Neo-Lisaism

Ah, Lisa exemplifies the process of disowning the true self.
With puberty she went from being a whole, authentic person to a diminished version of herself.


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Total of 8 Teeth Pulled Within a Year
03.31.07 (8:23 pm)   [edit]
Todays song-zero by smashing pumpkins

Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me


I really like that line in the song


Today I got four more teeth pulled out.
I dont think Ive ever lost eight teeth in less than a year.
But, its okay because Im missing an annoying wedding reception and my superhot oral surgeon yanked it out.

A new fad of mine is making things super without a space.
Supernerd, supergeek, superhot.

If I were to go to that reception, I would be in charge of about twenty little kids.
Plus I wouldnt be able to eat anything but soup.
Also, I havent moved that much this break so my ass is super large.
Plus the area below my belly button.
Pretty much the area from my belly button to the middle of my thighs.

Ah, my superhot oral surgeon.
You make my heart flutter (literally, that was a lot of anesthetic you put into my gums).
I got ten shots.
He remembered my visits from august and that I needed a hella lot of numbing things.

So I got four teeth out, my premolars? The ones behind my canines.
I dunno, the first big ones.
It was to ease up the crowding in my mouth



Oh shit, my sister took the computer so I ate dinner and took some vicodin/vicadin which is a superpainkiller.
I sorta cant think right now.
I dunno if its like supersuper or just super, because I'm pretty weak.

God if this is one painkiller, then what would drugs feel like?
I feel like sleeping right now.


I have a lot of homework to do.
AP psych, ap bio, japanese, isc tutoring, amer studies, math, mun.
Ugh. I should have done it on monday.
I did half of my ap psych homework then.
But, then I starting reading these two great books that totally captured my heart.

Ive always wanted to be a vampire, but now I really really want to be one.
I love meat, so come on!
Vampires are sorta really sexy.


Ap psych-spent watching videos or talking about the chapter we're on; sit by michael and talk to him mostly, occasionally alex comes to group with us
Ap bio-diya has thankfully stopped talking to me, mr ivie is nicer, spent sulking about the lack of motivation I have for this class
Japanese-nice koreans, spent talking to the guys around my seat pr doing japanese things
ISC tutoring-hanging out with stephanie, kyle, scott, and stacey mainly; favorite part of the class is when shredding papers with kyle and scott
American studies-spent half asleep not listening nor participating in anything my eager teacher does
Lit-spent barely listening to mr. b and conversing occasionally with bucket's crowd and seri
Math-spent silently punished by the lack of knowledge about the material
Ceramics-spent making current project in mostly silence

Favorite classes-ap psych, ceramics
Least favorite-math


My dad, mom, and Calvin are at a wedding reception if no one deduced that from the information above.
So Im alone downstairs doing this with The Soup on E! on.
My grandma is watching tv or sleeping upstairs and my sister is prepping to go out.

I sorta of need to take a shower, but Ill allow her to put crap on.
I wish I was as skinny as her.
And as tall.

I dont expect the rest of my family until after 10.

Yes, I am alone.


The vicodin/vicadin is asking me to stop being narcissistic and to just lie down on the couch.
Mmm, lying down on the couch.















Your lord and master,
Lisa

(Expect two posts from me a month)
 
I have a poem
03.21.07 (7:10 am)   [edit]
Todays song-Someday by the Strokes


..that needs to be edited and then turned in again.
Motherfuck I wish I had a printer

And I wish these pants were bigger
And for an apple





In recent news, Im slowly setting myself for disappointment everyday.
I must try to stop thinking.
Last night I spent like an hour thinking about a person.
[grossss youre gushy]




Also,
I NEED SLEEP
















Your lord and master,
Lisa
 
11 is getting early for me
03.03.07 (11:05 pm)   [edit]
Todays song-Faking My Own Suicide by Relient K


Ah new cd I must have
Like actually purchase at target
[plus albert hammond jr]

I love myspace
Sooo much music
Niice album sneak peeks

Other cds I have to get
Plain White Ts
Rilo Kiley
Nick Drake
Hellogoodbye
The Shins
Bloc Party


I am excited
for music



And green apple jones soda in a can
I bought a twelve pack, ten left

I want some real apples
I ate them all



I wrote a poem for lit and comp
I dunno if I want to post it


I signed up for ap chem, ap us history, ap lang, ap stats, health careers, anatomy, pre calc, and jap III
[I wish I had room to sign up for ceramics II]
I talked to Miss Cheryl, VP, who said that I would never get permission from mr coleman to take these classes

LIKE HELL I WONT CONVINCE HIM
I WILL NOT BE ONE OF THOSE BARELY ACHIEVING STUDENTS WESTVIEW HOSTS

Anyway, who fucking cares about my classes?
Its my gpa, as long as its above 3.25 then Im fine
I can still go to u of o


U of O
I cant believe myself

Can you say four years of nasal torture?
Oh my poor allergic body
My poor, poor allergic body

At least there are hippies who probably have loads of drugs
Nah
Im kidding myself, Id get so addicted
I cant even risk it






I wrote this in lit and comp while the substitute talked about what we were supposed to do for like fifteen minutes
J, B (aka E), S, and M tried to read it
Which I eventually let them do

I was sitting crooked because S shoved me to the left and wont let me sit right for the entire period


Its a lame boring free verse thing
That doesnt make sense

---
A foot prevents normal desk position
I see London, I see France, there are sheep on your shorts
Heavy weight athletes are stereotyped to smell
Last class I nearly died from suffocation
But no one smells unusual here
These guys are nicer than they appear
I actually get talked to (but it could be because Im the major ex of one of his best friends)

A bandage begins to peel off my thumb
Why cant this substitute stop talking?
All teachers should stop and look carefully At the students who hide their depression
One friends mom had to be the one to confront her
Though shes at school more than at home
Another friend is a victim of apathy
I want to be the one who turns her in (yet Im scared)

I am beyond tired
Nap after four, homework and things until eleven, sleep at one
Its no wonder why I got so fat
Thinking for hours is more tiring than physical work
I think clothing companies should divert itself from its thin clothes
Cellulite is not appealing (I wish I had time to exercise)
Back in the 90s there were more cotton in outfits
Black looks gloomy, yet I wear it too
If I had millions of dollars, Id make my own clothes
Poptarts and empty sugar drink bottles litter classrooms
Whens that healthy food act happening?

That vice principal knows nothing
The restriction achieving students get isnt healthy
Perhaps I would not have undergone that new movement
Of students who stop caring about school
And start watching TV for hours
If I felt more free (like middle school)
Sometimes I think the male staff are more in clue than the women
Though women are supposed to comprehend emotions better
School should last only three hours
Hell moves so slowly
It does not take about seven hours plus hours and hours of homework to educate a kid
I only need hours on the internet

---


As I retyped that I sorta regret it
Why do I have to be so lame

















Your lord and master,
Lisa
 





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