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| 12.27.05 (6:04 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Lets Make This Moment A Crime by The Format
I really like the Format.
They are mine.
Yesterday I went to Best Buy to look for Crosstide's CD and I couldnt find it.
I was so pissed.
And I saw Alysha and Kristina my web partner.
I also went to Costco where I got a cup of coffee that I had to put 7 packets of sugar in it. I didnt fall asleep until three in the morning.
I busted my jaw. I cant open my mouth very wide, it hurts to put food in my mouth, or chew.
Yesterday, I went to a sushi restaurant and after eating my dad waited in line to pay, my mom was by the door, Calvin was in the doorway little room thing and I was outside. So I was standing there waiting for my family to come out when my brother opened the door and shushed me to come inside. I asked why, he said someone was shot and that "I SHOULD COME INSIDE" (except in a whisper yell). So I looked throught the window wall and this guy was lying on the floor. I told Calvin he was crazy, why the hell would I want to go inside a building with a murderer in it?! And my heart stopped. Or beated so much that it seemed numb. Except after a minute of debating whether I should run into the restaurant nextdoor, the guy lying on the floor came out without a gun shot wound.
Calvins an idiot, the guy had like some seizure, hit a newspaper rack and fell down.
So I didnt do anything today.
I even made a schedule that I didnt follow.
My ass is huge.
I really want to hang out with someone.
Boredom has hit.
I wonder if Oprah knows her boyfriend is indian?
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| 12.25.05 (10:17 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Silent Night
I like that song
This Christmas was so unChristmas and unGoddish.
The only christmas carols I heard this month were the ones some of my favorite bands sang, that fake 12 days of christmas on the radio and shit ones on madTV.
And the only festive movie I watched was the Grinch with my cousin so she'd shut up and stay still.
And also we celebrated yesterday.
Here's how our Christmases go...
We celebrate on the eve or the real day, depends which day is better and for the morning we sit around at our own homes. We wake up late. We do late minute wrapping. Then we all head over to my cousins house where they fill us wtith way too much food. We open presents when the adults are done eating and the children are about to fall into food comas. We all sit down on their couch and get our presents. Then we open. Opening lasts for ten minutes. We then play with our stuff/each others stuff. Then we head back home, early or realy late.
This year it was early. I had gotten boots, a skirt, a black jacket, Pokemon Emerald, a magnetic necklace, money and candy.
Good haul compared to last year.
From my parents I got a sweater, Nap D dvd set w/a shirt and a Dynamite talking action figure, money and a belt.
I got myself Phantom of the Opera, I Heart Huckabees, The Format's Interventions and Lullabies, Hellogoodbye's EP, My Chemical Romance's Three Cheers For Revenge and John Mayer Trio Live! cd.
Later..I believe tomorrow, I shall get myself a real Crosstide CD and some other cd, I havent decided.
Poor Calvin didnt get a thing. He was forgotten, he only wanted a game and they couldnt find it. So he got like 180 dollas.
ONE EIGHTY DOLLAS!
Bastard.
So we get to go shopping tomorrow so he can buy halo and a dart board.
Ive gotten hella fat.
When I came back from hell, I wanted to gain a little back but like not this much.
When you lose ten pounds, it would be nice to get two or three back, not like get back to your original weight plus temporary holiday junk.
Gah.
I hope other people had their fun this year.
Last year was sorta better, even though all I had gotten was two clothing pieces and money while everyone else got toys, toys and more toys.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
I want a large peppermint mocha right now.
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| Awake Pretty Darn Early Drinkin' Drinkin' Mah Coffee |
| 12.22.05 (5:58 am) [edit] |
Todays song-Who Did You Think I Was by John Mayer
John Mayer is still so goddamn sexy
It sucks hardcore that he got new old people bandmembers, has a faster beat (Im weird, I really like his slow stuff), half of the songs are like guitar solos and that stuff and the other half is his voice being drowned out by the whatever in the background.
Also this cd (John Mayer Trio Live) is live.
Im not much of a fan of live cds. Live anything.
Except The Format and Coldplay.
I still need Inside Wants Out, Any Given Tuesday oh, and and and and if anyone wants to donate a new Room For Squares that would be quite nice.
