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Neo-Lisaism
Ah, Lisa exemplifies the process of disowning the true self.
With puberty she went from being a whole, authentic person to a diminished version of herself.
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| Think out loud |
| 10.22.07 (10:01 pm) [edit] |
Todays song- Cut Cut Paste by Tokyo Police Club
Sometimes, I dunno if I should say things outloud or not
For example: "hey! look at me! Im in your goddamn group for chrissakes! lets not talk in mumbles, lets talk about jackson and shit that we dont care about"
That was kept in, but I hoped it was on my face at least
Or,
"what the hell am I supposed to say? yay youre gay? Ive known since fourth grade! its so obvious! what? should I ask for a goddamn story?"
That was also kept in, what came out instead was "oh, how interesting. I thought it was a secret"
And this! This infuriates me!
"NO LOOK RIGHT HERE! CANT YOU SEE THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU??"
Nothing of this sort ever comes out of course
Especially since I wouldnt want things to die
"why yes brown, I love apush. I promise to do all of my work. NOT! JESUS YOUR FULL OF SHIT!"
If only I could say the stuff after work.
My soul is dying.
Oh shit
too much emo music for me
your lord and master,
Lisa
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| the teacher who knows most about me, is afraid of my generation |
| 10.05.07 (8:35 pm) [edit] |
Todays song-something that proclaims "Im.In.A.Shitty.Mood." by Bright Eyes
but he's not scared because of me, he's scared because of what he's seen in the halls
For a moment, I thought I could post anything on this site
But I cant
because though people dont google me personally, they do google themselves and sometimes that appears on my blogs
BUT FUCK MEEEEEE
I hate life.
Im conflicted, and its not like it means anything to anyone
And to be honest, in two years when I read these blogs (like how I do sometimes randomly when Im on this site and cant think of anything to post so I look at my past stuff)
I bet, Im just gonna hate myself even more for thinking like this
I think my main problems is that my social life has disappeared and that calvin consumed all of what I left on the floor
and that I hate my classes and I hate school even more because Im not really all that intelligent like I thought I was
If I really was intelligent, then I wouldnt let depression get me
I would have As in all of my classes
Because if I was intelligent then I would give up my social life easily and devote myself to homework
I especially hate apush
and I dont really understand why
I know the reasons, but whhhyy
Why, when everyone else loves brown, I despise him?
I dont like his sense of humor, or how he's so impersonal, or that he tries to make everyone contribute in class
I ALSO HATE HOW HE THINKS MY NAME IS GRACE AND MADE THAT MISTAKE THREE TIMES TODAY
What do I have to speak out just so he knows who I AM?
Do I have to turn my own personality into something new just so I can be someone in his class?
Also, why hasnt he noticed that I havent done any of the homework since the first week of school?
Though my social life is dying
there's three guys Ive got my eye on
or well, I am in love with a boy but I dont love him
I am devoted to him rather
WHY CANT HE SEE THIS?
Girls never care this much unless they want something from the other person!!
I am Leah towards her father, but this isnt some type of weird freudian shit
And then theres other boy who is the shyest and cutest thing ever
And then theres the boy who thinks Im cool and likes me a little
But I dont like back
I may seem dramatic and a whore
But I take things and make them into big things
And the next big thing in my night tonight is
Emailing people about tomorrow
Showering
Doing homework
Sleeping
FUCK
Your unlord and unmaster,
Lisa
ps. I also hate how everyone is at a football game tonight (like my brother) and I am not.
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Indie Rock | | 83% |
Classic Rock. | | 67% |
Emo & More | | 67% |
Indie | | 63% |
Punk & Pop Punk. | | 50% |
Britpop | | 46% |
Ska | | 42% |
Hip Hop & Rap | | 42% |
Industrial | | 38% |
Mainstream | | 33% |
Hardcore | | 25% |
Country | | 13% |
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