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| 02.23.06 (8:54 pm) [edit] |
Music thing-For the past day I was listening to Keane. But then their slow, piano, drums, lack of guitar bored the hell outta me. I tried listening to five other bands and eventually I came back to the Strokes.
Before I could have like two sources for notes and warp them enough to make them into my own words and do that one thing, that one word, add more to the shit.
Not add, whats the word?
But right now, doing my antisocial disorder paper for health, I only have a paragraph with no organization and it's been 52 minutes.
Damn, do I suck.
Back to the paper, I wanna go to bed early.
Except, I'm an excellent liar.
I convinced ms. hernandez sp? that I had already finished the paper, but failed to email to myself and so "it was still on my desktop" and "I couldnt get it from school"
So tomorrow I get to turn it in and get no points off.
Bam.
Your lord and (compulsive liar) master,
Lisa
Or really, it's just a lack of integrity
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| The wind and garbage littered all over the streets |
| 02.18.06 (10:55 am) [edit] |
Todays song-Heart in a Cage by the Strokes
Watch their hot new music video!
I want to go see em when they come in april but its sold out and my parents would rather shoot me than leave me and Calvin alone at a rock concert.
Wait, no, I just checked, they arent sold out.
Couple tickets that are like worth 100-120 are still left.
I believe Im stressed out.
Coffee and waking up early after a very nice sleep are the only things that makes me happier than usual.
My life has been reduced to nothing.
After school, I rush into my room to avoid my cousin and play on my GC or read.
Then its time to eat, shower and do homework.
Go to sleep late, wake up with thoughts of quitting school entirely and go to school where only an acid trip would make me feel more alive.
Only thing that changes this is if I go over to Natalie's or my (SECOND) cousins (STRICKLY BY LAW AND LAW AGAIN) drag me into their house and make me stay until my other 5 cousins come home.
No wonder this is the time were teenagers party, do drugs and other bad things.
Everythings so damn boring.
On thursday, lit and comp, Ms. Ray talked so fucking much that I drew over 14 different little pictures on my hand.
Should have seen it.
I still have some faded lines.
And the day before that I had traced out my veins and arteries with a green dry erase pen during math. So those line seperated the little drawings.
Yesterday I added even more shit on my hand, but it was on my palm.
Chris is doing a health video for his class and asked Sven and me "what stresses us?" or something along those lines.
Let me list some stuff since I was too shy to be in the video and now I want to be in it.
-My appearances
-School
-Friends
-Family
-Stupid fuck ass Cambodians
-The future
-What my classmates think of me
-Will I make new (better) friends
-Honors
-My little cousin's fucked up future
-If my intelligence is falling farther down the hole
I sorta think we're all going through some minor depression.
Though mine is not caused by love, death or divorce.
Anger maybe.
It all goes back to a chemical unbalance in the brain anyway.
I bet life was better when no one knew what could happen and just lived it.
Except I cant say that a world without home computers and wonder would be better than life right now.
I believe we're all done with the holidays now.
St. Patricks Day is basically nothing and Easter is for the God celebrators.
Stupid religion.
Why does everyone have to assume everyone else is either Christian, Catholic, Mormon or Buddhist?
Cant we be like both of something?
But still not strongly believe?
And Ive found the difference Ive been searching for.
Christianity is all about fucking Jesus
Catholicism is about everything pre Jesus and postJesus
Id rather not devote my entire soul to some dead man.
Good thing my dad went to a Catholic school.
So Catholic but barely an even weak believer and Buddhist but not spiritual and definitely not liking the rituals is what I am.
This reminds me of Cambodia.
I think going there ruined my life.
Its one thing to be white and not know the language, and another to be asian and almost know the language.
Why couldnt I be clueless and a regular tourist?
How come I was expected to understand their FUCKED UP GOVERNMENT AND EVEN MORE FUCKED UP TRADITIONAL WAYS and had to know Cambodian?
Sorry, but if there was a country we had to re-bomb, it would be Cambodia.
Kill off the stupid, maybe flee the smart people to Thailand.
If they deserve to live, then they would be perfectly alright in Thailand.
If they were stupid in disguise, then they can starve for all I care.
Raaaawr.
My new interest-Italy and speaking Italian.
My mom wants to go to Italy (after watching Under The Tuscan Sun).
Ha, now its me and my mom against my dad.