I sorta listened to my copy so many times that it has scratches all over it and skips some of the last songs.
Ive been awake for a hour and the sun still isnt up yet.
But its ok, because I have my new john mayer cd and coffee.
I black out a little when I make sudden movements though.
Yesterday I went christmas shopping.
I should of asked for a britelite. Those kick ass.
Yeah, so Christmas shopping makes me really uncomfortable.
Im the only one who knows what to get my cousins and usually its me who digs around stores finding them stuff.
Woah, deja vu...have I written something like this before?
Except I got an amazingly shiny belt and today we're finishing our shopping today at the mall.
Bam, streets of tanasbourne hear I come.
Someone tell me please theres like a towers records there.
Ive only been there twice.
And I got lost both times.
I guess thats what I get for going there when night falls.
Americas society is quite materialistic.
While standing around with my grandma because shes not mobile and Calvin was "looking" for my cousins Matthews gift (which I got instead) I was watching these fat little 10 year olds looking at some retarded shirts.
I dont know who theyre kidding, they cant wear shirts meant for kindergarteners.
That pisses me off. I hate it when kids do that. I didnt do that.
Sure I tried on my sister's clothes but that was for fun.
I acted my age.
And who honestly buys shirts with "blame my sister", "it was the dog" on the front and shit like that?!?!?!
I heard so many people going "oh thats so adorable!"
Sure, it was as adorable as an empty bottle of really good coffee.
That makes me sad.
I drank all of my coffee.
What I find is adorable is little tutus, dresses, and everything I couldnt have.
If I had it my way, I would have worn tutus, summer dresses, sparkly skirts, ballet shoes, and those hickish button shirts that look pretty hot.
But no, I had to wear jeans, regular cotton shirts, overalls and other crap like that.
I WANT A TOM JONES JACKET!
Hot dog, his jackets are so hot.
Theyre like completely made out of sequins.
I want a red one.
Hes such a sexy cat.
Attention span shortening.
Your lord and master who needs her coffee candy now since she ran out of the real stuff,
Lisa
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| I Wrote All Of This But It Looks Like A Bunch Of Scribbles Now |
| 12.19.05 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance
So I was sitting there in the um living room part two? in a rocking chair playing on my gamboy watching Fuse. The daily download's on and the above song is number two or something
*Lisas interupted by her grandma who wants Lisa to check her lottery tickets*
Actually, any song from Plans by Death Cab would be better for todays song..
And yeah, my grandma comes and I ask her if she wants the TV because Im not really watching it and she's all "no, its ok, you watch whatever, this is actually quite interesting" in Cambodian. That did it for me, for the past three hours I was playing on my gameboy and my grandma's interested in My Chemical Romance..I had to stop, lol. It was amazing, my grandma was watching it and commenting on everything in the music video and I was stupified.
I was playing an old pokemon puzzle thing on my purple advance.
I want a nitendo ds.
So today is the first of many.
What will Lisa do this break?
Try to call Nataly and Ty, play on my gameboy until I use up 5 pairs of batteries or when I defeat Pokemon emerald that my cousins are getting me for Christmas, watch Fuse, watch random movies, uncover the secrets of our satellite, and do homework whenever I feel like it.
Which will be never.
Holy shit do I have a lot to do.
I was suppose to find my chemistry newspaper article today but I didnt.
Also supposed to do geometry extra credit but hey, Im lazy.
On saturday I did a lot of stuff though.
I went to WinCo with my mom, grandma, and Calvin. And then bought KFC stuff for my grandma who was hungry and the cashier guy whatever was such a nice queer, really polite. Then I went to Goodwill in downtown with my dad, mom and Calvin because my dad needed some cheap jackets to wear down at work.
Dude, it was an amazing experience. It was my first time ever going to a Goodwill. It was quite amazing, the closest Ive ever been there was being four feet away from one of their trucks. And I went to this massive one in downtown!
