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| Truth Be Told |
| 03.31.06 (10:03 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Red Light by The Strokes
I overreact and underreact.
The whole blood thing wasnt too bad.
Like an IV but in the inside of my elbow and sucked blood outta me instead of putting in funny liquids.
Ar.
So much homework.
So dont want to do it.
So not gonna probably do it if I dont have to.
I dont do anything anymore that doesnt have/need to be done.
I killed my left arm.
Five needles.
Needle is a funny word.
I was supposed to finish Dawn today.
Im only half way done.
I guess its not that bad.
I dont really get it though.
Aside from the whole "ah, I gotta kill people tomorrow, I gotta kill people tomorrow, I am death, blah blah blah"
Calvin got me a rabbit stuff animal from one of those 50 cent machine things in goccery stores.
He's got mad skills.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| You Know What Scares Me? |
| 03.30.06 (11:13 pm) [edit] |
I just like that panic! at the disco music vid.
The true song is uh...Soma by the Strokes.
I really do not want to go to sleep only to wake up the next moring to get my arm drained of half a pint of blood.
I did that in like 1st grade and I did not like them sucking my blood from the inside of my elbow.
I did not like not getting a lollipop.
I did not like screaming like a mad crazy kid who cried like shit.
Sometimes I think about blood and it reminds me of that thing.
I cant even call it an experience or whatever.
Its a thing.
And I can feel the freezing cold metal needle.
I can feel my blood leaving.
Usually I grip the hell out of the inside of my right elbow and swear over and over that I will never give blood.
Because I cant do it.
I DO NOT WANT MY CHOLESTEROL CHECKED!
I DO NOT WANT BLOOD SUCKED OUT OF MY ARM!
Why cant they just severely drug me and take it then.
I really dont want to do this.
I..need chem related articles.
Yes, thats what I need.
SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY SO I DONT HAVE TO DO THIS.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Stupid Anger |
| 03.30.06 (5:17 pm) [edit] |
I have already posted a motherfucking song
When my mother stopped at taco bell, we should have ate there.
Nope, we didnt, we came home.
Because we werent hungry.
What I am is a fucking RARGARBLAH pounds.
Thinking about it and myself in general makes me wanna starve myself until I can no longer lift my abnormally large head.
I went shoe shopping after my doctors appointment.
Well, not really.
My mom asked me what I wanted and I went into the Vans store.
SONS OF BITCHES I HOPE YOU EMPLOYEES DIE!
AND BURN ALL OF YOUR UGLY UGLY SHOES!
"Why would you want those? those are ugly"
"What would your father think about these?"
"You could have gotten better looking shoes at some other place for cheaper"
I demand to go home but no, I have to buy some goddamn shoes because my old ones have duct tape on the back.
So I pick light blue converses.
"Lets go to the other one! this is 40 and the other is 37!"
I hate shoes.
I hate clothes.
Id walk around naked if everyone didnt have some issue about human bodies and there were so many damn diseases I could catch.
Im gonna go play tetris for a couple of hours and then mope afterwards because I chose to do that instead of read Dawn.
WHICH IS A FUCKING USELESS BOOK BY THE WAY!
I got four shots today.
I was told before that I was completely done with shots.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
Tomorrow morning, I get half a pint of blood sucked out of my right arm because my mom's worried about cholesterol.
Fuck that. I remember when I did that when I was five. That didnt go so well.
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| My homework list |
| 03.30.06 (8:43 am) [edit] |
Todays song-I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! at the Disco
I cant believe myself.
If I dont watch myself, Calvin will make me emo.
He likes emo music.
Like right now, Matchbook romance is on and hes watching the vid quite intently.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door?!"
I passed out sometime past one, woke up at 3:40, and officially woke up at 7:45.
I say, thats like uh..something hours.
During the nonsleeping times, I thought about homework and the rest of my nonvacation.
Its thursday now.
At two I have a doctors appointment. Tomorrow Im spending four hours at the tanasbourne library so I can finish my health shit. And the weekend is Lisa time. No homework on the weekends.
Buuut this is what I have to do:
-A two paged summary about Mozambique
-Stats about mozambique
-Other shit about mozambique
-Study my middle east map for a test that will happen next week. I feel it in mah bones.
-Chem extra credit x2
-Redo a mole conversions? worksheet
-Sort of start on chem honors? Nah. Too much work for me to think about.
