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Todays song-that one song I was humming by Smashing Pumpkins, what was it?... Well this is new.
My thing looks ugly.
Id fix the look but right now Im too lazy. So I went to "home depot" which is really codename for Sushi Town because my dad and brother are twisted and like to see me act jumpy. And then I went to Barnes and Noble at like three something until seven thirty. I finished a whole book and like five magazines, I believe I have reading skills. And today, I had a medium peppermint mocha. I should of had a small peppermint caffee mocha. Extra caffiene for less money. Ever since msn.com had that article about "short" cups of starbucks coffee, more people are getting them. I saw like three people. I think its a scam. That little cup costs like two dollars and is half the size of a small cup. Id rather pay nearly four for a medium since its 2.5 the size of a short cup. But I cant believe I spent that much money on a cup of absolutely wonderful coffee. So after I finished my book and the coffee, I was on a nice buzz. I wonder what I would feel if I took some drug like weed or something. I felt artistic. And I looked at two art books. Huh..add those two books onto my list. I imagined making stuff. Art ideas
Imagine a poster of me in skimpy clothing and its on this brick wall and Im right there next to the poster painting a dress on me. Then *CLICK* OH A PICTURE OF THAT! That would be a sweet ass picture.
And Id do some special effects and the only colors on the picture would be the painted on dress. A short video thingy of Calvin rocking out on a guitar and TENACIOUS popping up in black and white every so often. A picture of a persons side fat. A picture of my hands doing thing its freaky double jointed thing and another where I put them together and I dont know, I cant explain it, I discovered it during AT though and thought it was pretty cool and weird. Its a normal thing everyone can do but I never really noticed it. No, wait, it was during lit and comp. I dont know. Lit and comp blends in with AT. Ms. Ray doesnt do anything but talk. And I decided that instead of my original idea of putting art from every single continent on Earth in my house, Im gonna put my own art like Nats mom. That would be cool. OH And while watching extreme makeover house style or whatever, these two people were making modeling clay in the trunk of a truck and they were covered in the flour stuff and like I want to do that. But Id get the trunk from like a garbage place, spray paint it with white and grey, cover it with a giant clear tarp, do what they did and make someone take a picture of THAT. That would also be a sweet ass picture. Exspecially if I was able to do that with friends and in the garbage place so we would have that in the background.
Also Im thinking black and white for that too.
New idea I just had right now, we rent out this giant room with white walls and a wooden floor and someone sleep right in the middle of the empty room and we take a picture of that.
Oh, flamingos should be around him. And hes dressed in a suit. I love how art can be anything. In THE ART BOOK there were a couple pages with like this plain solid color stuff. A red square can be a part of famous art? Ok In first grade I loved the randomness and that stuff about art. I even wanted to be one of those drugged out people living off what they sell in the park.
But then my parents told me that kind of life was forbidden and that I should think like the other normal kids and think about becoming a teacher. Or doctor. Thats interesting. I remember in first grade everyone wanted to be a teacher or doctor.
And when we had to do those monthly "get to know (name)!" posters and I had to do mine, I wrote "teacher" in the future job part because I wanted to be normal so badly.
I bet the present poseurs and goths had magical nice disney favorite movies when they were young.
I liked them too, but mostly just the #%$*^! up parts.
I liked Alice in Wonderland (I loved the drugged caterpillar, "magic" food and the ADD tea party), Wizard of Oz (movie scared the hell out of me but I watched it so many times I ruined the tape), The Little Mermaid (solely because of the part were the octopus lady turned into a giant and was about to destroy atlantis) and The Nightmare Before Christmas (man did I love Jack).
I want to say Im truly not normal but I am, I really am.
Just like how the abnormal are actually normal people trying to break out but doing so unsuccessfully.
Really, there isnt an "abnormal" anymore.
Nowadays you can do anything and in a hundred years it wont matter. This decade sorta sucks. Like the 30s.
Not so important. I read a couple past posts this afternoon.
I was so crazy, innocent though I believed I wasnt and in love.
Really witty at some times too. I doubt Im like that now. My wonderful sister is in jail again.
Her roomate acused her of stealing thousands of dollars worth of jewlry.
Shes doing pretty well.
What I dont understand is why she wont stop that life, move up here and start new.
Why couldnt she live alone in a shabby tiny apartment in Oregon, work as a manager for all her life, and never befriend any asian people? This is sorta why I have a problem with asians.
Because some of them influenced my sister horribly. She had them over all the time. I hated them. I didnt really get hate back then but I did hate them. I started school and people expected me to hang out with other asians and I just didnt. I chose the path of being a total loner who made random cards and posters at the art section during free time during kindergarten instead of hanging out with the freaky asians.
They were too quiet and too out of the box for me. Right now I only have like 3.5 asian acquaintance/half/quarter friends.
By the end of the made new friends period the number will most likely turn into like 1.5 or less. So away from that stupid topic. I cleaned out my pile of clothes, put half in mah laundry pile, and organized my cds. Pretty proud of myself. This is a pretty good day.
I read my global studies honors eight paged article, 100 pages of my lit and comp book, remembered about my chem honors article report Last night I talked to Nataly, Karen, Tyler and Boki.
People who dont go to Westview.
Wonderful also.
Last time I had a real conversation with Tyler was the day before my birthday. I want to give that boy a hug..and a haircut..and help him devise a plan to getting his ex back.
Shame I cant do it now since I dont know all the facts. We know the facts and were voting yes. Nataly hey, i got new pictures today
ME: Lol
ME: Neat
Nataly: see, what i mean? im going crazy with myspace
ME: You are
ME: Id go crazy too if I had a digital camera
Nataly: lol
ME: But I dont
Nataly: when, i go there, and kidnap you/get coffee/go to target/ and see your little cousin, then ill bring the digital camra with me
ME: Lol
ME: Did you know target had coffee
ME: And pizza
ME: And two dollar hot dogs
ME : I never knew
Nataly: yea..
Nataly: psh
ME: I dunno, my parents gave me a bad vibe about the food place when I was young so I never went near it
Nataly: since your a loser
Nataly: lol!
Nataly: why?
ME: Or well, like a yard next to the little wall things
ME: I dunno!
ME: It was like forbiddened
ME: Course like, if I ate there, then I couldnt have mcdonalds
ME: We always went to mcdonalds
Nataly: lol!! Before that..I was gonna write about something else. Now Ive forgotten. Good night folks Your lord and master,
Lisa
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