I saw a real leather hooker miniskirt. And it had the pocket in the front with its silver metal zipper. Man. That skirt amazed me. I didnt know those exsisted out of the movies. Calvin was severely disgusted. But it was really sad being there. Im guessing its not like the goodwill next to burger king since it was in downtown, where the hobos and poor people live. I felt horrid sorta and really didnt belong with them. Hell, I really REALLY didnt belong in that store. I was wearing jeans from Norstrom and my warm abercrombie jacket. I wanted to buy them all everything they wanted. And then there were these little kids in the toy section looking for toys. I wanted to take them to Toys R Us and let them all spend the money I have. I nearly broke down there, adults is one thing, but poor little kids?. There was this little kid who desperately wanted this one toy, but his mom couldnt..or wouldnt? get it and he was yelling and crying and I seriously wanted to buy it for him.
All I got was a used book and pop rocks.
Driving away from that sad place was pretty hard. But then I had those pop rocks.
Pop rocks are one of the greatest things since the discovery of atoms.
They are uh-mazing.
And hurt a little if you put like half the packet into your mouth and let it go close to your throat.
Snow is also uh-mazing.
Too bad it snowed yesterday.
It would be better if it snows on Friday and lasts until Christmas night.
We havent shopped for presents at all yet. When my mom has a day off we're gonna do some hardcore shopping.
But like yeah, snow is seriously wonderful. Better than pop rocks and baked goods icing combined. Even though it was majorly windy and the snow was beyond dry, it looked so beautiful. My neighbors had turned on their lights, the snow was drifting around and if I had a porch, I would have been out there on a rocking chair with a cup of hot chocolate watching the snowflakes fall and cover the ground.
When I went outside with my cousin and Calvin, it was like magic. We journeyed where no man had walked through (really, we were the first to go out in the snow) and threw snow everywhere. My baby cousin was laughing like mad.
And what was better was that we were the only ones out and it was like the whole neighborhood and snow was ours.
Too bad when I came back inside my TV wasnt mine anymore.
I was watching Forrest Gump-how dare my father change the channel and watch vietnamese crazy stuff!
That lady looked seriously dead.
I now know what an exit ramp is. One step closer to driving.
Which I do not want to do.
But hey, exit ramps are cool. I saw Michael Moore while driving through one.
Or well..he looked like Micahel Moore. They guy was fat, had facial hair, glasses and was in a yellow lambogini? Whatever? Fancy looking car? Yes?
Im seriously tired of people who think I like Jared.
I dont.
Really.
He's another Tyler I guess.
But better looking, can sing and isnt completely worthless.
And has a hot brother.
So those 10+ who think I like him can stop now.
Im totally just using Jared to get to his brother.
I believe Im one step closer to that too.
Cuz I had a dream this morning about how-I dunno it was just really weird.
I was on the beach with someone adn we were running and met these two other people and I fell madly in love. Like madly. But I cant remember who he was or what he looked like (shame). And the next day I went to the persons shop but these terrorists were blooming bombing the stores and the guy I was madly in love with had died in his flower shop and I ran into this shady brick building and Dumbledore is behind this desk with dusty papers and he tried comforting me but he used his bird to fetch Tim Homsley. And Tim comforted me a lot better than Dumbledore had and kissed the top of my head while I was bawling into my arms. I sucked it up though and tried to walk out the door. But Dumbledore is talking to Tim about killing the terrorists and that he was the only one who could do it. (creepy Harry Potter theme yes?) and Tim is all bitter now and walks me out of the door. And somehow I manage to kiss the top of his head since I felt bad that hes the only one who could kill those terrorists.
Who am I kidding? This will never happen.
He'll never do that and fall madly in love with me.
Heres this little freshman with weird ass dreams and a senior who most likely would like to avoid this scary freshman.
And anyway, Im "too random for him"
Or so I was told.
[Violent attacking rabbits arent random!]
I want curly hair.
Now.
Can Lisa survive this super long hair do for the next three months?
Will her hair grow another five inches in those three months?
If it doesnt then Im seriouslly gonna chop it all off and screw off the cancer people who need my hair.
I really want a hair cut.
I really want to dye it maroon.
I really want it to curl.
I would look pretty weird with curly maroon hair and jet black eyebrows...
Oh well.
Shower and nail time!
Oh, that previous post where I was all angry about being asian, yeah, dont pay too much attention to that.
I was just PMSing.
What I really truly hate is the stereotyping, not being born asian.