Man, Europe is just so cool.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
Last thoughts-
hum.
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| Disgust is like a full garbage can because both make you wrinkle your nose |
| 02.11.06 (11:07 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Electricityscape by the Strokes
I dont understand why my lit teacher chose to devote an entire period to teach us about "intangible," "tangible" and making metaphors.
But hey, once again, we didnt do anything and thats fine with me.
I have quite a lot of homework to do.
I have japanese, lit and comp, global studies, chem and math.
Damn.
Ive just realized that I have homework in all of my core classes.
..Hm, what about health? No.
Must find service project thing though.
Whos positively escentric for the ACT test on Monday?
I am.
No, like seriously, Id rather take a random test for four hours than go to my real classes.
Today I checked out a hella lot of library books.
Its disgusting.
And whats also disgusting is my appearances.
I was looking at these old pictures from when my cousins in Cali were up here and goddamn-I have a horrid posture, my arms are too damn long, my calves are fucking huge and Ive got hips.
Also my boobs are TOO BIG!
I am convinced that I have the biggest in my family.
I sorta think all of my friends think this way.
I mean, they all barely eat during lunch.
I never noticed it since I had food from Sven and Chris but now since I dont get any food from them anymore Ive noticed that the most my friends ate is like some lame sandwich.
If I were to make a sandwich, I wouldnt put like a slice of cheese or a lame amount of jelly in it.
Id really make a Sandwich.
Course thiis was how I was raised.
When I was young and had like some scraps of bai (cambodian for rice-yes, I know at least one word of the damn language) or something else like a piece of toast or a few grapes Id be forced to go back to the table and finish everything on my plate.
"There are children starving in China who wish they could have what you eat, now go back and finish it so you dont insult them!"
But I dont want to be a hypocrite, I sometimes make lame sandwiches.
Usually for my little cousin or if its breakfast and I dont want a bagel, bowl of cereal, fruit, yogurt, ego, or whatever.
Like this morning, I toasted two slices of bread, put strawberry jam on them and put them together.
But then I cut it into fours.
So I guess I had jam finger sandwiches. Not a weak sandwich.
I asked my mom why I couldnt go to the mall with my friends adn she said I had a spending problem.
And I uh, so dont.
Though it is hard to earn money when I only have a dollar.
Yeah, so I noticed something, its pretty hard to earn money if you have like barely any and easier as you have more money.
If I had like a five, it would double in two weeks.
But if I had a one, it would triple in a month.
I havent had coffee for like a week and a half and today I had a whole cup and it was pretty nice.
I think something wrong with me, I had to put like six packets of sugar in it.
Calvin only put one.
I wont be sleeping until quite late tonight.
Does anyone use the term ttyl anymore?
Or ilyl- whatever it spelled?
I read in a magazine that boots and pheasant skirts were "out"
Well, yeah, like the furry boots and those extreme hippie ones.
But I still think my black whore boots and my skirts are still ok.
Oh!
That reminds me!
SANDALS ARE NOT TO BE WORN UNTIL WINTER IS FUCKING OVER!
Is it March yet?
I dont believe so.
So my cousins wore matching skirts like on thursday.
I really hate it when people match.
Unless its for like fun and is a one time thing.
And the one my age had her furry boots on and the junior one had sandals.
They asked me which was better.
I couldnt tell them that they both looked ridiculous and were both off so I said the boots since my hate for sandals during winter is much stronger.
What goes with a denim skirt are heels.
I love heels.
Im used to being on my toes, Ive been walking like that since I could ever walk.
My little cousin does it too.
Except your calves dont get worked and your legs turn into guy legs.
Lets get off this theme and onto a school one.
So I have first lunch on A days.
I wish I had 2nd lunch on A days and 1st lunch on B days.
Second lunch on B days suck hardcore.
My cousins apparently befriended this Cambodian girl who was born here because her parents are my and their aunt and uncle's friends.
Uh, ew.
I dont like her.
She's one of those girls who shout when they get get a little too excited when just talking normally and likes to wear overalls and puts her sweatshirt around her ass.
Overalls are cool and all, I used to wear them everyday in fifth grade (I seriously did not like training bras) but she's not doing it right.
If she were smart, she'd hate the Cambodian culture.
Well, not smart per say, but like human rights and stuff like that.
I couldnt say "THE KING IS A FUCKING STUPID ASS!" over there.