-Read Dawn
-Type all of my notes from Night and Dawn.
-Oh, permission slip thing for Hotel Rwanda
-Study japanese for like ten minutes
Thats a hella lot.
Stupid, stupid Lisa for waiting until fucking now to do that shit.
Stupid stoopid lisa for riting here insted of eeting brakfast and reeding Dawn.
She wast a lot of time.
Little cousin alert.
Must feed her and myself.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
AH LEG HURTS LIKE SHIT!
I CANT MOVE IT!
Youd think Id learn to not cross my legs long enough to cut off blood flow but noooo, this has happened quite a few times this month.
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| I See Yoou |
| 03.24.06 (11:11 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Positive Tension by Bloc Party
One of those bands you listen to over and over until you like them.
SO FUCKING USELESS!
Finally, I have updated the blog.
It looks smashing doesn't it?
I think I may be allergic to bread.
I'm having an allergic reaction to the french bread I just ate.
Or it just triggered a cold which I was waiting for since I stayed over at my cousin's germ infested house on wed.
Either way, my throat itches, I'm coughing up some wet coughs, my neck feels prickly, and Im feeling a little warm even though Im cold.
Throat, cough, ah, need more squirt.
Calvin went over to his friends house and said he would be back in two hours.
He came back like three hours later without successfully reaching us by phone.
"I tried like twenty times" he said.
"WHAT?! NO! NO ONE WAS ON THE PHONE! HA HA! BUT MAYBE YOUR SHEESHUP, HE CALLED, BUT THEN NO ONE ELSE DID! HA, GEEE!!!" said my aunt.
"Youre never going over to a friend's house again" my mother said.
"I believe Calvin, he probably did call a hella lot. That's why I didn't hear from him, he's smarter than that. Our auntie was on the fucking phone. She's so goddamn stupid. I wish she'd shut up. Mommy's being harsh, this was Calvins first time" Lisa THOUGHT.
Lisa thinks and she thinks.
Why can't Lisa speak?
Spring break sorta got on a good foot but then tripped.
When I get home from school, I dont want to take care of my little cousin.
I dont want to see my aunt curled up under a child's blanket falling asleep.
I dont want to check fuse for the hundredth time and find Green Day.
I dont want a bagel sandwich.
But it happened.
I threw my cousin onto couches over and over and over but she never got hurt or wanted to stop.
This girl's an animal.
She finally got pissed at me when I started lying down on the sofa and dropped her pretty hard onto the ground.
My fault.
Im the one who made up the "physically unhurt child" plan.
How do you do it?
Start pretty early, like just a couple months early.
And every time the babe gets hurt, you laugh at her until she learns to laugh at pain also.
Soon, pain will be nothing. The possibilty of breaking a neck will disappear.
But if you go too far, the babe will drag you around like a doll and make you do some crazy ass things that you shouldnt really do to a little kid.
Today, I flipped her upside down and swung her around in circles for a couple of minutes.
She loved it and wanted more.
I threw her onto sofas and then attacked her.
She loved it and wanted more.
I sat on her and she loved it and wanted more.
She's two and a half.
Shes the size of my year old cousin Hailey but taller and much skinnier.
My little cousin Renee is one fooking crazy ass toddler.
She feels no physical pain, only emotional.
And Im done ranting about that kid.
"Hello-wouldyouliketodona teto-somethingsomething-b oyscouts?"
"HAVE A NICE DAY!"
My arms feel like lead, my head aches and my back hurts.
Boki doesnt believe that Ive got huge boobs now.
Yeah, well, poo poo to you too.
That lady isnt as innocent as you think.
Head, ahh, heavy, so very heavy.
Making out with dummies isnt fun.
I washed out my mouth afterwards.
And my partner did too after I told her the palahniuk story.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
Honors (and major chem) this week.
Agh.
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| Time of the Butterflies |
| 03.23.06 (7:29 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-This Modern Love by Bloc Party
Finally, after two hours starting doing my homework, I have now officially begun.
Well, this is a break, Ive got half more to do on my responses shit and then I begin the tedious "note making" process for my notes.
I wouldn't be writing out ten pages of excellent "achieving" work for my reading book if I could.
But since I dont talk in lit&comp (several times I have gone through the entire period not saying a word), my communication grade will be pretty low so I gotta ace this.