Your lord and master whos stronger than you think,
Lisa
I am not insecure.
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| 12.16.05 (9:57 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Smile Like You Mean It by the Killers
They are simply amazing.
Still are.
Even better I guess.
So today was slightly ruined by my two infamous cousins.
This morning I was taking chem notes about elements off the internet and its like seven five and they come. Who goes to school at seven five??? Usually I get them past seven fifteen. Psychos. So I had to pack up my chem work, put my shit away, get my coat, unwrap three boxes of candy canes adn put them in a bag, wrap a cupcake, and get Calvin to lock the front door.
I took four minutes, they came back adn asked me why it took so long.
Screw you.
So I ended up losing my PINK PENCIL! YOU KNOW! THE ONE THAT COSTS OVER FIVE DOLLARS! And I forgot my eraser and binder.
But its ok, because I have all of my chem notes.
And then after school they were being all repetitive and telling me that they had to finish this test and that they will be in the lower south and maybe I should go home, maybe I should call my uncle, maybe I should follow them, maybe I should go home, I should call my grandma..so anyway, I didnt notice a Jared standing next to me wishing me a happy holidays. Stupid Cambodians! After yelling at them OK! GO TAKE YOUR TEST! ILL WAIT RIGHT HERE! I DONT NEED TO CALL ANYONE!!!!! I turn and notice him. He's all "you didnt pay attention to me and you didnt hear what I said" and Im all "what? I was just yelling at my stupid cousins!" to him and Rachel. And then he walks away and I run after him since this blooming ex soccer player walks pretty far and fast. I beg, actually beg, about what he said. I offer him my small candy cane. He doesnt want it and walks away faster. He says over his shoulder "i said happy holidays Lisa" [What a tease] And I went OH! And said MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU TOO! ANd shaylas in front of us going "oh, I hate it when people say Happy holidays, why cant they say Merry Christmas?"
And I walk back to Nat, Mattie, Rachel and them people by the stone thing thinking about what Shay said.
You know, as we as a whole get more politically correct, we say Merry Christmas less and less.
Now, who doesnt celebrate Christmas?
Honestly, I believe like everyone celebrates it.
Why cant we just say MERRY CHRISTMAS like we did when we were younger and more christmasy stuff was around us.
In the stores theyre done with Christmas.
Thats pathetic.
My japanese teacher had this whole warm-up about Japanese christmas words.
He teaches japanese man, and hes all giving us Christmas stuff.
Yes, thats what Im talking about.
My global studies teacher asked "who here celebrates Christmas?"
Uh, everyone?
I say anyone who doesnt celebrate Christmas and gets a Merry Christmas should say happy hanukkah, merry kwanzaa or something like that back.
That way itll be better.
Or well, thats what I think.
Anyway, people who dont celebrate anything get presents still right? I mean from their friends? So they could humor us Christmas celebrating people and say merry x-mas back right?
So its almost midnight, my dad told me to go to sleep.
Morning-Got one thing plus had Rachels pretzels.
Global studies-Watched a lame documentary about Walmart. Chem background info and geometry 5-3 homework
Pre gym-Val had a lovely skirt on. Val must point out Robert out to me. Jared very mean. Yohan delightful as always. Then annoucements in cafeteria.
Gym-Boring as hell. I even drew faces on my knees to entertain me.
Chemistry-Stressed over my periodic table so much that I couldnt stop shaking, I was on a buzz and Id snap at people/dont care and give away candy canes.
Lunch-Couldnt stop shaking. Took a while. Finished geometry. Talked to Rachel, Katie and Conner. Conner's such a man. He broke a piece off my jumbo candy stick for me. Macho mucho.
Geometry- Boring, then went to the computer lab and made triangles and circles on the sketchpad thing. Super fun.
That is my day for you people.
I like telling you guys what happened to me today.
And the afternoon..I fell asleep once again at my cousins house.
They probably think Im lazy but hey, Ive only gotten like less than 30 hours of sleep this week. Their high school nieces dont do shit. I write essays, reading journals, go to honor meetings, do extra extra work. They do required homework poorly and get shitty grades in shitty classes.
Stupid teachers loading us on work on the last week before break.