Or that "MONKS ARE SLY AND TAKES MORE OF YOUR MONEY THAN THE BEGGARS!"
Because I would be risking my head.
Over here, half the nation can hate the president and they wouldnt die because of that.
I told my mom that this Cambodian woman who was one of the eight who carried in the flag during the opening ceremony was fighting for woman's rights in Cam. and she said that "the Cam. government will track her down and kill her"
I replied that the Cambodians were too damn stupid to do something like that and the whole world knows who she is since she was in the Olympics.
"No, theyre gonna kill her someday"
Wow, I know how to rant.
So A days are still easy but barely any fun and B days are harder and a lot more fun.
A day-
Lit&comp
Computer and Business Application
1st lunch
Health
Japanese
B day-
Global studies
AT
Chem
2nd lunch
Geometry
Michael Cornia is my new friend.
He has Amazing hair. I say its better than Svens *gasp!*
Im making new friends.
Well, theyre not entirely new, but newer compared to others.
Not really go over to their house level, but Michael grins like crazy when he sees me in the halls, Hellina talks to me when walking back from Health and during 2nd lunch, Meiying sits by me in chem and her number's on my cell, two Connors talk to me and the list goes on?
Sorta.
I need to do finals for only one class and Im done for the year.
But what class?
Should I finish my chemistry honors (since Ms. Hess would think that I made my project up), do lit and comp and attempt global studies?
Sure!
I dont get homework anyway!
Bed.
I wish I was fluent in french, japanese, chinese and italian.
Your lord and master with deathly cold hands,
Lisa
I love Walkie Bits-they are the cutest things ever
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| 02.04.06 (8:52 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Killing Lies by The Strokes
Lets focus on this post.
Im hungry and I dont want to do chemistry homework.
I hope my friends are having an excellent time.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| She was still sleeping, the problem will stay |
| 02.03.06 (11:23 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-The Way It Is by the Strokes
Im sorry, but I like them.
So much Im gonna buy Ty's shirt if he finds it.
Sucker doesnt remember that I once offered 20 dollars for it.
Ah, this week I saw my other mother.
And gave Chris a faulty cd, must find a way to get the cds off it.
But hm, if he cant get any of the six cds on that disk..will I be able to get Jack Johnson off the cd I borrowed from my brother?
This week I have gotten an average of five hours a night.
OMG MY COUSIN DOWNLOADED KING OF YESTERDAY AND TRANSFERRED IT TO ME AND LIKE IM DYING!
I love this song.
Like seriously.
Like enough to like sound like omg, like this.
Actually, the above sentence, I was being dramatic.
And advil makes my days easier.
But I really need to get some sleep or something.
Because I dont want to depend on painkillers/aspirin like how I'm almost dependant on coffee.
And I want clam chowder.
Chow-dah
My moms visiting my sister this weekend.
I told my mom if she would give something to her and not look at it.
She asked me, like what?
And I said, oh I dunno some innocent piece of paper saying GOOD JOB.
My mom asked me if that was meant as me laughing at her.
I said no.
I started mumbling and talking more and sounding more retarded with every word.
She teared.
I made my mom tear.
Hum.
Today in global studies we talked about developement and Mr. Dellerba asked "is the US fully developed?" and I shook my head. He looked at me and I dunno I thought he was just looking at me. But he wanted to hear my answer.
And like I went "me?" really loud and he was like "yeah"
I was pretty surprised, my classmates were probably surprised too since I dont talk, At All.
Capital A's.
And so I told him "no, the US isnt fully developed because we have places like the green suburbs and then giant cities like New York."
He probably wanted more of an answer and so I said like a lot more.
I talked a hella lot.
Like double the amount Ive talked in lit and comp and global studies for the entire time Ive had those classes.
Maybe triple.
I really hate that class.
Or really, all of the people but three..three..six
And my answer turned out to be wrong.
He wanted to talk about the Five Characteristics of Developement from that one worksheet we did before.
Ha, my bad.
Ty (9:48:44 PM): ur awesome and ur really cool [plus more that I had deleted]
Me (9:54:36 PM): My answer may be slightly curbed then
Ty (9:54:54 PM): lol no i like u more then val right now
Ty (9:54:56 PM): lol
Ty (9:54:57 PM): stay
Ty (10:01:31 PM): learn english
Ty (10:29:29 PM): oh no u were kidnapped
He's an interesting kid.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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