Also I want to show those bastards that this lady can read a book in a weekend while they took two weeks AND can do amazing amounts of homework.
MWHA HA HA
I need an interesting book over four hundred pages long and can keep my attention.
Because reading a book within 3 hours gets sorta boring.
I like books that are so fucking long that it wouldnt make me feel stupid holding off reading for a couple of days.
BUT NOT SENSE AND SENSIBILITY!
I finally finished the stupid book.
My thoughts on it..
Ick.
My gosh, my gosh, one more day keeps me away from half a day of sleep.
Ahhh.
Why couldnt I have like three b days this week?
Tomorrows gonna be so damn boring. Ahh, just thinking about it makes me feel depressed, lonely and on the verge of suicide.
A days=death from boredom.
I can see it now...
My reading group will go outside of the classroom, Ill skip off to the library or something to print out my homework, and we're gonna be all "hey, we can actually um not beat up that one group because we dont talk"
And Im gonna be all "hey, you guys are tards"
Keyboarding will be a whole class period devoted to our theme park slideshows.
I thought theme park drove me crazy.
This slideshow makes it worse.
Lunch-Ill hang out with Leslie and her friend and Heather. Shayla will be ?
Health-Ill puke from doing mouth-to-mouth several times with a dummy that hundreds have made out with before. If that doesnt make you squirm, there's this story by Chuck Palahniuk in the book HAUNTED where this police woman or whatever she is teaches first aid and stuff and someone makes the dolls perform head and theres shit in the dolls mouths and god, I think I'll just skip health tomorrow.
Japanese-review and constant looking at the clock to see if we can finally leave.
The days have been so predictable.
Or maybe my psychic powers have gotten stronger.
[my prediction of health contains some hyperboles.]
Now it's time to make up a WHAT FROM THE BOOK EXCITES ME THE FUCKING MOST?! response, finish off my themes, talk about the epilogue and revise my other responses.
Then shower.
And back to "note making". Seven pages of that shit.
Oooh, I just remembered, its Thursday
THE OC AND THAT 70S SHOW
Lately I've been such a TV addict
This book makes me excited for honors.
I still have to do that.
After I finish the book Im currently reading of course.
(Ill finish it by 5 tomorrow. I bet anyone quarter.)
I love Ruby Red Squirt.
(and Mountain Dew Code Red if I feel like caffiene)
Red soda basically. And root beer.
But all I have is squirt so blah.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Monday |
| 03.20.06 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-
I like daphne loves derby
While waiting for Nataly to finish translating, I will be posting in this.
Life sucks.
Oh well.
Im one step closer to Val
Which is nice since when I was away, I took a couple steps back.
My doing.
But a step away from seeing Natalie on a daily basis.
Where does thou go in the afternoons?
Tennis?
I hate lit and comp even more.
I look at my little cousin and what she stands for is why I continue on living.
I want a kid like her.
She's currently pressing on the escape button a lot.
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Crazy thing.
Im doing a four elements theme park slideshow for keyboarding.
I sorta wish I wasnt.
My brother likes emo music
I have a giant project on africa due on thursday
Which Im not doing until tomorrow
I have a c in global studies
Can you say fail?
Can you say no scholarships?
No ivy league school?
Cornell is too much of a dream?
U of O is the best that I can do?
Ill be mediocre all my life.
Mediocre is a word to describe moi
Today I noticed that I dont really have that many friends.
Health isnt very fun.
I lied in my last post.
I want to play hockey.
I hate competitions and that shit, but I wanna just do something.
Something that no one else will copy.
Like natalie portman in Garden State
I need to pee, I drank too much water.
BLAH GAH MUAH GYUUNYUU
Watashi wa sleep ga daisuki desu.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| You are the greatest lie |
| 03.19.06 (11:00 am) [edit] |
Todays song-Postive Tension by Bloc Party
I dunno about this band..
My little cousin likes it a lot though
Sleep starts
One moment you’re drifting off to la-la land, and the next instant—whoa!—you’r e dropping off a cliff. Sleep experts believe the brain sometimes gets the wrong message from the body during the transition into sleep, and associates the lack of muscle tension with being in midair. Arms and legs then jerk suddenly as they would to break a fall. Not yet realizing the body is simply at rest, the brain also instantaneously conjures a story to account for the sudden jump, and that’s why we picture ourselves falling, slipping or missing a stair.