This time though, I had a blanket since we were on the couch and my cousin Amanda whos pretty cool but boyish in the clothing way and emotions way was telling/asking me riddles and all those fun logic stuff shes obsessed with. My uncle was watching soething boring. Of course Lisa + warmth from blanket + boredom + comfy leather couch = sleep.
Then it was six and too dark for me to walk back home.
I had to wait til like seven for them to drive me back home.
And I waited until ten playing a game on the internet for my mom to come home.
I thought she like ran off or went to a party.
But no, she was upstairs because she came home before me and stayed upstairs.
Piff.
What I get to do this break is...
- Chem extra credit
- Geometry extra credit
- Intro to childcare extra credit
- Chem test corrections
- Geometry test corrections
- Review Into the Wild for honors
- Write about a chemistry article for honors
- Frame and design my chem honors project
- Gym fitness plan essay/calender write up
I must say, what a nice break I get.
Merry Christmas
and god bless us every one!
said in a Tiny Tim voice.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
Ps. NATALY GET YOU BUTT BACK!! IVE STALLED ENOUGH!!
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| After Honors (Ha, similar looking to the word hours) |
| 12.14.05 (3:21 pm) [edit] |
Todays Song-Change Your Mind by the Killers
That song reminds me of Jareds iPod, that I must "borrow" again
Honors..sucks
All it is is extra work. Why dont you just test all of the smart people and give em their damn honors diploma?
This seminar sucked. Well, Thomas, Sven and Chris were pretty cool.
Three..no four people kept talking about how I was asian and that I should use my asian powers.
What fucking asian powers? You only have asian powers if you admit that YOURE ASIAN AND YOUVE GOT RICE PRIDE!
And Id rather Die than say that. A capital D.
Sure I can fly, but thats only because Im Superman bitches.
So yeah, my group, Sven was all "Lisa use your ASIAN powers and work for us" and theres this quiet ASIAN girl who kept on staring at me. Maybe because I was even more giggly and talked more than the WHITE girl. She looked at me like I was doing something wrong.
Im sorry, Im just being myself.
No, its more like I want the GUYS to notice me more than the other two girls since Im selfish and shallow like that.
Nothing about being one of those bad ASIANS who flirt with guys a lot so they could get knocked up.
I have this whole ASIAN thing that I really hate.
Did you guys know that I thought I wasnt any different from anyone else here in Oregon and that we were all the same until I went to school and half of my class saw this "people of the world" poster and pointed at this ugly girl who was yello, had no eyes and a giant nose and said that it was me? And when I denied it they were all like "no, but youre CHINESE" I didnt know the damn difference. What happened to all colors are the same - equal?
I thought I was the same as everyone else. I thought that some of my neighbors didnt like me because I laughed too much. But no, its because Im ASIAN.
My parents raised me to be COLORBLIND. Didnt your parents raise you the same?
I hate being called the ASIAN.
Except from Michael since he's all straightedge and is uber racist and hates the gays. But its ok, because he's Michael. I dont care if he calls me asian.
But deep inside, I am FRENCH and BRITISH.
Let me be a Brit with their funny accents, fish and chips, tea and the cool flag.
You dont know how many Stupid remarks I got about my WHITE baby...
most were from the lady whos paper I didnt sign.
This morning, was a surprise.
Global studies sucked
Advisory was nice because I got to use the computers and print my honors shit.
Gym was ok.
Chemistry involved a horrid project and a fire alarm that cut away my time working on it.
Lunch was pretty cool other than Katie talking my seat and Jared almost running away from me..he didnt start to until I said "wow, I thought you were running away from me" and then went into the boys bathroom.
Geometry was pretty cool.
I wish for a peppermint mocha from starbucks with caramel in it
If people get rides to school and wish to get me a christmas present, that would be pretty nice.
Or like boxes of peppermint candy canes.
No wait, I would like the coffe.
Who is this mysterious Robert Casteel Ive been hearing a lot about?
I hate honors.
During this winter break, I have to do chem honors and geometry extra credit..cuz Im Borderline. Capital B, Borderline.
Hopefully Im Borderline for chem too by the end of the semister and she ups my grade.
