Jared, review Japanese and watch a video.
Wa ha, easy A day.
I need to pick up my pictures from the library.
Sleep.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
PS. I wrote an email to Leslie about a latin speaking skunk.
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