I do that a lot
Ah, another sunday of doing minimum homework work and maybe dashing off to barnes and noble.
Most sundays I spent 4 to 6 hours of my day there.
Only once have I bought (fucking expensive who the hell wants to drink a five dollar cup of fucking coffee?) coffee.
When there, I usually read a whole book (the library doesnt have it and Ive got no money yo), an art related book, flip around other books, and read a couple of magazines.
I wish I could like bring a bed with me when I go there
I dont know why I bought this pastry, its not making me feel very well.
Aww..headache again.
I want some apple juice.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
EDIT
DELLERBA SUCKS
I HATE AFRICA
I dont actually mean that, but why are we doing so much goddamn work on it?
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| Pop bottle caps |
| 03.17.06 (9:24 pm) [edit] |
Todays song- These Ghosts, My Hopes, The Sand, The Sea by Daphne Loves Derby
Im sitting here smacking a piece of meat like its gum getting spat in the face by my lil cousin.
HEY! NATALIE! I! HOPE! YOU! WIN! STATE! IN! CHEM!
AND I LIKE YOUR SHOES AND OUTFIT TODAY
If I knew exactly where the fair is then I would totally be there and act like a groupie.
And passing out like cookies or something to bribe the judges.
I need tah showa soon.
This meat is sorta disgusting me a little.
There, you guys didnt see it, but I threw it away.
I dont see any of my friends enough.
And I bet they dont know what Im up to lately.
Uh..
-it snowed, I danced around while it was falling for like thirty minutes, and then I made two mini snowmen
-I got the 4th Harry Potter movie and watched everything. I NEED THE 5TH MOVIE TO BE DONE RIGHT NOW! before the last book!
[my god, I think I might go into cardiac arrest when it comes out or camp out in front of costco]
-Ive gotten addicted to Animal Crossing
-I have a new old printer
-my throats sore and I have massive headaches
[its like the veins and arteries surrounding my brain are trying to sqeeze it to death]
-I took the CIM math test and failed it by three points. I just retook it 8th period and got three away from exceeding
[Ill admit it, I studied for a CIM test]
-I have diagnosed myself with post tramatic stress disorder
[Im never leaving for a whole month again]
-my classes make me want to slice up my arms and commit suicide cuz theyre so damn boring and I dont like the people
Well..ok, only lit&comp, global studies, and japanese
Its horrible when your lit &comp/global studies classes are the first classes of the day, your fucking tired and you hate the people in it
I swear to god reading group, if you tell me to speak again Ill run out the class and fall down the stairs. If I dont want to get involved with the damn group, then Im not getting involved.
Ms. Ray is an awful teacher.
Youd think a teacher would ask a student whats up if the kid has their head on the desk and doesnt talk the entire period.
But if the student has a pretty high a in the class, then I guess its a-okay, theres nothing up with the kid
On my cim paper, she really liked my "voice" but gave me threes in everything else.
Let me write my own damn paper, I dont want to write about my fucking family woman!
I think my favorite class is chemistry.
Just cuz I have friends in it that arent really stupid.
I have like six friends-ish in the class, its nice to speak to them without losing IQ points.
Unlike others
aka R, S, H, H, L
(people from lunches)
Oh, I also like health.
This summer Im volunteering at st.vincent
(Ive got connections, my uncle will get me something good)
So, uh, anyone else wanna do that?
Experience at a hospital and free food, maaaaybe credit through volunteering. I say good opportunity.
My cousins grabbing me to play and she's all greasy
Ah, only one week until spring break
And then cake and restaraunt on the first day of break because the 25th is Calvins birthday
The boys turning 13
hes growing up *tear*
BUT YAY FOR SUSHI AND CAKE!
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Another I Hate My Second Cousins Post |
| 03.14.06 (3:37 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Nothing again! No, Im kidding..uh...
In The Waiting Line - Zero 7
(garden state soundtrack)
Something sick but funny-Miss Deaf Texas got hit by a train because she didnt hear it/the train didnt blow its whistle fast enough
Yeah..so, apparently my cousins called me at 10 last night to tell me that they couldnt give me a ride.
Uh, hello, nice thanks, 10, you know, that was the time I passed out from reading.
And my aunt got the call but didnt tell me until this morning.