Im not liking my 3.7 turning into a 3.8? since Ms. Casteel like loves my "hard work"
Dan is hoooooooot.
Michael C has pretty hair but like he calls me fat ugly and has something weird about my hair. But its ok, cuz I push his cd player's buttons.
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| Oh what a magical month, and class! |
| 12.11.05 (6:31 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-That one song by Augustana with rainy tuesdays in it
So right now Im wearing one of my aunt's Christmas presents to me. You know, the one who buys me jeans that costs over a hundred dollars. Theyre those furry tan boots that are like furry and makes you feel like your living in like Alaska but youre in Oregon and no way in hell would those Inuits wear these types of boots since you could destroy then quite easily.
Theyre pretty neat.
CHEMISTRY SUCKS ASS!
TIMES THREE HUNDRED AND FORTY SIX!!
So Im officially done with my homework thats due tomorrow.
But like I still have lit and comp Speak stuff, lit and comp honors, an intro to childcare essay, a translate sentences into Japanese worksheet, and a global studies question packet.
Hopefully my magical powers kicks in and I get done with at least half of those things.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| This is retarded |
| 12.09.05 (5:24 pm) [edit] |
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Todays song-What the Hell is Comtempt? by Reggie and the Full Effect
I desperately want this cd. But its my loyal duty to buy Crosstide first.
Support local bands.
The past two days I went through something that none of my friends will go through. I took care of a robotic baby. Its one of those dolls that you have to feed, change its diaper and rock/pat its back. And it cries and everything. The first night I had it woke me up seven times and everytime it had woken me up I had to stay awake for thirty minutes at the least.
Her name was Annelise. When I gave her back, I watched my classmates stuff her back into her box. I wanted her back.
Its completely possible for me to have a nice white but a little tan baby thank you. Who thinks Im marrying an asian? Dumbasses, you dont know me well enough. Im not asian. Im fucking white yo. Im secretly British. Also, I have like some german or french blood in me. There's a reason why Im so pale compared to other people.
Does anyone remember Bob? [I wondered who he was last year?] The kid who goes to Stoller, walks through my neighborhood to get to his house? His name isnt Bob, its Josh. Hes completely stupid. And I mean completely stupid. I was better off not knowing him.
So Im completely hooked on Starbucks coffee. Not good.
This morning my mom drove me to the lower north entrance (next to stairs) and I went upstairs to my classroom because my baby was hungry. I then remembered while sitting there like a loser waiting for class to start (just like half of my class, gee, I wonder if they have friends?) that I had chem questions for Natalie. I leave my baby under the care of David Borok and run to find Natalie. So, I find that she isnt there and I start screaming DAMNIT! DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!! and run back upstairs.
Class starts, she falls asleep and then cries at the end of the period. I have to feed her, while going down the stairs to AT. It does not help when Doug trys to steal my baby and Jared freaks me out.
Jared is very evil. Yesterday during lunch he came up behind me and nearly punch my baby. And then when I thought he was gone, he came to my left and almost kicked my baby. He really likes how I feeak out. Twisted boy. I got super paranoid, ask Katie or Rachel.
And today during lunch, we walked past Rachel and Katie and I stay to talk to them and like Jared comes back in like four minutes without scaring me. I asked where Jacob was since he was walking with us too. Jared claimed he didnt know and Jacob jumps onto my backpack. I scream like hell.
Lousy people.
On friday I lost my 2006 silver thing Jared gave me and got it back from my cousins on Wednesday.
Must find some sort of chain and wear it.
I can hear my baby crying.
Yeah...on the way to 7-11 from the store this afternoon, I saw Jared riding on his bike and his face was all red. Hamazing. I thought that he never gets tired.
But this incident proves what Ive been suspecting the past few days-Jared is everywhere.
Fred meyer, I see him all the time at school, on his bike riding off to tanasbourne. Hmmmm.
My library books are overdue.
Ive got to study for chemistry.
I have to start on my lit and comp honors journal and then do the essay.
Finish global studies questions.
Draw three pictures about stuff from Speak.
Japanese homework.
Not worry about my baby.
I feel so free. Yet so sad.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| A Catch-up and A Dream |
| 12.03.05 (9:19 am) [edit] |
Todays song-Feel Fine by Augustana
Lets start with my dream..
