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Neo-Lisaism
Ah, Lisa exemplifies the process of disowning the true self.
With puberty she went from being a whole, authentic person to a diminished version of herself.
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| I danced around your folk and soul |
| 09.18.06 (3:45 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-Where Nobody Knows by Kings of Leon
Band number two I have compulsively watched on youtube.
Band number one was, of course, the Strokes.
I wouldnt be surprised if no one reads this since I havent posted a thing for almost three weeks.
In those three weeks, I havent done a thing.
(worthwhile).
My sister from california is home.
If anyone remembers why this is significant, then way to remember stuff about me!
I go to american studies, adv. alg. 2, ap psych, and AT on b days.
Lit, ap bio, jap 2, and gym on a days.
And if you academia kids wanna know what will replace my gym class in second semester, itll be isc tutoring.
On the weekends I obsess over homework.
This weekend I did extra notes for ap psych.
And redid some of my incorrect math problems.
Shit, which I cant do this afternoon since I left my math binder somewhere.
I eat food my mom makes.
Since she works sun to tues/wed, theres no food waiting for me this afternoon.
And Im sorta starving.
I can not eat anything, but my breath smells like stomach acid.
Its three ish and for the past 19 hours, all Ive consumed was a fourth of a ham sandwich, half a cup of orange juice and three crackers.
Id eat right now if I didnt want a burrito so damn much.
Which now that I think about, we have some resers burritos in our garage.
Damnit, I wanted my moms burritos.
I think I like mexican food too much.
My thighs are fat.
I have a headache.
Its because I lost an hour of sleep.
So I got my body to get used to 6-7.5 hours of sleep.
Little food.
Lots of homework.
And being away from the computer.
It hurts a little, but Im getting used to it.
I dont even have to take advil daily anymore.
Anyway, I think I built a tolerance to pain killers.
Im like johnny cash or marilyn monroe.
My hair is too damn long.
I think Ill cut it later.
Maybe when I really cant stand it anymore.
I know itll be in october.
Or early november if I feel lazy.
October reminds me of the psat.
Which costs 20 dollars to take.
psat (20) + sat (41.5) + ap bio (75) + ap psych (75) + key club (15) = 226.5
Which I think is too much money for school.
At least Im no longer eating lunch at school (which was about 40 a month)
And I didnt buy a graphing calculator (100)
I no longer have to buy presents of any kind for my friends (10-20 per friend).
And I dont want any clothes (7-20 per shirt, 40 per pair of shoes, 25 per jacket).
Somtimes this topic sucks.
At least I no longer feel initimidated by my peers anymore.
I got aviator glasses!
And theyre almost just like my perfect dream pair.
Theyre a little too black and the nose pieces need to be adjusted but hey, theyre pretty awesome.
(used to be my dads).
He gave em to me this weekend and I wore them around the house.
My parents thought I was super weird.
And my mom kept on saying how I was just like my dad.
Cuz he used to bake with them on or something.
School related stuff:
-no classes with that romanian cool cat
-lunches with leslie near the band place (hm)
-short freshmen
-annoying superior acting juniors
-given up on not being in an asian group during my classes cuz I no longer care about the stereotyping (sure I think about it sometimes)
-havent read a book since the summer
-awkward encounters with jared and james and stalker
-no school spirit
-repressing everything into my brain
Im sure Ill pay for it later though when it resurfaces.
Freud is very interesting.
Everything is about sex and repressing memories.
I think if I had a friend in my ap psych class and less juniors, it would be my favorite class.
But right now, my other ap class claims that spot.
It could change.
Karma could act right now and make ap bio hell.
Karma is why Im trying not to whine about my lit/history classes.
I complained so much last year that I made myself hate it when it wasnt so bad.
The mind is tricky.
So, goals for this year:
-join key club
-take psat
-take sat
-volunteer at st. vincents
-audition for a spring play?
-figure out honors project?
-join nhs?
My ipod died, I need to pee, get out of these clothes, eat and start on homework.
Your lord and master,
Lisa
This passive kid secretly wishes for taco bell and a charles dickens book
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