Stupid stupid stupid dumbass fuckers!
Why couldnt they call at like six?!
OR TELL ME WHEN I WAS OVER AT THEIR HOUSE?!?!
That way I could have gotten a ride from Leeda or something!!
NOT WALK HOME!
Everytime I walk, I always remember this tiny thing
"why dont you sell your body so you can get a ride?"
If only there were people I could sell myself to for a free ride.
ARRGAH!
So the older one asked me "why are you walking?" in her stupid cambodian accent and I really wanted to say:
BECAUSE YOU IDIOTS CALLED MY HOUSE AT 10 TO INFORM ME THAT I WASNT GOING TO GET A RIDE AND I DIDNT FIND OUT UNTIL THIS MORNING WHEN IT WAS TOO LATE TO POLITELY ASK MY FRIEND TO GIVE ME A RIDE SO HERE I AM YOU FUCKING BITCH!
But of course, I said:
Forget it
The people who go to Cambodia and dont insult the country are fuckin' stupid.
So everyone (in my giant family) except my close family.
Today in lit and comp my reading group was discussing about living in a world protrayed in our book. I said that I had to go through that during August and they were like, "huh, sure, whatever, lets go on to a new subject."
They dont know what its like to not be able to say "hey, these laws are fucking stupid, the king is a fucking dumbass" without worrying about their heads being chopped off.
Or, "this is unfair, how sexist."
The only times I could say that was in a whisper to my parents and Calvin when we were all alone.
Hell, I couldnt even say that in the hotel because there might be microphones.
(nor could I shower in the nude since there could have been videacameras)
I HATE THE DAMN COUNTRY!
Id rather admit that I am a Chinese Communist rather than I am a Stupid Cambodian.
Well, I guess not all of them are seriously stupid.
Like my parents.
Buuut mass genocide did kill a fourth of the country and did get rid of everyone who was smart.
I dont think I could ever be an actress.
Id rather not live through something fake.
I like to be slightly practical
Yeah..two of my reading groupies are in acting and E and me werent.
Blah blah blah they chattered, blah blah blah
But hey, I love all you actor buddies.
Im like a drama wannabe but not.
Like band!
Yeah, so this week I noticed that I wasnt a very "touchy" friend.
I dont know when was the last time I hugged someone for nothing.
(Well, I did hug Chris on his birthday, but it was his birthday!)
And I dont lock arms with anyone, bang hips together, tap on peoples hands/arms, that stuff.
I should try to get "touchier"
And I should call Nataly and Meiying for no reason.
Well, call Nataly because I havent talked to her in a while.
My address book is so pathetic.
People give me your numbers to make it burst with life and numbers.
Im so hungry..Im gonna go find food.
But something I have accomplished-In my keyboarding class (it was supposed to be Computer and Business Applications!) I am the fastest typer.
Like half the class is on the green sheet and Im on the ? sheet.
? because my teacher has to go look for the part Im on and give it to me later.
So, bam, I dont even type fast but Im acing that class.
And congrats to James whos taking of his braces later in May
Maybe by May I will finally go to an orthodontist.
Maybe, just maybe.
(though highly doubtful)
Your lord and master,
Sila
My left hand hurts (like the joints)
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| Blah blah blah |
| 03.12.06 (4:25 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Nothing! because my speakers no longer work!
This is what always happens to me, I got a new printer yesterday (that works!) but now somethings up with my speakers.
My little cousins weird.
Instead of doing my paper for global studies, Im writing on this.
My tummy hurts.
And my dad, brother and grandma are sitting to my right watching benny hill laughing when the people "watching" the show arent laughing.
Quite interesting really, the tv will laugh and then they will about ten seconds later.
Except my grandma, she cant really stop laughing.
I have this little bump under my chin, its bothering me.
Yesterday I got The Goblet Of Fire and watched it last night! This morning I watched half of the extra stuff.
Id finish off the extras if I dont have "homework due tomorrow morning straight up yo"
Yeah, so harry and ron are super hot.
AND THE BOOK WILL BE COMING OUT SOMETIME!
AND THEYRE FILMING THE FIFTH MOVIE!
YAY!
Yeah, Im done.
I wanna play animal crossing.
Well..I think Ill just do my notes stuff for gs and then work on the actual paper itself after I shower and eat dinner.