We were all back at Meadow in Ms. VBer's room and instead of tables, we had those tables Doyle has but rectangle shaped. I see a Val, Jared, Natalie, Boki, Sven, Chris, James and Nataly. Im sitting by I believe Nataly and Jared and Val are surrounding my small table. James and Natalie are sitting together in the front attracting a lot of attention with their touching and giggling. Its personally pissing the shit out of me and a lot of other people are looking the another way slightly annoyed.
And on that list is Ms. Vanden Berg. She looks about fed up with their behavior..and she's looking at me a lot. I wonder if she knows already. Natalie's and James' behavior continues on for about two minutes and then Ms. VBerg takes some action. She hits her right hand on the table and order them to stop, and then glaces at me for a quick second. She then tells Natalie to move to the very back to sit by I think Carlos. Im quite relieved but still amazingly pissed.
The period ends and I follow Natalie to Doyle's class for math. We stand by the sink, Natlie's face is pink and flustered looking and Im about to drown her. I bitch her out badly. She wants to talk, but I keep yelling at her. Lessons start and Mr. Doyle is doing his usual, trying to teach us but not succeeding. I calm down after bitching out Natalie quite well and then think about thanking Vberg about seperating them.
I do that, quietly and she says "no problem" in her understanding Vberg way. Tyler and Jon are around me and I notice a James come toward me. Maybe Nat and him were talking more. Maybe Val or Shayla told him about my severe bitching. Anyway, he goes "Lisa..." and I yell NO! and run for it. Jon and Jared are running after me. I run through the halls and out the door between the cafeteria and band room. I run past the pavement area out to the fields to the very end where there are fences. Jon and Jared catch up with me in no time. The 7th graders are having their lunch and watch us. Jon immediately tries to calm me down and starts cussing Nat and James in a very nice way. Jared is silent and watching me a little. I start talking to him about them and he manages to settle me down even more than Jon. But that doesnt last long, Natalie, Val, James and fucking Shayla are jogging to us. I start cussing, Jon sees and then runs towards them to stop them. I step closer to Jared and start going left. I think James sees that and speeds up. Bastard. Then I woke up.
He fell out of love and got over me first.
Ive got to do something before he does.
Ive figured out, if we're within five feet of each other and with other people, one of us is not so great and the other is fine.
But its alright, Jared listens to my complaints and talks about it rather than some other people who dont want to listen to them even though I listen to their stupid ones. And Ive got coffee.
Addiction can be hereditory. Also drinking it daily in August might of helped too.
How could I not drink a caffeine loaded drink when I wake up at six like everyday?
I like cold milk and caramel coffee.
I have one right now, glorious day.
So this didnt have a recent post because my computer broke down.
NEVER EVER DOWNLOAD WINDOWS UPDATE.
I always wondered why I did..I mean, youd think Windows would give us a full version instead of little tiny updates.
Anyway, those little tiny updates, and updating Adobe, helped me bust my ENTIRE moniter.
I was quite amazed by my magial skills when my brother had told me I had ruined the entire thing. Oh well. This wont be the last time.
But this things got to last longer than the last because I no longer have that torrent download thing. Finally a chance to listen to all of my cds. I own all of Radiohead's CDs and Ive only listened to three of them.
What has happened?
I raised my B to a low A in chemistry. But its gonna go back down after I take the unit test. The review packet is hard.
I lowered my A to a B in geometry. Thats what I get for not retaking that one test. One C should not bring my grade down that much.
I found out James likes this girl named Leena. Way to look far man.
Tyler's going out with the Lindsey girl, good job.
Boki's going out with another Lindsey..uh..lol, yeah.
I got some new guy friends like Brent, Michael C and Jonathan.
My birthday was on Wednesday.
Now that was one of the worst birthdays ever.