Which will be much later.
German engineering in the house, yah
VOLKSWAGON
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| Starting off the week |
| 03.07.06 (8:07 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-I Bet You Look Good on the Dance Floor by Arctic Monkeys
I said I bet you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984!
Last night I got five hours of sleep.
Thats a pretty good amount to some people, but a horrid one for me.
I dunno whats happening, but suddenly I NEED sleep and I have urges to go out for a run.
Hm, hybrnation is over?
Funky growth spurt?
Some random, uncontrollable feeling?
Like last week with the shoes.
This week my better social friend (my dad said thats what the Chinese call em) is R.
I dunno why.
Well, actually yeah, S sorta pissed me off on monday morning.
I like it when people DONT scream and DONT grab people's friends and run the other way.
Blah.
Lisa's thinking that she's not wording her "sentences" correctly and is beginning to sound like an idiot.
Lisa also wants her little brother to STOP READING THIS.
Hum.
So for breakfast I had some advil.
Then I had like two thirds of fries.
By Japanese I was going a little crazy.
Sensei called on me to ask about my classes and my eyes started bugging out. Somehow the colors cut pretty sharply into my vision and everything was fuzzy but perfectly clear.
This fatass in my class walked back to her seat and she had a form of an angel. Except without wings, had whorish eyes, giant boobs, was short, and had fat hanging off her too tight jeans.
Usually I can see the beauty in everything (not the "good", I dont believe in that), but everything was just so damn ugly today!
Right now Im thinking that I sound like Chris T.
Maybe Im gonna go blind soon.
Im developing some sick eye disease and Im gonna turn blind.
Or maybe my mom's genes are kicking in pretty early and Im gonna be just like "the crazy lady" in two years.
AKA my crazy ass aunt who currently resides in some hospital in downtown.
Ow, my stupid ass brother turned off the lights.
My eyes hurt even more.
Why does it feel so natural to keep my left eye closed but not my right?
I dont remember if Ive made my no homework prediction yet.
If I havent, then here we go.
I wont have any homework that I will have to do outside of school this week, nor am I guessing next week.
Sometimes I think Im the sucker since I really have nothing to do and I play animal crossing for like two hours.
I say "and" and "then" a lot.
Like my new friend H!
She walks really close to me.
Makes me wonder.
Due to some shocking discoveries, I will no longer write out full names. Unless its like Val, Nataly, Ty, Nat or something.
I was just thinking about something.
Oh, nicknames.
I need one for Cornea.
He keeps on calling me Sila and I cant just call him by his regular name since I already know three other guys with the same name.
He was supposed to bomb his house this afternoon, but I dont see anything on the news about this.
Know who I dont see enough of lately?
Some kid who hangs out with the drama people too much. Jon would be so disappointed.
Do you know what I want?
I want one of those anti-weed people to ask me if Ive ever did that stuff and I want to say yes and see what happens.
Or for my lit and comp teacher to notice all of my angry little comments on the side of my papers and make me talk to a counselor.
I can not stress how much I hate that word.
What kind of greedy word needs three different vowels?!
My lips feel weird.
Like Ive had too much salt.
I like guys who read.
Thats a turn-on.
Even better if they openly admit that they read for fun (..because Im not stupid, duh!).
Ha. Funny M.
I think I have an abnormally long torso.
I have noticed that all of my shirts are really short.
Or I just need to get some bigger shirts.
I have some fucking huge boobs.
It makes me sick.
I wish I had like training sized boobs.
Something like half of what Ive got right now.
I think Ill go upstairs and read my british book (no longer s&s, that is being postponed for the mo).
And blow dry my hair.
And watch american idol.
I dont want to walk home tomorrow.
Im too damn lazy.
I want Natalie's hair.
Your lord and hamster,
Lisa
I'm so anti-alcohol its not even funny.
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| 03.06.06 (8:57 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-When The Sun Goes Down by Arctic Monkeys
Although you're trying not to listen
I bet your eyes are staring at the ground
She makes a subtle proposition
I'm sorry love, I'll have to turn you down
You know your gonna have a problem with your computer when it acts slow and youve got about 6 gigs of anime.
All Calvin's I swear.
Im too far behind to catch up with Naruto anymore.
Im like forty episodes behind or something.
And then 2 gigs of music I hafta tranfer onto some cds.
Blah, too much work.
I also have to learn how to fix our computer when its down before my brother goes off to graduate school.
Ugh, Im reading sense and sensibility and my dear god is it fucking boring.
THe whole thing is like dialogue.
After 100 pages, this is what Ive gotten from it...
Marianne and Elinor (whatever theyre names are) lose their father, move to a cottage with their mom, Marianne likes Willoughby but he goes off to somewhere for a long time and she starts to mope around and Elinor's pissed, there's gossip blah blah blah.
Boring piece of crap.
I should have gotten emma or something.
I didnt realize until a long time after I checked out s&s that Jane Austen didnt write Jane Eyre.
Charlotte Bronte did.
Oh well.
And then honors, oh what fun.
Night and Dawn seem pretty cool.
But honestly, dickens?!
GAH!
I really dont like dickens.
(my brother's fav author when he was like ten or something was dickens)
I feel sorta stupid since mine was dick king smith.
And Im done talking about books.
Shawook!
For a mo I was trying to remember what classes I had today.
I forgot I had GS.
Ugh, so boring.
Classes so damn boring.
It shouldnt take teachers a hour and half to teach us some ten minute thing.
Like chem and geo, arrr, so bored.
Ugh, fail since I cant focus.
And then its an A DAY TOMORROW.
Im gonna quit school.
Theres not a morning where I dont think "I think Ill skip this day entirely"
I have to make Chris a card.
Or something.
Ha! CD!
A card's prob good enough.
After school I moshed with my little cousin, playing animal crossing for two hours and then fell asleep.
I need to get my ass up and start doing something.
Like right now.
I need to go dry my hair.
Im nearsighted with my left eye.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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| A discovery |
| 03.03.06 (3:56 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Dancing Shoes by Arctic Monkeys
Get on your dancing shoes
You sexy little swine
Oh, been there looking for you
Sure you'll be rumagin' through
Oh and the shit, shock, horror
You've seen your future bride
Oh, but it's oh so absurd
For you to say the first word
So you're waitin' waaaaaaaaaohhh...!
Theyre pretty cool, yah.
Today, I discovered something that was kept hidden from me.
My true feelings.
I love Jared.
Nah, Im playing.
Well, as #4 of course
I heard that he does know my blog though.
(you know, comments are highly appreciated)
So thats...6 people.
Hardcore.
And other people know how to use search engines and look for stuff with their name.
Man, I didnt know other people did that.
If you were to put my name, youd get these thingys about this lady somewhere off in the east coast who likes art a lot.
Today I wore my hottest shoes from cambodia for the first time and I got two blisters on my second to last toes (which then popped later on) and the little band (wait a minute, is it spelled diff?) cut my big toes.
Thats what I get for having duck feet.
But hey, at least they werent flip flops.
But, flip flops coming to a place near you soon!
Like two weeks ish.
People who went to the korn concert got second hand high. Lol. The drugged brick road is guiding me to a special trip. I am number two. Too bad Im NOT SMOKING THAT SHIT!
E pills maybe, lcd?
Im totally gonna fail japanese.
Or any foreign language class.
I like english, english is nice.
However it is v. v. v. cool to be able to speak a different language.
More about my shoes.
A lot of people commented on them.
I like that.
Being noticed over pain I say.
This whole R and S deal, uh, Im not really close friends with either of them. Its like one of those friendships were you just have someone to hang out with for a little bit but slightly more advanced.
I dont like R's love for alcohol and her music tastes. Id rather sniff someone else's shit than listen to their music.
I dont like how S needs to love every guy she's ever met. Sorry, but I doubt your gonna become friends with Cornea.
I know his full name. M.G.C-H.
I wish I could see the musical.
Hum.
Totally seeing that teeth play though.
No doubt.
Seriously will see it.
I will not go back on my words.
I get to go to meadow later to pick up Calvin.
I doubt doyle or vberg will be there though.
No matter, I shall prepare signs to post on their door.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
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Indie Rock | | 83% |
Classic Rock. | | 67% |
Emo & More | | 67% |
Indie | | 63% |
Punk & Pop Punk. | | 50% |
Britpop | | 46% |
Ska | | 42% |
Hip Hop & Rap | | 42% |
Industrial | | 38% |
Mainstream | | 33% |
Hardcore | | 25% |
Country | | 13% |
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