I wake to coffee and my mom calling me to wish me a happy birthday. And then my dad drives me to work, my cousins dont say anything about my birthday but talk about my coffee. They think its amazing I drink it (but your so young!). I walk in by the drama place and dont see a Jared. I walk alone to Nat and them and Natalie gives me a CD and Michael wishes me a happy birthday. Everyone else looks at me and does nothing. Hey, you guys care for sure! No one cares about me in my lit and comp class, no one cares in my AT class, and my table in intro to child care wishes me a happy birthday and asks how old I am. At lunch its a little better. Rachel says happy birthday and so does Jared and Jacob. Jacobs asking about his gift and Jareds being mean. "Its my birthday so be nice and give me that jacket!" -No, who cares if its your birthday, Im not giving you the jacket. I bet his brother wouldnt care if I wore that amazing UK jacket. But if it was Jareds and not Tims, then I could have worn it. Japanese is ok. After school Val says happy birthday..I think. Maybe it was the next day.
You other people not mentioned by name SUCK.
Except Ty and Nataly. She called and had a 40 minute conversation with me and my little cousins. And I had a 13 minute conversation the day before my birthday so I guess that was ok. I miss him. And he misses me *giggle*
Stupid ass, took him 10 minutes to say it.
I hadnt talked to him since September but it sorta feels like no time has passed between us.
Oh yeah..Leslie had wished me twice a happy birthday on Tuesday in case she doesnt see me on Wednesday. Which she didnt, but thats ok. We usually see each other on B days when she gets out of chem and I go to chem.
Yesterday I was on a caffeine buzz and it was an A day.
A days are my better days but are soooo boring.
In lit and comp I kept moving like an OCD child and was jumping up and down when Ms. Ray was done talking for 40 minutes and let us do some poster work.
I had AT next. AT!!! COFFEE AND AT DO NOT MIX! I drew a shaky picture for Nat since I didnt have any homework that I could do.
Intro the child care had more action. But I sort of died and was extremely tired.
Lunch was grand *cough* I followed Jared to do homework..and he didnt do it. Instead we walked around with Jacob joining us and argued. He said I wasnt a true Stoner. I called him disloyal and a piece of crap. He then ran away and I went to lower north under the stairs. Rachel and Katie were there talking to Michael C, Conner and that one guy talking about steel wool. Natalie and Michael were too humpy and giggly so I stayed with Rachel, Katie, Michael and steel wool man. Excellent. Then when the music was on, I saw Jared walk over and he saw me and ran away..quite fast. I went to go to Japanese and left him a note. I still say hes disloyal and a piece of crap, lol.
Lets skip Japanese.
Assembly was ok. I watched south park for a little bit on Aarons iPod and talked to Katie, Heather, Aaron, Chris and Jared. Dude, some guy played the bagpipes. That was amazing. And no one ever go through the locker room place when getting out of the assembly. Chris and I did that and it was slow and scary going up those stairs.
Oh, oh, the morning of that day was my favorite part.
I walk in with my face frozen and Jared's talking to his drama buddy in a very hot jacket. Seriously hot, lol. He should be in a band and I should own all of his bands cd and a giant poster of his band. He was like that kind of hot that day. I said it before at Meadow and Ill say it now, Jared is so mad sexay. Lol. He gave me this 2006 thing and I started babbling about it how it was like my first gift from the boy
Yeah, so I found out I was allergic to rabbits and my cousin's giant rabbit that took up half of the bottom part of the trash can he was in cut my wrist twice. Ill probably have scars. Stupid fat vicious bunny.
Yeah, so we like walked around like usual and talked about random things. We must of walked (sometimes I have to jog to keep up with him ) like a mile and a half. Daily exercise, lol.
Last night my cousins celebrated my cousin Mark, Jr.'s birthday ( and mine I guess) and I fell asleep sometime after 8 when we were all watching March of the Penguins. Everyone touched me. Argh. Except Calvin and my cousin Matthew (boys like penguin documentaries I guess). Seriously, everyone touched my ears and tickled my feet. Napping there is not safe.
If I ever take a nap, dont you people dare touch me. Ill beat you will pillows.
So Ive got to go do laundry, go to the bank, go to the library and then try to go to Best Buy to buy Crosstide's new album.
Oh my god, they posted me a message on my mysapce.
They truly rock.
Theyre the greatest local band ever, I swear.
They like rock hard.
Lol.
Someday Im gonna meet them and try not to drool.
(one last note, Calvin lost a lot of fat and he's friggin skinny now)
It disgusts me how Im fatter than him.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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